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Memories of Shiloh Bleu
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My sweet baby Bleu, you were the perfect cat, you never did anything wrong. If there was a United Nations of cats you would be a good candidate for chairman. You were always the diplomat and the philosopher. Your love for Tinker never faltered and your acceptance of Cody was amazing, inspite of his attacking you all the time. You never hit him back, maybe sensing he was the baby even though he grew bigger than you. Now you can be together with Sundance, Tinker and Cody again. All playing together on Rainbow's Bridge. Someday I will come to get you all and we can be together again. There is such an emptiness I feel without you, sleeping next to me, sitting on my lap and greeting me at the window when I come home. I miss you so much, but I had to let you go. I couldn't let you suffer anymore. Love you forever my sweet baby Bleu. 3/26/06 Hi baby,it's daddy. I had so many things to say about you last night while lying in bed, I should've gotten up to jot them all down. Now as i sit in front of this page,I just can't find those words again at this momemt. I'm trying to restructure the sentences, but instead of words, my head is filled with pictures of you. I'm just seeing you,when mommy and I first saw you,I knew what was behind those tiny blue eyes of yours, we both knew you were the one out of that large litter and we hoped you were thinking they are the ones, too. I'm just seeing you, playing as a young adult with Sundance and chasing each other around the house-watching the two of you rear up on your back legs confronting each other like boxers in the ring taking swipes at each other, then shaking it all off and lying against each other, cleaning each other and purring loudly, as litter-mate brothers should. I'm just seeing you, protecting Tinker from Sundances little antics and how you'd place yourself between the two of them, almost like saying to Dance-you need to go through me to get to her bro. Yet she wouldn't let you get too close to her as much as you tried. You were beautiful. If I had a brother, I'd want him to be just like you. I'm just seeing you, confused and dazed when Dance suddenly dropped dead, way to young at seven and we grieved with you. When Tinker finally lost her struggle with her health and old age...we grieved with you. When we didn't want you to be lonely when you were losing everyone around you and got Cody, only to find him dead at two years old, we grieved with you again. I'm just seeing you, my beautiful baby bleu, dealing with all this in your majestic way, lying across my lap watching the funny antics of these two new rescued kittens, Pookie and Scoochie playing like you and Dance used to do and wondering what all the fuss is about and staying out of their way. Yet again,taking the side of the underdog..er..undercat in this case, Pookie and letting him get close to you-while that "wild and crazy" guy Scoochie just tries to get in your face. Well now I find myself grieving once more but this time it's for you baby the end of the era of Maine Coons. Mommy and I could not have been blessed with more loving then all of you have given us and you will all, forever be in our hearts. NOW GO PLAY......FOREVER May 12, 2006 Happy 11th Birthday baby. I miss you so much Bleu, hope you found all your loved ones. I sometimes look in a room and see and feel your presence. Pookie really misses you, he hangs out in a lot of the places you did, I guess he can still smell your scent. I wish I could hold you once more and shower you with kisses. Have fun for your birthday. Love you, Mom Mar 8, 2007- It is 1 year today that you left us, but your spirt remains very strong in my mind and heart. When I look at pictures of you I can't beleive your gone, you really were a beautiful animal both inside and out. I hope you are all together with Sundance, Tinker & Cody having lots of fun in the warm sunshine. I miss and love you so much baby bleu. Mom. March 8, 2008- Hi baby, I looked at your pictures today, I can't believe you are gone 2 years today. You and Sundance and Cody are in my thoughts all the time, I miss all of you and hope to see you again one day. So stay together and be happy with each other. As I look at your picture you are so beautiful, what a magnificent animal you are. I love you and will talk to you again soon. Love Mom Please also visit Sundance. |
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