1/5/07 Happy New Year Ben I saw 3 rainbows on 12/31 coming home from your grandpa Meyers. I looked for you but didnt see you. I know you were there playing with all your friends. I will be there someday to find you and hold you forever. Kiss will come with me. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BENJI BOY. Love your mommy and the girl dog, Kiss 5/30 Hey Ben, out of space so cant write much. Just wanted to tell you how I miss you and love you. I WILL see you again someday at the bridge. Dont forget me Love mom and the girl dog, Kiss 9/4/07 Well Benjman, your Birthday was Sat. and you are now 21 years young. You know I miss you alot. I went with Aunt Barb to see grandpa Meyer and on the way home we saw rainbows. I told Aunt Barb to look for you because I was driving and couldnt' see the whole rainbow. I keep missing you somehow. I know you are very busy with all your friends, playing and being your social butterfly self. Just to let you know, mommies do not forget, the light is still and will always be on, save kisses in your belly for me and have good puppy dreams. The girl says Hi Ben. I try and keep mom happy but she sure misses you. Benji, it is the girl that keeps me going. Please watch out for us. You will always be the bestest boy in the world but she is becoming the bestest girl. She is so smart and playful and cute. JUST LIKE YOU. Benji, I miss you like crazy but I will see you again. That is a great big fat promise. I love you Benji Meyer. Your momma 11/24/07 Hey Benj man, it's your mommy. Just wanted to tell you that its winter now and Thanksgiving time. I am thanking you for being the bestest boy in the world and taking such good care of me.I am very proud of you and lucky to be your mom. Kiss and I SAW SOME RAINBOWS THE OTHER DAY AND WE LOOKED AND LOOKED FOR YOU. WE DIDN'T SEE YOU BUT WE WILL never stop looking. I miss you like crazy and never stop thinking about you and wondering how you are. I hope you are being your 10/30social 8/31 butterfly self and playing hard with all your friends that have come to join you and all the new ones you have met. Keep wagging your tail, save kisses in your belly, remember the light is still on, mommies never forget and you know I loved you very, very much.I will find you one day to never part again.I remember the two thumps of your tail on that day I had to let you go and not hurt anymore. I love you Benji Meyer. Thanks for being my bestest boy ever in the whole wide world. Have good puppy dreams. Your mommy 12-25-07 Merry Christmas Benjicakes. I hope you have had a good day. I have thought about you alot and miss you alot. I know you are in a better place at the Rainbow. In just 4 days will be the 5th anniversary since I had to let you go rest in peace. It has been very hard as you know but your sister Kiss has been doing a good job at helping me. I love you so much. That is why the light is always still on, mommies dont forget, I am saving hugs and kisses for you. I hope you are saving kisses still in your belly for me, remember to always wag your tail and to have good puppy dreams. Your mommy loves you so very much. I will be with you again, I promise. and I'm bringing the girl with me. Go tell all your friends to play hard and have fun. I love you Benji Meyer. Your momma MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!! 12/29/07 Hey BENJMAN, it's your momma. Tonight is your 5th anniversary since I had to let you go. It is still very hard. I miss you so much. I tell your sister Kiss all the time how lucky she is to have you for a brother. I think she is intimated. She knows not to mess with your stuff. I dont cry as hard or as often , but I still do cry. You were/are so special to me. I will always remember you. Mommies dont forget. The light is still on, I have never turned it off. I dont want you to be scared at night and I want you to always be able to see us. Oh Ben, thanks for being the bestest boy I could have ever asked for. I miss you baby. I love you Benji Meyer. Love your mommy 2/6/08 Hey ben. Jus sent you a valentine present. Hope you enjoy. I know you are playing in sunshine and nioce warm weather. Its snowing here and cold. Kiss does not like it 1 bit. That is your sister, finicky. I always thought finincky was for cats, but not for this girl dog. We miss you alot and wanted to tell you. Love ya, mom 7/22/08 Hey BENJMAN. Its your momma coming to visit. I have not forgotten you, mommies never ever forget. I had this dream last night that you had gotten lost and didn't come home. I waited for days on the couch but never looked for you or never put up pictures or anything. I cried all day.I think you are sending me a message that I might have forgotten you but that is not the case Ben. I just miss you still so damn much. Grandpa Meyer died the day before Easter. Please look for him and your Grandma. Even though your grandma didnt know you, she would have loved you so much. Hang out with them so nobody is lonely. At your Grandpas funeral, there was a picture board of you sitting on his lap. He always asked how you were. Oh Ben, life alot of the time is not fun. If the timing allowed I would get your sister Kiss and we would come and be with all you guys again. I look for Rainbows everyday to see if I can spot you. I am saving kisses and hugs in my belly for you. I hope you are still saving kisses in your belly for me. The light is still on here Ben. Your sister is so smart and funny. She is never going to fill your paws because of the unique things you did, but she is creating a set of paws with her own uniqueness. She keeps me occupied Ben and she is a very good girl. I am so lucky to have had you the bestest boy and now her the bestest girl. I miss you like crazy. I cant wait for the day you will see me come to the Rainbows bridge. We will all be together again. I LOVE YOU BENJI MEYER. I will never forget you and I promise to visit more often, so please don't worry. I hope you can feel me rubbing your little nose and the insides of you paws. Love you baby boy. mom 8/6/08 Hey Ben, You know I've been thinking of you. We have had lots of storms and I told your sister stories of how you used to jump in the bathtub during storms. She doesnt understand what the big deal is. She sleeps very well