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I remember the love and the joy Ozzie brought to my life. He was a gentle giant and was such a sensitive boy. When I would cry he would lay his head on my shoulder and lick my tears away. Oz loved music just like I did. I have never heard a dog sing like he did. Whenever one of his favorite songs would come on he would sing through the whole song!! His favorite bands were Queen, U2 and even tv shows like 2 and 1/2 men would get him singing... His favorite toy was a green squeak frog that he still played with a few days before he died. He was one tough boy. Even when a neighbor tried to poison him with rat poisoning he still pulled through. Till this day I can't wrap my head around why someone would want to do that to him.. He was such a gentle and sweet boy. My mom and dad loved him too. They called him their grand-dog. Ozzie knew when grandpa came over he always had a treat in his pocket for him... His playmate Carly died a year and a half ago, he was devastated and would lay out by her grave. Now my boy and girl are together playing like they used to pain free.. I miss you my boy. Sing with the angels.. Mommy will see both of you someday.... Friday September 23. Hi baby boy. Mommy was just sitting here looking out the back window at yours and Carly's graves. I miss you both sooo much. My heart aches for you my handsome man. I miss cuddling with you on rainy days like this.. You never hurt me. And you always knew when I was upset or sad. I am so lost without you. But mommy's time isn't yet so you and Carly wait for me. I Love you both my baby boy and my little angel Carly... Mommy
Saturday October 8th.... Hi baby boy and angel girl.. What a beautiful day it is out today. Your dad went out for the day with his friends.. Oz I miss you soo much. If you were still here on a day like this we would be outside together enjoying the sunshine and walking in the backyard in the woods. God I miss you. I found one of your squeak toys under the bed yesterday the white swan that you used to play with. I know you liked froggy the best!! He is put away with your coat and Carly's coat. Mommy hopes you and Carly are having a fun time together.. Remember mommy is always thinking about you and I will see you when it's my time.. Love you handsome man and baby girl... Mommy Sunday October 16th... Hi sweet babies. Mommy feels very lonely without you. It's been 7 weeks today that you left me Oz. I really don't know how I'm getting through these days.. I think it's the Love we had for each other. I feel like a shell of a person. The leaves are falling and I know the cold weather is not too far away. I wish I could have you to keep me warm at night, my sweet boy. My emotions are every where. I love you and Carly like no other love I've felt before.. Mommy loves you and I can't wait to see you again... Big hugs and kisses to both of you.. Mommy
Tuesday November 1st.......It's a beautiful sunny day out today. Mommy misses you both so much. I was sick in bed over the weekend and I missed the warmth of both of you next to me.. You both always knew when mommy wasn't feeling good. You never wanted to leave my side. Ozzie I still can't believe your gone. The holidays aren't going to be the same this year. I still cry almost every day. I just want you both to know that I am always thinking of you and you are in my heart forever.. Love and big kisses. Love you Kiki (Carly) and Bubby (Ozzie)... Mommy Tuesday November 8th...I was just outside feeding the birds and all of the furry friends that come out of the woods to eat. The grass seed that was planted for you Oz is coming up so beautiful and lush.. Just like the kind you used to lay in out in the back sunning yourself. I saw Grandpa today and Misty.. How wonderful it was to pet her and rub her belly. I miss that with you and Carly so much. Mommy isn't ready to get a new baby yet. It might take me a long time because i still have so much hurt and grief for the both of you. You were both gifts from God.. so much love and warmth you had given me while you were here.. My heart aches for you both my sweet precious babies...I Love you with all my heart forever and ever till I see you again... Love, mommy xoxoxo Saturday November 12... Missing you so much today...On the verge of tears every second. Oh my baby boy, my handsome man, my Bubby my Ozwald my every little thing, you were and are so special to me. I have never felt such loss and grief ever..You and Carly were my peace and my comfort for so long. I don't know if I will ever feel that again.. I kiss the stuffed basset hound and the stuffed rottweiler doggies I have on top of the headboard every night. I put your collars around the necks of them. Oh how I wish that they could come alive and be you, my precious babies again... I Love you and I never stop thinking about you... Mommy xoxoxoxo Thursday November 17th... Went shopping today for Thanksgiving dinner... I started crying in the store listening to the music. Oz it's not going to be the same this year. The holidays are going to be really hard for me to get through without you. I know when Carly left us it was hard, but mommy doesn't have either of you now. I just want to make this pain