Grief Support≡
Memorials≡
Boutique≡
You will always be in my heart, iluv and miss you so much
by natalie
It has been about 2-1/2 months since I lost my baby guinea pig, Bilbo. I had been in Hawaii for about 10 days. I came home and said hi to all of my pets. Then, I stuck my finger through the cage and she gave me some kisses, not knowing I would never be able to fel this again. That night I had a feeling to give Bilbo and my bunny Sniffles some fruit. I chopped up some strawberries and put one in Sniffles' cage then walked over to Bilbos. She was just lying there. I then reached my hand in to wake her up because she liked to take naps. When I layed my hand on her side, she felt as hard as a rock. I screamed as loud as I have EVER screamed in my whole life. I ran up and started screaming to my mom. I couldn't believe it. I kept praying for her to come alive again, but she was gone...really gone. I couldn't get that feeling of her off of my hand. I was bawling. I couldn't stop thinking of what i could have done, why she had to leave. I got ready for bed and just lyed there sobbing. I couldn't get her sweet face out of my mind. Everytime I would think about her I would cry even harder. After I found her, I got her out of the cage and was holding her just sobbing uncontrollably. I asked my mom to please go inside so I could spend some time talking with her. I cradeled her in my arms and told her how much I missed her, and how much I loved her. She was my only little girl. I love and miss her soooo much. My best friend called and left a message reciting the rainbow bridge poem I cried and listened to it over and over again. My mom also listened to it and started crying too. I miss Bilbo so much. I can still see her in her cage. We buried her out by my waterfall. There she will remain forever. I love and miss you so much Bilbo,angel. Bilbo might have died and gone onto the rainbow bridge in heaven, but she will always live in my heart.
Comments would be appreciated by the
author, natalie
321-784-1468 Tech Support
