Hi little Buddy, its me Mama. I miss you so much, its been three weeks now that you have gone.Sometimes it's still hard to believe that you are not here. When I come home from work and walk in the door I miss your kisses and spinning around in circles from excitement. Now it is just quiet. I miss our Sunday mornings when we could sleep in. How you would first come up for good morning kisses, then stretch your arms out to get your tickle-tickle armpits...How you loved that. I miss giving you your ear rubs that you loved soooo much. You were our little shadow, following me, grandma & Grandpa around everywhere making sure where everybody was all the time. You were my little baby boy,and hopefully one day we will meet again. Love Mama.Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.

05/28/06 Hi! Buddy it's mama. Still missing you Its been 4 weeks to this day that you have left us. Buddy you gave us the best 16 years of our lives, and we gave you the best of ours.Although I know life will never be the same without you,the change is very difficult to deal with.Your toys are still where you left them (although Auntie Shelley & "Big Brother" Blaine took one each to remember you by) we were sure you wouldn't mind. I wish I could just hold you one more time. Love..mama..hugs,kisses, and ear rubs.

06/11/06 Hi Buddy it's me mama, I am still missing you so much.Sometimes I still can't believe that you're gone. Yesterday was such a nice day outside, This would be one of your perfect days to be outside..oh how you loved being outside and one of your favorite pastimes was chasing Charlie (the squirrel)..you would run back and forth from one end of the yard to the other, while Charlie would be doing the same but on the wires above.(Sometimes I really think that you guys had some sort of game going to see who could last the longest before getting tired).I went for a walk yesterday and took the old route that me and your Grandpa used to take you. It was sad walking without you. I miss you so much puppy, I just wish I could give you your ear rubs ,hugs and kisses. Grandma & Grandpa, "Big Brother" Blaine and Auntie Shelley are also missing you alot. Hope you are having fun..wherever you are. Hugs, kisses and ear rubs..Love Mama.

June 20/06 HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE SWEET PEA!!!!!
Well it's your birthday , It's a sad day for us today...we still miss you very much and wish you were here so you could play with Balloons..or what we called them (Barrooons)!!! You loved bouncing them off the end of your nose, so much that after a while we would have to take it away, before you would break it.What good memories that brings. Well baby, mama misses you so much..so I'll send you some kisses, hugs and ear rubs your way. Love Mama. Grandma and Grandpa miss you too , and Big Brother Blaine and Auntie Shelley all send you hugs and kisses.

