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Merry Christmas Peanutty! Peanuts...It's been 1 month and 5 days and I am missing you so terribly bad! Sometimes you visit my dreams, I see you out of the corner of my eye in your bed, playing w/your babies, eating your supper. I so wish you were here. It's so difficult to be at home by myself without you. I don't like coming home anymore because I know you're not here to greet me. I hope you know that I did my very best by you. I continue to ask myself if there was more I could've done. Regardless, you'll always be in my heart. 020406 Oh Peanuts! You are so dear to me. I'm still missing you so much! I've recently put a deposit down on an Airedale sister! I wonder if perhaps a part of you will be inside of her. I've gotten involved w/many doggie people who like to show their dogs in the ring. I think you would've made such a great show-dog! You were always the prettiest of the bunch! I continue to talk about you and all your funny habits! I will never forget your love of squeaky balls or your love of the stuffed puppy toy that you loved so much that you would even take it outside w/you when you went to go potty! I recently found it under my bed where you last left it. It's getting a little easier to come home now. I've managed to find some classes to take to get me out of the house. I'm taking a handling class and a grooming class w/a local breeder. I know your there w/me the entire time! The handling class instructer seems so impressed w/me, but she doesn't realize how well I was trained! You're always in my heart and I still sob over the loss of you! I feel like part of me is empty without you. I miss you baby-girl! 11/28/2007 Hi Peanuts! I stll think of you everyday! Liberty is with us now and I know that you had something to do with that! I couldn't get another WFT because I knew that there would never be another one like you! Liberty is an Airedale and she's a whole lot different. She still needs a lot of learning! I miss you terribly still and hope you are running and playing and making all kinds of new friends at the bridge!
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