through them. I was hoping for rainbows afterwards but did not see any. You know you have a birthday coming up, you would be 22 people years old. That is probaby about the age that I feel sometimes. Well, I love you Benjman. Have good puppy dreams. Hope to see you in my dreams. A happy dream this time. The light is on. Love your mom. PS. Your sister says hi.Ben, I am taking good care of our mom. Please dont worry so much about her, she just misses you. 10/30 Hi Ben. Been thinking of you alot. Hope you are ok and still playing hard. I hope you have found all your canine, feline and human friends that have come to join you. You should all stick together. Kiss and I are doing ok. She would like more walks. She loves her food and toys. I wish she would sleep with me the way you did, she just likes the recliner better. The light is on, I'll never forget and save them kisses in your belly for me. I will collect. Love and miss you like crazy Benjman. Your mom and sister 11/27/08 Happy Thanksgiving Benji boy. Been thinking of you and hoping you are having fun and keeping in touch with all your friends from this world. I hope to see you in a rainbow, I just havent spotted you yet. Your sister says hi and that she is trying to take care of me like you did. She is very smart and loves to play with her toys, just like you. I am a very lucky mom to have had you and now her as the bestest boy and bestest girl in the world. I will always remember you, I hope you will always remember me. I still have the light on for you, you never need to be afraid. I miss you sleeping with me and wagging that tail. You were such a proud boy. I loved you soo much, it still hurts. Keep saving those kisses. I will collect. Sleep tight benjman. I hope to see you in my dreams. Love, your mommy 12/24/08 Merry Christmas Benjman. I brought you a present. I miss you baby boy. In 5 days it will be 6 years since you went to the bridge. I know its the best place for you but I still miss you like yesterday. Kiss wishes you well. I tell her how great a boy you were. The light is still and will always be on. I will never forget. Keep saving kisses in that belly. I will always remember you. Please remember me. Someday I will be with you again, but for now, I look for you in ever rainbow I see. I did have a dream about you the other night and grandpa Meyer. It wasn't a good dream so I don't want to remember. Just know that I love you very much and miss you very much. Merry Christmas Ben. Love your mommy and the girl dog, Kiss 12-25-08 MERRY CHRISTMAS BENJI MEYER. Hi Ben, Hope you day in the sun was full of friends and play. I hope you spent time with all the friends you have at the bridge. I know you should not be lonely. I miss the wagging tail and that closeness you liked to give. Kiss got lots of new toys. She thanks you for the start of the animal collection. I have continued it with her. Uncle John and Aunt Joyce were here today. Do you remember the ride here from Denver sitting next to Uncle John in that big truck? Thanks for being the bestest boy ever. I put on new music for you, gave you a milk-bone and a present and a pillpw to lay in and keep warm, but kept everything else the same. Forget-me-nots because mommies don't ever forget, roses so I don't forget the lesson you taught me about taking time to slow down to smell them, the candle so there is not reason to be afraid of the dark and that the light will always be on. Benjman, your momma misses you very much. Talk to you in a couple days. Merry Christmas my beautiful baby boy. Love, mom 12/29/08 Hey Benjman, I promised you I would be here and here I am. 6 years ago today I had to make that decision to let you go. It is still the hardest and easiest decision I have ever had to make. My heart just breaks but I know you are no longer very sick. I miss you and Kiss misses you. Thank you for taking such good care of me. I love you Benji Meyer, forever and ever. I will never forget our 16 years together. You're the bestest boy ever lived in the wholewide world. My bestest friend for always. Wag that tail Ben. You were so proud. I LOVE YOU. Love your mommy 1/10/09 Hey Ben, The girl dog, Kiss,and I wanted to say hi. We went for a walk today and I thought of you. Kiss wanted to stop and smell every single thing and I wanted to go fast. I know you wanted to do the same thing and so it taught me to slow down and smell the roses. Kiss appreciates your teachings. I know that you know that is why the roses are with you. I will see you at the Bridge someday, to hold you in my arms forever. Keep saving them kisses in your belly, because I will collect. Kiss is coming with me so beware. She will play with you all the time. She makes me tired. Next Saturday, she will be 8 yrs. old. If I didn't know better I would say she is still in her terrible 2's. She is very smart and funny. She takes care of me in a different way then you did. I am the lucky one Ben. I have had you and now her. The bestest boy and the bestest girl ever that a mom could have. Thank you for all the memories. I love and miss you baby boy. Mom 2/14/09 Happy Valentine's Day Benji Meyer. I changed some of the items at your memorial I hope you like them and I got you a Valentines gift. My heart to you baby boy. My heart still aches from missing you, but I know someday it will stop because I will be with you again. Hope you are warm and having fun playing and visiting all your friends. Go find mom and dad for me and Irene, Aunt Joyces mom. They will pet and hug you until I get there. Someday we will all be together again. Kiss sends her regards and that she is doing a good job watching over me and the house and her toys and the yard. She will come with me. The light is always on, wag your tail and save kisses. Love you Benji boy. Mommie 3/26/09 Hey Benjman. It's a nice day, one in which you would really like to walk and smell the roses, so Kiss and I just did that for you. I made you memorial for Spring and an Easter basket. I miss you but I put up in my office a picture of you and one of your sister. I see you and talk to you often. Hope you are playing with all your friends and wagging your tail.The light is on. I love you BENJI MEYER. Love, mom 4/5/09 Hey Benjman. I just wanted you to know you now have another