From: chris
On: 11/27/20
Hi Rena. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Rufus. Your posted memory of him is amazing. You capture his personality that is, I am able to envision Rufus engaging in various behaviors and just being Rufus. You perfectly convey his behavior. I can relate, understand what its like to lose a beloved family member, companion, fur kid like Rufus. Our fur kids give of themselves, 100% each and every day. Rena, I understand the guilt you express because I've been there and yes, rationally it does not compute but emotionally, its different. I have replayed multiple times the end for my own sweet girl who I lost on June 15. I had to let her go to avoid her suffering. We risk the heartache and devastation of the loss but must let go out of love. You cried composing what you wrote, I cried reading it. I hope recalling memories of Rufus brings you peace, comfort, joy. And yes, the pics you posted show a compelling gaze. He is beautiful.
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