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Memories of Chyna Doll

12/27/11 You have been on my mind so much lately --- sometimes it is hard not to dwell on the loss, but then I really work towards remembering the good time with you ---- I will never forget the antsy, dancy, prancy feet ...... that was uniquely yours. I used to love that when I came home from work....miss you sweetie.....wish you could have stayed longer. 1/10/11 Almost another year has gone by....I had a dream about you the other day, but it was sad as I lost you in that dream.....You are remembered with so much love and affection ---- and you are missed ever so much. I hope all is good with you and you have welcomed RonDog and Angel to be with you....so many losses recently. Take care my antsy dancy prancy girl! 12/27/09 A week ago Sandy left us....I hope that the two of you were reunited. She never was the same after you died. She had 2 sad years with the loss of Dad and then the loss of you. There is so much sadness in our house with the void that was left by you and Sandy --- yet Sandy was so ill that there was no way for her to survive. I hope and pray you are together, with Dad, and all the other girls that have been a part of my life. It won't be long before we hit a year's anniversary of you leaving us....I still look for you sometimes --- you just left us much too soon. Take care little one...know that you are loved and missed. 02/09 I don't know why it happened -- you survived the surgery, and then things went wrong. We weren't ready to lose you. The grief we feel is overwhelming - we thought you would be with us for so much longer. You loved everyone --- took all the attention you could get and always wanted more. I guess that is why we thought you were on the way to recovery --- you were demanding lots of attention from those at the vet's office. We had stopped in, you were doing well --- we came home and checked the telephone only to have a call from the vet that said things were going wrong. We did get to see you before you passed --- did you know we were there? Ginger and June and Elby are all reeling from the loss, as are Janet and I. Rest well, Dad is there to give you lots of scratches....and though you never met Mom, I know she will love you. Angel and RonDog and Lily are there --- so you aren't alone. Chyna, I will miss you so..... 01/29/2009 One week ago things started to go so wrong....you threw up blood which took us on a quick trip to the vet, and all things were set in motion. You are so missed by us all....Ginger took your passing hard, as did June....Janet and I still miss you so --- I can only hope that Dad is with you now and he is giving you all the attention you crave. The vet called....if you hadn't passed at this time I'm not sure that you would have had a long life. The pathology report was not a good one, and you may have been in for more "procedures" to keep you living. I don't know at what point I would have said you shouldn't have to endure anymore as my desire was to have you with me forever. But my wish for you is that you would never suffer. So, maybe the loss now was more merciful, but it is still very painful. But....through all this I found I truly have friends. One friend, who is remaining anonymous, called in and covered your entire vet bill. I'm still stunned that anyone would do that for me. Finances are tough, but we would have found a way to pay everything and you were not denied anything you needed because of finances. But someone, and I think I know who, chose to pay the bill and take that worry away from me. Friends like that are rare..... Janet always says all things for good --- it is hard to see the loss of you as good, but sometimes the big sister has a good concept. The loss of you now saved you from further suffering --- cancer, surgery, recovery and more....The vet didn't give a very optimistic picture of what you would have faced. The ulcer that started this had been around awhile and there was a hormone element to all that happened and who knows when that started. So you were saved from further surgeries.....and I found I had some very special friends at a time in my life that I have felt so alone. My belief in a loving God faltered, and I still feel He could have protected you, but my prayers to St. Jude to help me on finances was answered, and in a way that is hard to accept, my prayers to St. Francis to look out for you were answered --- he helped to make sure you didn't suffer further. I would have prefered you to be cured and to die a natural, peaceful death at a much older age --- but saving you from further suffering is a good thing. So my precious Chyna, we now have you home with us, and we will remember you each day with love and affection. And someday, maybe, it won't hurt so much. We all send our love, and Sheila will be talking to you soon. Please let her know everything that is on your mind, because I truly believe you are romping and playing and living a great life in spirit. Take care sweetie....we love you. Please also visit BY's Amanda Lynn "MANDI".

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