friend at the bridge with you, her name is Maggie. She came last week. Go find her and make her one of your playmates. She loves to run and play and take walks. She was very spoiled like you and her parents are very sad. You know how I still cry for you. Please take good care of her. You have so many good friends with you. Keep saving kisses for me, keep the tail wagging, the light is still on and mommies never forget. Please remember me. Love mom 4/9/09 Hey Benjman. Was missing you so much, I wanted to make an extra visit to see you. They say it might rain. I hope so because then there might be a rainbow and I might see you. I know you are healthy and not hurting anymore, that you are enjoying the warm weather and playing with all your friends. It would do me alot of good if I could get a sign from you. Come see me please. Love your mom 9/1/09 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJI !!!!!!!!!!!!23 years old today. You know we would head for Dairy Queen to get a vanilla ice cream cone for you. I know it was always a real treat for you and I am going to go have one in your honor. I miss you like crazy. I am sorry I don't visit as often as I should. Your sister keeps me plenty busy with her hole digging and the antics she uses getting me to take her for a walk. She is relentless Benj, not a moment of peace when she wants what she wants. She is a very good girl though Ben. She takes good care of me and you know that can be a tough job. I was looking for rainbows last week with the rain and sun, but none developed. I just thought for sure I was going to get a glimpse of you. That would be so nice. I miss you and love you. Summer is about over and that is very sad. I hate winter and having to be indoors. I promise to come and visit more often. I think of you everyday though and mommy will never forget you.And of course, the light is still on. I send you lots of hugs and kisses. Share some with all your friends there. Love mommy 12/17/09 Hey Ben. Well Benjman, it is almost Christmas and another year without you. I miss you alot but your sister is taking good care of me, so don't worry ok. I know your friends there at the Bridge are taking care of you until we come to get you. I still do all the things I told you I would. The light is still on, mommys dont ever forget, I try to stop and smell the roses. I hope you are still keeping kisses in your belly and wagging that beautiful tail and being the social Ben as in the past. I will always remember you and love you. Ill come to visit on Christmas. Love you baby boy. Love mom and the girl dog, Kiss 12/25/09 Merry Christmas Benji. Your sister Kiss wanted to write and tell you she is playing with all her new squeaky toys and getting extra treats. I told her you used to do the same thing. We miss you alot and wish you were here with us. I hope you a good day with your friends in the warmth of Rainbows Bridge. Please share with all the others that have come to be with you my warm hugs and kisses. All us parents miss them alot. I 'll see you in 4 days Ben. Its been almost 7 years since I had to let you go. Mom loves you very much, please dont forget. Love mommy and the girl dog, Kiss 12/29/09 Hey Benjman, it's your momma and the girl dog, Kiss. Just so you remember, mommies never forget and the light is still on and always will be. 7 years ago right now I had to let you go. You were so sick Ben. I had to let you go to Rainbows Bridge where you could feel good and smile and be happy again. Don't get me wrong, it was hard and I miss you like crazy, but I had to make that decision. You took such good care of me, I remember the day I got you still. I fell in love immediately, at 9 months old, you were adorable. We were best friends for a long time. You know we will be together again, I just don't know when that will be. Save kisses in that belly, keep wagging that tail and watch for rainbows in hopes of catching a glimpse of you. I love you very much and miss you very much. I love you Benji Meyer. Your mom
2/14/10 Happy Valentines Day Benji Meyer... I am sending alot of love to my bestest boy in the wholewide world. Your sister sends all her love too. Kiss is taking good care of me Ben, you'd be really proud of her. Its snowing like crazy and very cold. Remember when you were young, you would put your nose down and make like a a snowplow, now she does it. And just like you, when she gets snow packed between her toes, she holds her paw up and wants me to come help her. You babies, what would I do without you. You and Kiss are the best to ever happen to me...I still don't know what I did to get to be the mommy to the bestest boy and girl in the world. I love you the bestest. I miss you Ben, but will be with you again. Don't forget me and no chance I will ever forget you...mommies don't forget. Wag your tail, save kisses and the light is still on. Love mommy 3/29/2010 Hey Benjman, it's your mom. Just wanted you to know I brought you an Easter basket and it's now Spring. Kiss is doing a good job taking care of me, so please don't worry. You know I will never forget and I know that you are saving kisses in your belly for me. The light is still on and will always be. Kiss likes how you taught me to stop and smell the roses on walks. She likes all the toys and treats. She runs this house and me just like you did. You are both spoiled rotten and deserve every minute of it. I am very honored to have you and Kiss in my life. I am very proud to be your mom. You gave so much to me and gave my life meaning. Thank you baby boy. I miss you like crazy but wanted to stop by and tell you hi. Keep smiling and wagging that tail. I love you Benji Meyer. Your mom and sister, Kisses 8/7 Hey Ben, I know it has been way to long since I have been here to see you. I miss you so much and it hurts so much. Please look for your friends Jake and Marco who both came to the bridge this morning. You know the boys from across the street that I always took care of. Their mom just came and told me. I knew they had been sick but it was still a blow just now. It was also my last day of work. I know you will recognize them and show them the ropes. They like to play tennis ball and love milkbone treats, so you 3 boys should be fine. The light is still on,save kisses