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Memories of Bo

My dear sweet boy...Bo. I can't believe you are not here with me right now. I came home & you weren't here waiting at the door for me or the kids. I went to sleep & you weren't there beside me. I woke up & you weren't there waiting to go out. It's thundering now & you are not here running crazily through the house in fear. Our slippers are right where they were left because you are not here to take them. Archie's ball is easily found for him to play with because you are not here to take it & hide it from him. I even called out "Boobsie!" earlier & painfully realized you wouldn't come running to me ever again. Why did you leave us Bo? Why? Were you tired? Were you sad because we didn't spend as much time with you lately? Did you give up because we didn't give you the same attention as before? Did you think you weren't loved or wanted anymore? We are so sorry if you ever felt that way. We love you more than ever, always have. You were the start of our family together & whoever became added to our family you lovingly accepted them all. Sweet, sweet Bo. Why did you leave us? How are we to go on now? How am I to ever drive in my truck again without knowing that it was there you spent your last moments of life. On PJ's lap while we rushed to the ER. Why didn't you hang on just a little longer? They would've helped you! Just a little longer Bo! Why? Were you that lonesome that you didn't want to fight anymore. Did we do this to you sweet boy? Things have been rough around here lately all the yelling and arguing. No one really paying attention because there was always something else going on. We always figured we'd have time to make it up to you. Just as soon as things settled down. But now you are gone & we can't make it up to you. You left us. I don't blame you I just wish I knew why. I wish to know that you are alright. Are you & Annabelle together? Was she waiting for you? Are you happy now? Are you at peace? I'm so sorry Bo. I really, truly am. I will never forgive myself for any of this. I miss you so much Bo. I miss you so, so much. And I will love you forever. Please be happy & keep Annabelle with you. I cannot say good-bye....I just cannot. I love you too much. You were always there for me without my even having to ask. You were always there to lay your head upon my lap when you knew I was feeling down, or to stay by the kids side when they were sick, or nudge your head under my arm....or to lie quietly by my side. Not expecting anything, just giving. Always giving. Dear sweet Bo. I hope you will be there for me again. You gave more than you received & I will have to live with that for the rest of my life. Words can't explain the sorrow I carry. Be not afraid of anything ever again Bo. Be not afraid dear, sweet boy. 12/24/06 Merry XMas sweet boy. I can't even tell you just how much you are missed every single day. These holidays are the tough without you here. Sandi misses you like crazy! She took it very hard each day when she realized you werent coming back. She searched through the house & in every corner you used to lay in. She fell down the stairs trying to run down to look for you now she wont go upstairs anymore. She is very sad since you've been gone. I know you used to get annoyed with her but she loved you & hasnt been the same since. None of us have been. Tonight especially I miss you very much. You used to always stay downstairs w/me while I "met" w/Santa & then you would come up with me for the night. Christmas morning you used to get so excited ~ always happy & "tap dancing" around the kids while they opened their gifts & you waited patiently for yours. I love you Bo & I miss you every single day. If I stop & really think about you the tears just come & I cant stop them. I hope that you are not lonesome & that you're w/your baby girl Annabelle now. I hope even more that you are truly waiting there for me when my time comes ~ both of you. I wish w/all my heart that there will be a time for us to be together again Bo. I cant stand to think that there's not. I wish so much that you were here w/us always & forever. I am so sorry for everything. Thank you for the rainbow you sent too. Just like Annabelle sent after she left us. That was the last time we saw one before you sent us one. All I can send you is our love ~ always. Be at peace my sweet boy & please be there when I get there. I love you w/all the love in my heart. Christmas wont be the same this year without you boy. All of my love forever & always ~ Mommy 4/5/07 Well Bo I havent been on here very much because I just cry hysterically as if we lost you yesterday. Its Easter time now & I'm looking at the picture of you & the kids -- they put those silly bunny ears on you & you just sat & posed for the picture like it was no big deal. Always the good boy. Sandi still sits in the yard waiting, looking all around ~ waiting for you to come running across to greet her. But you never come & she always sadly just gets up & comes slowly back in the house. She still misses you. Especially when shes outside & at night. We all still miss you so very, very much Bo. I tried to find another Golden that looked similar to you, but I havent been able to ~ you were truly unique in all ways. I love you dear boy. I love you so very much. All my love ~Mommy Please also visit Annabelle.

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