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June 11, 2011. Pepper died 3 days ago. I cant write much yet, its too raw. I'm devestated and I hurt too much. I love you so much Pepper. Words cannot express the loss and grief I feel for you baby girl. I miss you to the point of being sick. You will be with me always. I miss you so much, there is a HUGE empty place in my heart. Life wont be the same without you Pepper. Someday we will be together again. I love you and I'll write more later.... June 18,2011. Hi Ms. P, I miss you so bad baby girl, my heat just aches. The pain is not getting any better at all. I'm not doing well Pepper. You meant the world to me. I truly lost my best friend when you died. I got your remains home yesterday and I'm so glad to have you back. Your ashes are on my desk in the computer room, but I take you all over the house with me and I talk to you alot. For being such a little dog, you made a huge impact in my life. We were so close. A bond that I've never had and never will have again with one of my pets. You were the special one, a friend of a lifetime. I cant wait to see you again. At some point I will die too and I'll join you and Mom, Andy, Wendy, and all of my loved ones. I hope you're doing okay. I wish you could come to me in a dream and tell me how you are and what its like where you are now. I just miss you so much. I still cry everyday P. its so damn hard. I can keep it together sometimes and other times I just lose it. My friends are worried about me, but they just dont understand how much I love you and how important you are to me. The only thing that has hurt this much was when Mom died. That was so hard on both of us. You were up-rooted from your home and we both had a couple of rough years, Im sorry if I didn't take better care of you back then, I did the best I could. But then I got it together and you lived with me all the time at jackson and we really got close. I just wish I could have had you from when you were a puppy. You are an amazing dog, what character you have. Then our relationship really grew to what it is today. We were best friends. We were pretty much inseparable. I even took you to work!!! You loved to go and I loved taking you! I love you so much p. my life is so sad without you. I think about you all the time. I'm still sleeping downstairs on the bed in the living room where you were sick. Its too depressing to sleep upstairs in my bed where you and I slept. My bedroom is just so empty, cuz you're not there anymore. I may take your ashes up to my bedroom. I'm glad to have your earth body back home baby, and I cant wait till we spend eternity together. I feel like I lost part of myself when you died. You know how much I love you, you were the princess, it was always- whatever you wanted. I catered to you and I loved doing it. Nobody will ever love me as much as you did. Talk about unconditional love.. that was you P. You're one in a million and I miss you so much. I look at all the pictures of you- you are so precious, you have the sweetest face. I guess I just wanted you to live forever pepper, you would have been 18 this year, and actually you may already be 18. But it just wasn't long enough. We had so much more to do! But we'll do it later, when I join you.. I love you. Remember all the songs I sang to you? I'm still singing them. Goodnite sweet P. I miss you and love you beyond words. I'll write more later. Btw, all of your brothers and sisters and humans are doing fine....

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