go away but it seems like it is lingering...I don't know why it is getting harder. I can't keep myself busy enough to stop feeling sad. I know you hated it when I cried. I'm trying really hard to remember how much love we had for each other... I have a empty spot in my heart.. I Love you and miss you my handsome man. Carly I know you are cuddling with Oz like you guys always did. That's about the only peace I have right now is knowing that you two are together. You loved each other so much... Watch over mommy. I put some flowers in your vases out by your graves today. Not the fresh ones like in the spring and summer, but they look pretty.. I love you my precious angels.... Mommy xoxoxo Monday December 5th..... Hi my baby boy and angel girl.. Mommy is thinking about you. Christmas won't be the same without you. God I miss you so much it hurts. I thought it would get a little easier, but it seems to be getting harder for me to deal with. I am lost without you. My life feels so empty. I want to find happiness, but I can't....Please watch over me.. I know you love me and you know that I love you with all of my heart... Mommy
Wednesday March 7th 2012.... Hello my sweet babies.. Mommy hasn't been here for awhile, but you know i talk to you both every day. It's still so hard for me not to have you here with me.. It's getting better but when I have a bad day Boy do i have a BAD day.. I'm going to put some spring flowers in your vases and take the holiday ones out.. It's so beautiful out today. Oh how I miss laying with you both in the warm sunshine. I Love you to death and I will never stop loving you. Watch over mommy cause sometimes I need it... Big kisses to my sweet boy and girl... Love Mommy xoxoxo
Tuesday July 17th.... Hi my babies.. I haven't been able to come here for awhile. Ozzie I miss you just as much as I did when you left me.. Nothing is the same. It's hard to find any happiness. I know you wouldn't want me to feel like this, but you my precious angel were the love of my life.. As odd as that may sound to some people, it's true. You gave me so much joy and comfort that I never have felt. Every day I make sure you and Carly have fresh flowers on your graves out in the back yard.. Oz you would be amazed at all of the furry little friends that are out back. I think they know mommy needs some kind of sign from you because when I feed them every morning they don't run away they stay right there and look at me as if to say thank you. I can't believe it will be a year next month that you have been gone.. I think of you everyday... I miss you both.. My two special gifts from God.. Ozzie & Carly in my heart forever... Love, Mommy Tuesday August 21st.... One year ago today little did I know that it would be my last day with you Oz my precious boy. My heart aches so much I just want to hold you again. My life has been filled with sadness. You were my every little thing my friend, my strength. Just knowing you were next to me made me feel safe. I planted beautiful yellow mums for you and Carly. Only I know what love we shared together. I know certain people are tired of me grieving still, but it's just too bad. One day the heartache I feel will slowly go away, but I will never ever forget you. Today is going to be very hard for mommy to deal with... Watching you slowly slip away in the back yard when you collapsed and looked at me one last time. When your dad brought you back home to bury you next to your best friend Carly I was numb. It was like everything was moving in slow motion... I missed you but I knew you were at peace at the Rainbow Bridge with Carly. I picked this song because when you were laying there I looked up at the sky and it actually started to rain. Not a hard rain but a very light drizzle, but I could still see the sun through the clouds. I think it was God and Carly opening a spot for you to come to them.... I Love you my Beautiful boy. I know we will see eachother again. Now go and play with Carly. I Love you both more than life itself... Your mommy xoxoxo Wednesday September 19th.... Hi my sweet angels.. Well, Fall is in the air. I remember you both loved this time of year. So many different smells in the air. I always would laugh at you Oz when the leaves would start to fall and you would stare up and watch them.. Carly you would play and almost get lost in the piles of leaves!! I wish I could have you both back.. Oz I know that when Carly left us you were never the same. Even though I miss you both terribly I have the comfort knowing you are together again. Mommy loves you with all my heart.. I'll talk to you again soon.. You know I do every day.. xoxoxxooxo.. Love Mommy
Monday December 24th..... Merry Christmas my sweet angels.. Mommy really misses you. The holidays will never be the same for me without you in them... Oh how I miss you opening your presents... i still cry almost every day.. My heart has a big hole in it without you... Till we meet again.. I will always treasure the times I had with you on earth..I am looking forward to spending eternity with you.... Big Hugs and Kisses to you my Angel girl Carly and my Handsome Angel Ozzie.. Mommy Loves you more than anything xoxoxo |
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