in your belly and remember that mommies never forget. I love you Benji Meyer. Your sister is in trouble right now and I made her go outside. She is doing a pretty good job taking care of me. I love bragging about you two kids, the loves of my life. I'll not be as long to visit next time, I promise. I am rubbing your little nose right now. Mommy loves you Ben. Remember that I will see you again.Love, mom 8/7/10 Hey Benjman. I know you are hurt cause I haven't been here to visit. Please forgive me. You know the boys Jake and Marco from across the street, the ones I watched when their mom and dad went away. hey cam eto the bridge this morning. Please look for them and show them the ropes. They loved to play tennis ball and eat milkbone treats just like you so you boys should all get along good. Their mom just came and told me and she is very sad. I am very sad too. Today was also my last day of work, so it has been a sad day all around. Please keep saving kisses in your belly, wagging your tail. Mommies never forget and you know I love you soooooo much.I promise not to be as long next time. I love you Benji Meyer. Love , mom 8/31/10 Happy Birthday Ben.Tomorrow is the big day. I wish I could take you to Dairy Queen for an ice cream cone. We had lots of good days together and we will again. I know you have lots of friends to run and play with. I got you a cake so you will all have a treat. Your sister and I will think about you all day. That is the best we can do to share with you. I love you and miss you, Ben. Save kisses,mommies never forget and the light is still and will always be on. I love you, Benji Meyer.Happy Birthday baby boy. I will see you tomorrow night. Love mom and your sister, Kiss 9-1-10 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN. I hope you are enjoying your cake and sharing with your friends. Your sister says bark, bark, bark and Im taking care of mom Ben. Dont worry about her, I am a pest and keep her busy. We miss you here and will see you someday at the Rainbow Bridge. Watch out for us and we will look for you in the rainbows. I love you Benji Meyer. I am saving kisses in my belly too! Take care baby boy, and have fun today. Love, mom 11/16/10 Hey Benjman, how are you today? Hope you know I think of you alot. It has been a rough time here with the job and Kiss has had to work triple time to keep me going. I finally saw a rainbow the other day but didn't see you, figured you were running around playing with all your friends, so I knew you were happy.It's winter now and I got you a blanket to keep you comfortable and warm.Hope to see you sometime soon in my dreams, cause I miss you like crazy.Your sister is doing a great job here, so don't worry. I am saving kisses for you and the light is still on and mommies never forget their baby boy, Ben. I love you Benji Meyer. Love your momma and sister,Kissey 12/24/10 Merry Christmas Eve Benji Meyer. Your sister is tearing open her presents. A continuation of what you started, the animal zoo. We miss you alot, its snowing out and you used to love it. Put your head down and made like a snowplow. She gets stood in the kitchen sink too, to melt all the snowballs on her paws. She doesnt like it either. You 2 are so much alike. She keeps me on my toes Ben. You were easier on me. She at 10 yrs. is still in her terrible 2's stage. I miss how you used to like to lay up beside me. She still wont do that. I hope you are doing well and having fun with all your friends. go be with your friends and play hard until I can be with you. Dont forget the girl is coming too. I love you. See ya tomorrow. Love mom You're in my heart forever, until were together again. the light is still on dont forget me 12/25 merry Christmas Benji boy Love and miss you. Have fun with your friends today. love mom and the grl dog, Kiss 12/29/10 well Ben, its been 8 yrs. since I have held you in my arms and kissed you. I know you are in a much better life now and I am very happy for you. Your running around and playing with all your friends and that is whats important. We love and miss you here. We dont ever forget and the light will always be on. Saving lots of kisses and hugs for you. Your sister says hi and that she is taking good care of me, for you not to worry. So have fun and I'll see you some day, you can bet on it. Love, mom Talk to you soon,baby boy of mine. You will always be my benji-cakes! Take care 2/13/11 Happy Valentines Day, Benji. We love you and miss you and think of you al the time. Hope you like your gift. Our heart to you until we can be together again. Love your sister, Kiss and our mom , of course. Love you baby boy. Mom 3/19 hey Benjman, wanted you to know im thinking about you. miss you alot and wanted you to remember to have fun playing with all your friends, kiss and I miss you, the lights on and mommies dont forget love ya ben, mom 8-9-11 ehy benjman,.its your mom and kiss...we were thinking of you, and wanted to tell you.I saw a rainbow the other morning but couldnt find you..will keep looking until I do, you know I will always love you BEN..the light is still on,and you are always in my heart..Love you, mom..kiss is taking care of me, just like you did...got you a milkbone and a toy!! <3 hey Ben its 10-18-11...I missed your birthday...so sorry..feel so bad..Happy Birthday Benjman!! <3 So sorry..changed the season to fall, you liked this time of year, liked the leaves and the cool air, Ben, the light is still on, and yes, im saving kisses too, just for you...cant wait to collect..someday..it will happen I love and miss you Ben,,,just needed to tell you. Love ya , mom and your sister, Kiss 11-24-11 Happy Thanksgiving Ben... hope you had a good day playing with all your friends and being healthy..Kiss and I miss you. Think about you so much still, and hope you are watching over us..The light is still on for you, and im saving kisses for you too..please remember to save some for me. I love you and miss you, Ben..love ya, mom and the girl dog, kiss Dec 22,2011 hey Ben,its your mom and Kiss..just wanted you to know its winter now, and i got you a present for Christmas. Hope you are at peace and having fun with all your friends. Find my mom and dad so you can all be together for Christmas. Love you and miss you. The light is