How can you be gone 4 years! I miss you so much Penny...Please, know I did everything to try and get you better....My heart is forever broken to have had to watch you get so sick, and I hope you understand the times, I had to leave you in the hospital, were my last attempts to have you get well...|
I felt my heart break every time , I walked away from you... Three days after you passed, I still could not get out of bed, and your Aunt Mary forced me to get up, get dressed and go for a ride, a very long ride....She took me to find Madison, a little brown Shih Tzu, that looked more like a bear, than a dog...I was so heart broken, and I just sat at the table ,crying and crying, they placed Madison in my Lap, she could not stop with the kissing, I kept giving her back to my Sister but, she was not having it, and Aunt Mary, had Brought your Little Bag, that Mommy Carried you in, The pup hopped in!!! Your blankets, and toy were still in there, from your trip to the Vet, 3 day earlier, so I guess, she had your scent.. She nestled down, all comfy, and as if to say, ok, take me with you, I am not getting out!
I do believe you found a way to bring us together, as Madison Penelope...middle name for you, helped me Heal. Together, we share the love that you left, and Madison, I feel felt that love , the minute she stepped into your home, as if your spirit was guiding her, she adjusted immediately, as if she was always part of the household. Needless to say, she had everything a Pup could need......She loves all your special toys, no matter how many new ones, she has, she loves yours....
Oh Penny, Please know, I miss you everyday and cherish the 7 years God gave us together, I was beyond Lucky and so Proud to be Your Mommy!