Months turned into years and the bond between us grew stronger and stronger. You had a different bond with each of us but I believe mine and your bond was the strongest. I used to stop at McDonalds everyday from work and buy you a cheeseburger for a treat. Oh how you love to eat. Everybody called you a lil cow. You were mommy's pretty girl.

As the years went by you developed diabetes in which you took 2 shots a day in which you did not care for, but it kept you alive and well. Then you had a bout with pancreatitis in which you overcame. We had a few rough rides with your health but you stuck in there and held on for many years.

The last year of you life here with us was so SPECIAL to me because I got to be with you everyday. I believe our bond became even stronger. It was as if you knew my every thought and I knew your every thought. I just can't explain it. I miss you letting me know when it's time for bed everynight. You had your own routine and I miss it so so much.

I'm so sorry for the way you died so tragic. I just wish I could turn back time. I don't understand why you had to leave us but can only thank God for allowing us the time we had together. It was the most precious times I've known. I will never get over losing you. You took a hugh part of mommy with you but that's okay because one day we will be together again forever. Until that day I'll always have you in my heart and on my mind.