on, and im saving kisses.our the bestest Ben. See ya in 3 days. Love mom, and the girl dog, kiss 12-26-11 Merry Christmas Ben <3 I miss you. You should have seen your sister open her presents, she is wild, and loved the tissue more than anything. She is taking good care of me Ben, no worries ok.And yes, she is just as spoiled as you were. I have continued on with the zoo theme in her squeaky toys, so like you had. We had a good day, and I hop you did to. Someday we will all be together again Ben...I promise...until then, keep saving kisses in your belly, mommies never forget, the light is on..and I will keep looking for you in the rainbows. Please watch over us and protect us. I love you Benjman.Mom and Kiss. 4/25/12. Hey Benjman, it's your mom and sister. We looked for you tonight in the rainbow, but was sad we didn't see you. Hope you are running around, feeling healthy and strong, and your social butterfly self. Kiss is taking good care of me Ben, so no worries ok. We miss you so much, and try to carry out the lessons you taught me. You know Ben, mommies never forget, the light is and always will be on, save kisses in your belly for me, wag your beautiful tail, and I can't wait to see and be with you again someday. This time will be forever. I love you Benji Meyer. Changed your season to spring, added a milk bone and changed songs. Hope you like the changes. Love you Ben, mom and your sister Kiss 8-10-12 hey Ben,its your mom anf sister here..we made it be summer for you,and also got you a rawhide chew..you would eally enjoy today , cool and you could have laid out in the yard. kiss and i went for a walk, and we thought of you, as kiss got to stop and smell all the roses..she loves you for that..kiss keeps me on my toes here Ben, so worries ok! think of you alot even if i dont make it here all the time..you have a birthday coming up soon, and we will get you a cake and present..I miss you alot Benj man..the lite is on, and your moma loves you!! have fun playing now that you are strong and healthy..i can just see you bouncing around , taking a benji unauthorized adventure..love you baby boy..mom and kiss. 9/1/12 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJMAN.....it's your mom and sister coming to say hi....we took a walk today and stopped and smelled the roses, just like you taught us...if you were here, we'd walk right to the dq and get you a vanilla ice cream cone...do you remember how we did that...you so enjoyed that and people were amazed how you would just lick at it like a person...I'm so proud of you Ben and miss you so much..it's hard to believe you have been gone so long...your sister even sat on the couch with me and gave me a little kiss on the nose...did you tell her to do that?? Is like you but not her to do so.. Ben, I think of you everyday, I love you, the light is still on for you, and I thank you for taking such good care of me in our 16 years together..I'm the luckiest mom in the world to have had you..my bestest boy ever..love you a lot and hope you have had a good day, pain free.....run and smile and wag your day just like you used too...and don't forget me either, ok...I will see you and be with you again someday..love your mom, and sister, Kiss 11/19/12 hey Benjman..its your mom..sorry i havent been here..but just heard a song about rainbows so had to come and get you ready for winter..when you played in the snow, you became onr bog snowball, would have to stand you in warm water in the kitchen sink to de-snow your paws and legs and belly...then would get the hair blow dryer out and do the rest of you..but you always wanted to go, no matter what//kiss and i have been working outside alot to keep leaves caught up and she protects me from everything..she is a good girl Ben..i still cant figire out what i ever did to get to be the mom to you, the bestest boy ever and now to her, the bestest girl ever. we leave the light on all the time for you, she plays with her toys just like you did..you both have made me so proud..i love you alot and miss you like crazy Ben. kiss says to tell you she has everything under control her, so you dont have to worry. we want you to run and play and be healthy...and most of allwhen there are rainbows ..please look for me..i always go looking for you..Take care Ben, til we can be together again..love your mom and sister Kiss..we miss you soo much!! 12-25-12 Merry Christmas Benjman..I didn't forget you, just wanted you to have a good day with all your friends..you have been gone now 10 years in 4 days, I still cry every time I think of you. You were the best boy ever Ben, and I will never forget you. I talk to kiss about you all the time. Ben, mom will never forget, the light has been on forever and will be on forever. We try and stop to smell the roses everyday, and I miss you so much. Thanks for always taking such good care of me. I love you Benji Meyer . See you at the rainbow bridge someday..until then I will look for every rainbow...bye benji boy..love mom and your sister , kiss. 12/29/12 8pm. Hey Ben..it's your mom...exactly 10 years ago right now I had to let you go in peace to live at Rainbow Bridge...I'm sorry I wasn't here for you the last couple days...knowing you, you forgave me along time ago..just can't believe it's been 10 yrs. I love you like crazy..the light is on..mommies never forget..keep saving kisses in your belly...and have fun being healthy and playing with all your friends..I will see you again someday, guaranteed..I love and miss you Benji Meyer...please come and visit me, let me know you are ok..please..lve your mom, and sister, kisses <3 3/31/13 Happy Easter Benjman..i miss you so much baby boy. You should have two new friends with you now, Morgan and BJ. Go find them and show them the ropes around the bridge. I hope you enjoy your good health and being the social butterfly you are..you probably have more friends then anybody...and im so happy for you that you do. I'll be watching for rainbows and trying to get a glimpse of you, I soo want to see those beautiful brown eyes of yours and your wagging tail. Til we meet again, the light is on, and kiss now needs it..and save kisses for me in your belly. I love you Benji Meyer <3. 