by tina mcevoy
Why Tyker? Why didn't you come home when it was time as normal?
if you had you would still be with us.
Why did you leave me when i needed you so much?
people don't understand 'how' if it hadn't been for you I wouldn't be alive..
you came into my life when i was at a low point of my life with depression and worry about everything, and how i stayed in the house for fear of being talked about. you got me through it i talked to you and you listened...you cuddled me when i needed it and left me alone when i needed to be left, with the family i have people said you have so much to live for but i didn't see it, i felt trapped and alone, till you came.... you had been left...just like me...left by your family and it was like nobody cared...when i got the cal to go see you at the rescue i was in 2 minds, feeling so low i didnt know if i could deal with you and your needs, but i saw you and you was the ticket to help me, rubbing round my face as saying i will love you no matter what happens no matter how low i will be here for you if you will be there for me.
then on that night you went out after you pulling me back from the brink of death you didnt come home i searched high and low for you calling you and banging on doors asking people i didnt know have you seen my cat and showing your photo that i had on my phone. everyone said no, sorry i cried myself to sleep worrying where you were till one day after 5 days of not seeing you i saw your head peeping out from under our neighbours car...you was gone ...how did you get there i had looked there only hours before...i took you to the vet who had said you had only just passed and how it was possible you was trying to get home...you nearly made it my baby. i held you so tight and scrunched your belly just like we did at night i had to let you go...but not for long ...4 days later i got the call to go and collect your ashes which im not letting go ....EVER...you will be with me forever and always
why didnt you come home tyker
why didnt you stay with me
we made the pack of together forever and i know your here watching me i feel you around and i still talk to you. i just hope you can hear me.
my love for you will never fade and i wil keep you in my heart till MY dying day which we will be together again.
so you just wait for me it may be some time but i will get there one day and oh god you have the biggest cuddle and scrunchie tum you will ever ever know.
missing you always tyker
sweet dreams my baby
tyker passed away 30th july 2004 and i can only just talk about him now with tears streaming down my face...he may be 'just' a cat but to me he was my best friend, my saviour, my life.

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