He suffered terribly under human hands until a rescue society found him. I found him next and promised him he would never know another day of hunger, abandonment, physical abuse or being unloved. I promised him that the rest of his life he would know only safety, security, lots and lots of love, and warmth for the rest of his days. I only wish he could have stayed longer because I still had so much love to give him. He was taken from me by lymphoma only 4yrs after we came together. Much too soon and I wish he was still here so I could hold him and comfort him.
I miss him terribly still.
** From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank everyone who has been so kind to write in Mr. Kitty's book and send your condolences. I am so totally overwhelmed by the outpouring of compassion and empathy from everyone. I am so very grateful to you all; you have made this process of healing from grief that much more bearable.**
My beloved boy; I miss you sweetheart; so very much. It is getting easier but I will always wish you were still here with me.
But I realized this year that while you were learning it was safe to love again, you were teaching me the same thing. I too was afraid but you helped heal me of my fears and because of that, I found love again with your dad, the "chicken man"!
You were my big, fluffy, white, furry angel; you gave us the gift of love. I just wished you hadn't been taken from me so quickly; that hurts so much when my heart was so full of hope for all of us.
I love you, my beautiful boy, my Mr. "Keekee"
My beloved boy,
We have a new kitty in the house now. Her name is Molly. She is cute and playful but I knew she wouldn't be replacing you; couldn't replace you and I wasn't looking for someone else to do that. It's easier now having you gone; well not getting to see you or hold you but I hope I will see you really soon. I still miss you; always will. Your passing left a hole in my heart that will never heal. I love you sweety; by beautiful boy.
My beloved boy,
I am still missing you; always will. It is easier though than it was even a year ago. I think of you but not as often as I used to and I have gotten to the acceptance of your passing. I still wish you were here though. I didn't tell you about your sister's passing. Cleo crossed over to the Rainbow bridge about a year ago. Maybe you have seen her. She was in such pain from her arthritis that it was time to end her suffering. I love and miss her too [I know you two didn't really like each other] but she was a sweet girl and also has a place in my heart. I have been sick sweetheart. The doctors are not sure what exactly is wrong but the signs are pointing to a very bad human disease. I trust in God and have faith in His plan. I just wanted you to know that I am not afraid and after having you visit several times after you passed over, I know that there is life after death and that it isn't the end. I also believe that I will see you again and also see your sister. Your dad is doing well; he misses you also but you know how strong he is and how he is able to recover faster than I have been able to.
I love you sweetheart; I will hopefully be writing to you again next year. In the meantime, please come visit anytime you want if you are still in spirit form. If not, help lead me to you so we can find each other again.
My beautiful boy,
Another year has passed; I am still not well but my health has improved since last year. Dad [the chicken man] is well also; he misses you too very much but doesn't talk about it very much. I can't believe 5yrs have passed since that day you died. I will always remember that day in detail; also the days leading up to it. Those were some of the hardest days of my life. I still miss you terribly sweetheart; I don't know what else to tell you as nothing has changed in my grief of losing you. Time truly does heal sorrow, and thank God for that, but the memories will always be with me and the grief of losing you will always be with me. It just isn't as debilitating as it was those first 2 yrs. I love you so very much and can't wait to see you again. I will know you when I see you and you will know me. I miss you coming around though and visiting like you used to but if you can't anymore, I understand sweetheart but I think you knew that your visits were what got me through those worst, darkest days after you died. You let me know that you were still here in spirit and I am so grateful for those gifts. Remembering them also helps. I love you Mr. KeeKee; with all my heart; part of me died and went with you that day; and there will always be an empty place in my life with you not in it. But, I know I will see you again and that gives me comfort. Love, Mom ps, I created this is memory of you http://youtu.be/C2t2jd6gc-g