Hi baby! been missing you extra lately, think it is because your one year anniversary is coming up 6/16 since you left me. I can't believe it's been a year already, I feel like it was yesterday and I miss you more than ever. Some days are better than others but you are always in my thoughts. I still say goodnight to your picture every night before bed. I am still so heartbroken and am crying so much as I write this, I want so much to hold and kiss you again and tell you how amazing and wonderful you are. I know this sounds crazy, but I swear sometimes when I am playing with Lola and Mason I feel you run by??? like you are playing with us? I tell myself that it is definitely you which makes me happy to think you are still with me like you were always were, like a little velcro dog!!! Where ever you are I pray you are happy, healthy, and playing like a puppy again. Please come visit me in my dreams, it's been soooo long. I love and miss you sweet baby boy. Forever, Mommy