I saved you at 6 weeks old from going to the pound. The first time I held you as I was taking you back to your yard, I said you look like a little cotton ball. you looked into my soul, eye to eye. I did not take you then. It was a week later. I got you just in time. . He was frightened of bugs, fireworks, hard rain, lightning. When he scooted across the yard he would hold one leg up. Always keeping me in sight. Always wanting in my lap. Would sleep in one place all night by my side. Played with a ball by him self. Oh that rat ..he spotted a rat outside, it ran away never to come back. Time passed and you could say where's that rat , he would run over to where it was and bark. Knew the names of his toys. Had alergic reactions to yearly vaccination twice 2017 ,2018. Had to have yeah cleand. Last time had to remove some. Never was sick. Never had any other issues other then the ones listed. 3/8/19. I noticed he didn't want to eat, his eyes stayed watery. 3/9/19. No playing only wanted to lay around breathing harder then the norm. Put him in the bed with me. 3/10/19...he woke me needing to throw up I got up put him on the floor and he threw up . Emergency vet did no open till 9am. I was there with my baby at 9:32. They did blood work came back with him and said his liver is so bad his kidneys are bad his gaul bladder has a witness around it you might want to let him go, WHAT? then my baby had a seizure. They rushed him back , the Dr.CAME BACK SAYS HE IS IN CARDIACT ARREST , DOING CPR , I said ok do not let my baby suffer anymore. I Was in tears. I made his food, I never used any chimicals, no salt no sugar, kept food and water bowls clean , his bedding. Check UPS every year. How what made this hppen. He showed no signs until two days before. I fight with it trying to figure out what the heck hapoened? I was always with him outside. Did not get into anything. I'm at a loss. My baby is now gone at 8 1/2 yrs old. He is with Mesha now the sister he never knew and Maggie and Baby.

4-10-19....wed. 0ne month today. I count the minutes , the seconds, the hour. Sunday's will never be the same as I watch the clock. My little guy, do not be afraid baby. It's ok you don't have to shake in fear. Don't have to get nervous you are safe my baby . The angels are looking after you. I still have issues in wondering what, how, why. Mommy is so sorry baby. I love you baby. Only 8 yrs old. Love drops.
5-5-2019 Sunday 1 month 2 weeks 6 days..oh my little on...I still can't believe you are not here. I look I watch..I vision you laying on your bed curled in a little white ball. I'm so sorry my baby that I had no idea you were so sick. I called myself being a good mommy. It is killing me because I was supposed to amd I thought I was protecting you from any and all harm. ❤ I love you my little guy. My little boy. You have a birthday this month. Mommy will be back.
5/10/19.... My sweet little boy. Two months.....you have been gone from me. I still look at the places you lay, remembering you always wanted to be near me , in my lap. I miss you so much my little one. I love you baby.
6/2019. Happy 9th Birthday my little one.
11/28/19. THANKSGIVING MY LITTLE ONE
Christmas 2019. Oh baby I will not be able to get dancing mickey mouse out anymore.
2020. anew year. I had you 2 months of 2019 before you left me my little guy. I hurt....Zachary dont understand. I miss you my little love. Xox
5/2020... Happy 10th birthday baby. Mommy misses you and loves you so much Xoxoxo❤
5/2021. Happy 11th birthday baby
11/2021 Happy Thanksgiving with you ham bone precious
12/2021. Now it is Christmas your 2nd one at the Bridge. Mommy hung your stocking .Santa Clause is coming my preciouse littl whtw boy my little guy. Mommy lives you so much. Those eyes foever looking into mine. ❤ my baby
MARCH 10, 2022.....MY LITTLE GUY. TODAY IS your 3rd anniveary at the Bridge.
Baby boy.I see your eyes watching me. As always. Never let me out of your site.
I love you with all of my being and miss you so very much.
I'm so sorry precious. So so sorry😢😢😢😢.
11/27/22. Thanksgiving baby.my little guy Mommy loves you
12/25/22 Christmas my sweet little guy.my little guy my shadow.Merry Christmas my love my heart.Mommy loves you
11-23-23 Happy Thanksgiving my sweet little guy. 💋💋
12-2023. Merry Christmas my little darling mommy is right here. I love you 💋💋
March10, 2024....5 years ago today.I had to tell you good by. I'm so sorry my little darling. Mommy loves you💋💋❤