Peanut, (1/28/2009) You got so sick Mom was giving you antiboitics trying to get you better. But your lungs were getting filled with fluids and you were not able to cough like you were suppose to, I could tell you were suffering. I called Doc Gilliam's office they said to bring you in early but I waited till the afternoon to take you so I could spend time with you, love you, pat you and just sit by you and hold you before you had to go, when I took you in the afternoon Doc said he had reviewed his notes and it was time and was I ready to let you go I told him no but I knew it was better for you since you were suffering. You were getting air in your lung but not able to get air out. So my little man it would have been just a matter of time. I'm sorry I could not stay and hold you but it is just hard for Mom to do that. I do miss you. You have always been so faithful, always happy to see me even when you felt bad. You have been my sweet little man and my best friend my bed partner. Sally and I miss you so much, Sally looked and looked for you that day.|
I left you at the Vets to go on to the Bridge in the meadow to be with Katie.
I told Katie this:
Katie my sweet girl look for Peanut at the Bridge, he left here on Wednesday January 28th. Doc Gilliam said it was time he was not able to breathe very good and me and Doc have did everything for him that we could it was time. It was hard letting him go but I told him to go and be with you and that I loved him and you and him could play together and be buddies once again at the bridge and you both will have no pain and all of your body functions, legs, paws and all will work just fine.It was hard losing you Peanut you were like family, you and Katie both.
I love you and miss you, Mom xxooxxooxxoo
2/4/09 Peanut you have so many friends they have all signed your book and they all know that Katie and you are having so much fun now playing with all the other fur babies there, just running and chasing butterflies and rainbows and one another like you did when you and Katie were here at home. Take care of Katie. Send me a kiss and hug and a little smile now and them
12/3/09 My sweet little man, I know it has been awhile since I visted you, I am working it is still so hard for me to come on yours and Katie's sites it still feels likeyesterday that you left me I know it's been a almost 11 months. But you are still in my heart and will be with me till I die and join you and Katie there. I'm sure you get to see Katie,Bart, Gramma and Grandpa and all the other sweet fur babies that you knew and that are there with you running the hills and valleys of the Rainbow Bridge It is getting cold here really feels like winter is here to stay. Sally has been sick with skin allergies infection in her ears and throwing up and not eating she went to the Vet today had a shot a medicated bath and antibotics. She is sleeping now hopefully she will be feeling better tomorrow. Back in August she had surgery for cancer she had 4 masses removed. She seems to be doing better from that however there are 2 knots on her now the vet doc Gillam seems to think they are fatty tumors and I pray they are. He said he could take them out but would rather keep a watch on them so that's what I will do and if the one gets close to her front leg I will have him remove it. I will always take care of my sweet fur babies that's a promise. I sure tried with you but our Heavenly Father decided he needed your there at the Bridge to greet me when I come and to be sweet and loving to all that needed you up there. I think of you every day and miss you ever so much.
12/25/09 Peanut, Sally Ann is with you now she has been there a little over ten days I'm sure you, Katie and Sally are running about chasing butterflies and loving each other like I loved you. I miss all of you so much. This is Christmas day and it is a sad and lonely Christmas without Sally, Katie and you Peanut. I miss you all so much. Mom
1/15/2011 Peanut I think of you,Katie and Sally every day. I miss you so much you were a such a good boy. I wished you were here to help with Abby she is such a hyper Yorkie really to much for me. You three were no trouble compared to her. She is trouble daily any way hopefully she will get better soon. I hope you have found new friends to play with and have Sally & Katie by your side to watch over you. Love you Good Morning until we meet again., xxooxxooxxoo Mom