B boy, I loved the way you loved me. You were my biggest fan and my ultimate protector. I could see the love in your face always and there will be a permanent hole in my heart now that you have left us. I do want to thank you for filling my chest cavity with your light as you passed away. When I received the call ten minutes later asking if they should continue CPR I knew you had already gone because you passed through me. So at that point the decision was easy, I told them it was ok to stop. I just wish you could have died in your bed rather than at the hospital. I didn't know if was for sure and they gave me a 50 % chance of survival, I took the 50%. The one thing that comforts me now is that Niko is already there along with Alex. I feel like maybe you are all together and so that lightens my heavy heart a tad. I will fight for you, forever and always and I'm on the road to find out if your death was expedited by incompetence. I will not rest, not yield, not quit, not accept without turning over every stone to find the truth. I am sorry this happened and I am sorry I couldn't protect you from it. I tried to do everything right and I would have given everything I had for more time. Maxi is struggling a bit without you so if you can or would visit her and maybe bring squeaks and Alex she would very much love that. We love you and miss you. Faithfully yours, Melissa, Dan and Maxi. |
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