I will not say goodbye my dearest friend because goodbyes are forever and I'll see you again! You remained as my constant companion for 13 years, inseparable were we! I was blessed to have you as my boy! I describe you with these words: LOVE, BEAUTY, STRENGTH, COURAGE, and all the virtues of man without his vices! In life, the firmest friend, the first to welcome, the first to defend who lived for me and I lived for him! Chance, you would wake up at night next to me and your eyes would meet mine. Your beautiful, almost black eyes! You wanted to make sure I was there. Then we'd both go back to sleep. I miss those beautiful eyes! 9-8-23 My Superboy Chanceboxer! Oh how I wish I could see you again! I just want to know you're happy and ok! I love you so much! We called you Superboy Chance because the last couple months, Mama had to carry you out to potty and you'd always hold your front arms out like you were flying! Just like Krypto! Chance's skin brother bought him a superman outfit to wear on his 15th birthday party! Chance was in ICU on his birthday and we were going to bring him home the next morning but he had his last and final seizure and went into cardiac arrest. So we didn't get to celebrate his 15th birthday. So instead we put his little superman outfit on him and celebrated his life...we brought him home so his fur brothers and sister could say goodbye and we had a celebration of Chance's life! Oh I miss him so much!!!! I'm crying again, so I'll finish later.... I love you so much My baby boy! The best friend I ever had in my whole life! God bless you my little boy Chance! 10-12-23 Hello my sweetest, sweetest angel! Today is exactly 2 months since you left me. I cried a lot today. I just don't understand why God allows our beautiful babies to suffer. To have disease! You went through so much, but you never would have guessed because you never complained. You just trusted. You trusted me so so perfectly. You amaze me every time I think of how strong you are and trusting! You gave me your ALL! You never held anything back! Such a brave, brave boy! I'm so very proud of you! I hope and pray you know that because you are the most perfect boy ever! My perfect companion and BEST friend. And smart? You are so smart! You are just like a person. You would think things through and do them. You'd know when it was snack time at night and you'd get me to go into the kitchen and then you'd stand right by the fridge and stare at the door until I opened it! I'd give you a chunk of sweet potato or a little piece of meat and you'd be satisfied and go lay down on the couch. Oh Chance there wasn't even one person that loved me like you did! Even Daddy and your skin brothers, they don't even come close to the love you gave me. Yours was strong and perfect and unconditional! You wanted me and even though you like everyone, you gave me your unconditional love! Our bond was extraordinary! So strong! You gave me your ALL! I thank you with all my heart for being mine, for loving me no matter what and trusting me! I trusted you completely too! I'm keeping a journal also, because there's so much about you I need to remember. I love you so so very much!! But please if you could, send me a sign or let me see you in my dreams...I want to see you again so badly! And here I am crying again... I miss you so much! I love you Chanceboxer! My little punkin! God bless you my love, my sweet Angel! I wish so badly you were here!!! :'( :'( My sweetest, bravest, strongest boy ! December 31, 2023 Hello my sweetest, sweetest, most handsome, gorgeous boy! Merry Christmas in Heaven! I miss you so much! I haven't been on for a while but that doesn't mean I don't think of you! I think of you every waking moment of my life! I miss you so much and today is the last day of 2023 which makes it harder because now it seems like you're gone for a different year and I wish I could go back in time. |
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