8-9-13. Hey Benjman..im sorry i havent been here, but you know i have thought about you all the time..kiss and i have been busy trying to stay cool, but we still have to do a walk everyday..we stop and smell the roses, and i always think of you and how you taught me that..see, mommy remembers..i miss you Ben <3 , i was so lucky to be your mom, and now im lucky again being kisseys mom..you two are my pot of gold..you have a birthday coming up, so ill be back then to see you..but until then, the light is on, please save kisses in your belly, and i will see you at the bridge..i love you Benji Meyer.and so does Kiss. 8/21/13. Hey Ben , its your mom. Please welcome a new friend, her name is Holly..her mom is very sad, so I need you to be your social self and hang out with her, show her how good your life is now. Let Holly know that her mom will be ok and will see her her again someday. Hope you are doing good and getting lots of play time in. You have a birthday coming soon, so I will see you then. Mommies do not forget, and the light is on. I love you Benji Meyer!!!!!!!! <3. 8-23 Hey Benjman, its your mom again..i need you to go welcome Teeka to the bridge and show her the ropes. You guys will become great friends, i just know. Teeka will be missing her mom and dad, and will need to feel safe there. Let Teeka know her mom and dad are very sad too. Please be your social butterfly self, wag your tail and be hierfriend..us mommies dont forget and we will see you again...keep watch over us until then. I love you Benji Meyer <3. 8-27 Oh Ben, Im here again to tell you to go find Simba..she is my best friends girl..she came to the bridge today...please hang out and play and protect and watch over all and show her the way around the bridge...her mom is sooo very sad..we all want to be together again..i love and miss you Benjman...please save kisses for me and please watch over me and my friends..i can not wait to come see and be with you again!!! <3. Love mom and your sister Kiss 9-1-13 Happy Birthday Benjman.. wow, you would be 27 in people years today...but I know you will always be young at heart and full of love and kisses..have to tell you one thing, yesterday you got one more friend Kc. Please find her and show her the way around too..her mom is sad like all the other moms and dads that have sent their babies to the bridge ths week..your sister kiss is doin good, getting alittle fat, but i cant tell her that you know..we both miss you like crazy Ben.hope you have a good day and celebrate being healthy and strong. please save those kisses , the light is on and mommies never forget. I love you Ben Meyer <3. 12-16 Hi Benjman..its your momma. Im so sorry i havent been here, but you do know i think of you all the time..and kiss too. I changed your scenery to winter, and got you a Christmas present and a stuff toy to play with. Hope you are having fun playing with all your friends and feeling good. I miss you so much.i see your Christmas stocking, the kitchen light on, your leash on Kiss, your puctures...just everywhere...mommies absolutely never forget, will always leave the light on, will save kisses and will always keep looking for rainbows to get a glimpse of you, til i can be with you again. I will talk to you on Christmas..have fun til then my baby boy. I love you Benji meyer. love mom and your sister kiss :) <3. 12-25-13. Mery Christmas Benji...i know you are running around with Simba, Holly, Teeka, Kc, Sugar, Honey, Sissy, George and many other friends today....enjoy yourself and run run and run, so you can rest tongiht and know you played your heart out...Kiss and I miss you sooo, but she is taking good care of me, so please dont worry..she got lots of christmas gifts, but the one she will like best is when i surprise her with a walk later...she tries to get me to slow down just like you, you do remember you taught me to stop and smell the roses..roses are at your site, just like the forget me nots, cause mommies never forget, and the candle, so the light is always on. I need the light too, to help me find my way to see and be with you again someday. I love you Benji Meyer.save kisses in your belly for me, and i will see you in afew days..on your anniversary..until then I love you and miss you baby boy...love mommy. 12-29-13. Hey Benjman, its your mom. Just wanted to let you know that I miss you sooo much. I have never had a boy quite like you. I am so sorry you were so sick, and had to wait til I could get home. I will never ever forget the events of those 2-3 days..and im sorry i let you down. If there was any way to fix it I would in a heartbeat..you know that...you deserevd so much better than me those last few days. I look forward to the day I can be with you again, and show you just how much i miss you, and love you. i will never forget you..ever...ever..the light is on, and will be til the day I die. Please take care of yourself. i love you Benji meyer.. Love mom 4-17-14 hey Benjman, its your mom and kiss..we miss you, and its coming upon rainbow season, so i am really hoping to get a glimpse of you please. i need that very badly..hope you continue to have fun ruuning and playing and being healthy..stop sitting on your plate too, the rainbow will not run out of food, or let anyone steal it from you. I miss you very much and so does your sister, Kiss.. and yes, the light is still on, and im saving kisses, are you? love you Ben, mom and the girl dog