AUG 5 2006
HI HANDSOME DUDE!! Everyone misses you sooo much Buddy, I cannot believe it's been 3 months since you left us for the bridge.I still can't go out in the back yard to enjoy the day, I only go out in the back when I need to do something. I miss looking at you snooping around the yard, you loved that so much,snoop, and pick raspberries, and snoop some more, look for Charlie, you were so busy.We all miss the fun we had so much with you in the back yard.Your sweet little face.
BUDDY, MY SWEET LITTLE MAN IT'S BEEN HARD WITHOUT YOU HERE BY MY SIDE EVERYDAY. I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH ME IN SPIRIT AND IN MY HEART, BUT IT IS NOT THE SAME..I MISS HOLDING YOU AND KISSING YOU AND BRUSHING YOUR FUR WITH MY FINGERS.I MISS GIVING YOU YOUR EAR RUBS YOU LOVED SO MUCH AND YOUR TICKLE-TICKLE ARMPITS YOU LOVED TO GET EVERY SUNDAY MORNING.I TALK TO YOU EVERY DAY AND PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR THE ANGELS TO GIVE YOU HUGS AND KISSES FROM YOUR MAMA..I HOPE YOUR GETTING THEM.I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT ME TO FEEL SAD TODAY,I KNOW THAT ON THAT FATEFUL SUNDAY THREE MONTHS AGO TODAY..WE HAD NO CHOICE, YOU WERE THE ONE THAT LET US KNOW IT WAS TIME TO GO, AND WE LISTENED.
I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY AND FREE..RUNNING AND PLAYING WITH ALL YOUR NEW FRIENDS AT THE BRIDGE.GRANDPA, GRANDMA,BIG BROTHER BLAINE AND AUNTIE SHELLEY ARE STILL MISSING YOU SO MUCH..WE ALL LOVE YOU.
BUDDY I WILL MISS YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE..AND ON THAT DAY I WILL STOP MISSING YOU BECAUSE I WILL BE JOINED WITH YOU AGAIN FOREVER.LOVE YOU BABY.MAMA.
NOV 12/06
Hi my little pumpkin..it's been a while but i've been missing you so much lately it has been hard to write.I missed you so much this year..and pretty soon christmas is coming and I know that I will feel so lost without you my puppy-son.I hope you are having fun wherever you are...and please come visit mama in her dreams..and bring some of your friends along too.We all miss you Buddy...hugs kisses and ear rubs...love mama.XXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO.
Dec 25/06
Hi Buddy my sweet little puppy-son..well today is a sad day for your mama, I am missing you so much this first christmas without you, grandpa, grandma, big brother Blaine, and Auntie Shelley miss you so much too.I hope you got to open some christmas gifts at the bridge with all your friends.I know how much you loved christmas(especially opening the gifts part).You were the life of the party..and I miss that so much baby.I love you and merry christmas my little cowboy..I am sending extra hugs and kisses your way..be sure to catch them and keep some for a little everyday.I love you Buddy.Hugs, kisses and ear rubs.XXXXXXXOOOOOOOOXXXXXXOOOOOOOXXXXXXOOOOO.
April 30 2007
I cannot believe it is one year ago that you went to the bridge...I know I shouldn't..but I felt sick today just thinking that One year has gone by without your precious heart near me.
You were my everything,I still cannot imagine any more time without you...but I have no choice..I can only think that you are healthy and strong now and that you are joyfully playing with your friends at the bridge awating my return to you.
I cannot stop the tears today as I remember the day you left.
Every night I pray for the angels to give you hugs and kisses from your mama..and I hope you get them all,because I love you and miss you soooo much my puppy-son.
You were one of the best things that has happened to me,and I cherished every moment I spent with you...you are in my heart forever Budweiser..mama's little puppy-love.
Please come visit me in my dreams baby boy...I just need one more hug and one more kiss to get me through this time without you.
We all miss you Buddy..be a good boy for mamma ..did you get your hugs and kisses from Grandma, Grandpa, Big brother Blaine and Auntie Shelley?I am sure that you have.
I love you forever and ever Buddy...love Mama.
XXXXOOOOXXXXOOOOOXXXXXOOOOOOXXXXXOOOOOOOXXXXXXOOOOO!!!!!!!!
P.S...You Changed the way I look at everything in life...for the better..thank you for that Buddy.

Sept 3/07
Hi my sweet boy mommy is missing you soooo much lately, now that fall is approaching(yours and my favorite season),I always seem to miss you that little bit more.I love you my little sweet pea and wish I could just kiss and hug you every day.I will see you in my dreams my furry little boy....hugs and kisses to you sweet little one from mommy...grandma, grandpa, big brother Blaine and Auntie Shelley.XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Jan 7 2008
Well here it is Buddy it's another year without you..you know that i still miss you so much.expecially at christmas..I missed you and your excitement for opening up presents.I think of you every day and wonder what you are doing.We are all coping here without you but it is very hard my little Sweet-Pea because you know how much we all love you.
Hugs, Kisses and Ear Rubs are coming your way so catch them and enjoy them because they are from your MaMa.
Love you Puppy- Dog...xxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxooxoxoxoxooooxoxoxoxo

April 4 2008
Well puppy love..it's mama..I know its been a while..since I visited you here, but as you know I visit you every day in my heart..and I still miss you just as much as the day you went to the bridge.
I hope that you have met new friends and are playing your heart away..because that is just the best thing that you do...play, play, and play.
Sending you all of my love and kisses, so catch them all and save a little for each day.
Love you baby...Mama.
XXXOOOOXXXXOOOOOXXXXXOOOOOXXXXOOOOOXXXOOOOOX.

April 30 2009

Hi Baby, it's mama.....well it's been 3 years since you have gone to the bridge and we still miss you soooo much...we think of you every day. It is hard, but I know that you are happy now and waiting for me....I'll send some more hugs and kisses your way...and be sure to catch them and save a little for each day.
Hugs and Kisses forever my sweet pea...XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXXOOOOOOOXXXXXXXOOOOOO.

May 8 2012

Hi Buddy Boy. I miss you so much..of course you already know that. I hope that you are watching over your new sister Annie. I really think that you come to visit her. I know that she would love you..you would play so good together. Well I cannot believe that it has been 6 years...we still talk about you in the house...it really doesn't seem that long.Hugs and kisses and ear rubs...love from your MaMa. XXXXOOOOOXXXXOOOOOOOXXXOOOO.

April 27 2014

Hi my sweet Buddy. I still think of you every day XXOO...you are forever missed!!! Love your Mama. XXOOXXOO!!!!

May 8 2017

You are never forgotten Buddy.. I still think of you everyday​. XXOOXX Love you !