by Barbara Blanco
I had a beloved big black cat named Bubbie, that unexpectedly had to be euthanized. It was the most heart breaking experience I have known. The pain was so deep, my heart was in knots. I cried all the time and was in a lost world. His companion cat, Molly of 10 yrs. also cries for him. So we are comforting each other and brushing and grooming more. Talking and "thinking' visually about our new situation. We use his old brush and hum his lullabies. One night after Bubbie had been gone, I was looking on the internet, trying to find a pic of him to send to family, but wasn't sure how to do it, so I thought I would wait until later ( My fiance is better at this computer stuff). Anyway about a week go by, I forget about it, and WOW there is is on my computer a 3 in. x 3 " square in the lower right cornner, Next to molly ( my previous screensave). My fiance says he saw the pic a few days ago, but it left. Well it it here now, and will never leave I know it. Pretty amazinG. Friends say its pretty unusualy, But I am happy he is here.