Aug 31,2014 Hey Ben, tomorrow you will be 28 yrs old...wow, we are getting to be over the hill..Kiss and I got you a birthday cake..you can share with all your friends at the bridge..being your social self that is..We will be back tomorrow to see you...love you very much baby boy..mommies never forget!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDay to you!! love mom and the girl dog, Kiss. 12/21/14 Hey Benjman..its almost Christmas. Kiss and I got you a present and a new blanket, you will need it now because its winter. We miss you alot. Kiss is using your christmas stocking, i told her it was ok, you wouldnt mind. We wish you were here with us, but we know you are healthy and happy with all your friends at the Bridge. Stick with Simba, because her mom is missing her alot, and doesnt want her to be alone. You guys need to take care of each other til we get to be with you again, ok. I love you, the light is on, mommies never forget and save those kisses in your belly for me..cant wait to see you again Ben,..i really miss you..smell the roses please. 12-25-14 merry Christmas Ben...hope you have had a good day being healthy and playing with all your friends. I know you watched kiss open her gifts and play. We miss you so much. We took a walk and I got to stop and smell the roses along the way...mom says you taught her that..thanks..i love my walks, my special time with mom.today she was home with me all day so it was a very good day. Ben..we miss you! Take care of yourself until we can be together...the light is on, and we are saving kisses :). <3. Good night Ben..sleep good I love you Benji boy. Love, mom. 12/29/14 Well, Benjiboy...11yrs ago today I had to let you go so you would not be sick anymore.. I am sorry I was so selfish and let it end with you so sick..I will never forgive myself for that. Just know that I loved you with all of my heart, that mommies never forget, keep wagging your tail, save kisses in your belly and that the light is on...i will never forget you, until we meet again at the bridge to be together again forever. I love you and miss you Benji Meyer. My heart aches for you :( mom. 3-26-15. Hey Benjman, its your mom and sister kiss. We changed your season to spring and hope you are enjoying the nicer weather. No more snowballs in your paws :). Ben, i miss you so much and im sorry i havent been here very often. I do think of you and i know you are doing great. Your sister takes me for walks now, and is getting me to slow now and smell the roses, just like you did. I also have to leave a light on for her too now, as her sight and hearing are almost gone.your light has always been on. I love you and miss you.i still look for every possible rainbow so i can catch a glimpse of you..it would do me a lot of good to see you. Mommy loves you and will never forget. Until i can see you and hold you again. Love mom 9-1-15 Happy Birthday Benji Meyer.. we sure miss you. sorry i dont get here very often, but i do think of you all the time and hope you are doing ok. We got you a birthday cake and i know you have many friends to share it with, and especially for u, a vanilla ice cream cone from Dairy Queen..see mommies dont forget. please save kisses in your belly, because i will see you again and collect them. your sister says hi and that she is taking good care of me so u dont have to worry. Have a good birthday baby boy..i miss and love you very much 11-26-15 happy thanksgiving benjman. Boy have i ever been thinking of you...you loved turkey so even though you always ate well, you definitly did on this day. I sure miss you. Kiss is taking care of me. You two are so different. One thing i know for sure is that i athe luckiest doggy mommy om the world. You were the bestest boy ever and kiss is the bestest girl ever. I have so many good memories with you. I hope you are having fun now being healthy and playing with all your friends. I WILL see and be with you again some day...never to let you go again. I love you so much benji meyer...mommies dont ever forget, the light is still on ( kiss needs the light now too) and you are my benjman, my only benjman, you make me happy al the time, you will never know ben how much i love and miss you, please dont fret, we will meet again. love you ben.. Love mom 12-25-15 Merry Christmas Benji boy..i feel your prescence, heard from Gabe Nation that all you babies were gonna pay a visit..you know how much I loved you and I miss you just as much. your sister and I are gonna hang out together today, and you will be here with us in spirit. when we take our walk, Kiss will be able to stop and smell all the roses because of you. enjoy your good health until we can meet again. I will be back to see you in 4 days, the date I had to let you go to the bridge 13 years ago. I miss you baby boy, and thanks for always loving me. Love your mom and sister Kiss <3 12/29/15
Well Ben, exactly 13 years ago right now, i held you for the very last time.you were ready to go as you were very sick, but yet you gave me one more thump of your tail and that was it. I just so miss our time together and all we shared. You were my bestest boy ever. I hope you forgive me for the last couple days we had, becuase i cant forgive myself. The light has always been on, i have never forgotten, and I will see you at the bridge someday...you can bet on that. I look for rainbows everywhere in hopes I can catch a glimpse of you playing hard with your friends. I just want to know you are safe , well and happy. 13 years Ben, and I still sit here and cry and miss you so much. I love you Benji boy, you were the bestest boy mommy could ever ask for. Thanks for always taking such good care of me. I miss you and love you. Love mommy <3 3/26/16 Hi Ben..its spring now so I changed your season. also got you a blankie, a bunny and a easter basket...hope you like it. your sister has been very sick, but she is on the mend now..you babies keep me going. Dr Nick is taking good care of her just like he did with you. there were a couple times in the past couple weeks I thought she was going to come and be with you, but she and I are not ready yet. i hope you are having a good time playing with all your friends there, safe healthy and warm. I miss you Ben, the light is on and i am saving kisses for you, hope you are saving them for me too. Happy Easter baby boy, your mommy misses you and loves you forever. Kiss says hi Ben. 9-18-16 Hi Ben....mommy is very sorry..happy Birthday 18 days late. I hope you still had fun playing with all your friends at the bridge. Your ligt went out and I went right out and got a new bulb...they say this one will last forever. I hope so. I changed the season to fall...you will like it better cause it wont be so hot. Your sister and i miss you very much and think of you all the time. I know you were disappointed in me and I am so very sorry. Someone when I get to be with you again, you will see that I love you just like I always have and always will. Moms gotta go now...love you and miss you baby boy...mommies never forget, the light is on, please save kisses cause i will collect some day. Love you Ben. Mommy 12/24/16 Merry Christmas Eve Ben.
Your sister and I are just hanging out and I told her we neede to come visit you. i sure hooe you are doing ok..it has been a very long time since we have been together, 14 yrs since Christmas and 14 years and afew days since I had to help you go to Rainbows Bridge. I think of you all the time, and especially when I see rainbows. Sometimes I call your sister Ben and she just looks at me like what.. I miss you and all our adventures together...you got me through soo much and taught me to slow down and sometimes stop to smell the roses..thank you for loving me and letting me be the mom to the bestest boy ever. Now remember, mommies never forget, the light is on and keep saving kisses in that belly of yours. Merry Christmas baby boy.xoxoxo
Love, mom and Kiss. 12-29-16 hey Ben, this is still a sad day for me becuse it was the last time I physically held you....but you have always been in my heart since. Kiss nd I miss you so much. I hope you know how much I love you and miss you. 14 years feels like forever...I will see you again for sure. I do hope you are nice and warm and playing with your friends. I can not wait to hold you and kiss you again...please don forget about me, mommies never forget. I love you Benji Meyer.❤️❤️❤️❤️
Happy Birthday Ben...I know, I know and I am very sorry.Just because I havent been here doesnt mean I have forgotten about you. In fact over the lasr couple weeks I have seen many rainbows and i looked and looked for you. i know you were up there checking on me too. Kiss and ai miss you, and sure hope you are having fun being healthy and running and playing with your friends. We miss you here. You are very deep in my heart. Someday I will be with you again, you can bet on that. Please keep saving kisses in your belly, the light is still on qnd will be always and mommies never forget!!!! I love you Benji Meyer, my bestest friend and bestest boy ever. Love you mom, and sister Kiss.
I made it fall for you and got you a birthday cake. Please share. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🎂🐶🐾. Sept. 1, 2017. 12/25/17 Merry Christmas Ben. I sure hope you had a good day playing with your friends and having special food today. We missed you here for sure. Your sister will be coming to live with you soon, so please to include her in everything. She will be scared and will need you beside her to show her the way. She hasnt felt very good for awhile. I keep tling her that you will help her because thats what big brothers do. I will tell you when you need to meet her at the bridge. Well Ben, its cold here and we had a white Christmas. I have never forgotten all of our special times, the light is on and always will be, and I miss you like crazy. I love you Benji Meyer. We will all be together again some day..please remember that...and I cant wait to see you and hold you forever again. Godd night baby boy. Merry Christmas. Love, mom and your sister Kissey. ❤️❤️
12-29-17 mommy is here Ben..there isnt a day that I dont think of you and miss you..its been 15 years.im so sorry you were so sick but very happy you waited til I got home so I could be with you. I dont want to make the same mistake with your sister. I know you are healthy and having the time of your life playing and being a social butterfly. I miss the way you would sleep so close to me that you wanted to always be touching. I havent forgotto stop and smell the roses, Kiss wont let me. I look forward to the day I can be with you again and hold and kiss and smell you. Please save kisses in your belly. I will see you again some day Benji Meyer..that is a fact. Until then, remember mommies dont forget and the light will always be on. I love you Benj man.❤️❤️
March 26, 2018 ok Ben, your sister Kiss is on her way to find you. You be ready cause she will be seeing and hearing for the first time in a long time. She has some stuff to tell you about us walking through mud puddles, so dont laugh to much. Remember and remind her that mom will see you again and that I never forget. I love you two so much.tell her not be afraid. cookie and teddy will now watch over me. I love you two sooo much. I could never have asked for a better boy and girl...you made me so proud. Dont forget how much I love you two. Ill be back later to twlk some more ❤️❤️💔
Happy Birrhday Benji Meyer...you are 32 today in human years.. Do you remember when we would walk to Dairy Queen to get an ice cream cone. You sat and ate it like a person would.people would go by and say look at that dog eatting that cone....you were so damn cute. I was so proud of you. I miss you so much. I havent forgotten what you taught me. The light is still on and always will be. You have your sister with you so you two run and play, tell stories about being with your mom, and have fun being healthy. I miss you so much but know you two are good together. I will be with you again somday. Until then, mommy never forgets. Love and miss you baby boy...16 years since you were here with me. ❤️🐶🐾. 12-25-18 Merry christmas Ben. Hope you had a good day my little social butterfly. I got you a present and a blankie to sleep with. I tried to get u a stocking but it wouldnt let me, but your stiking is still hanging here, i have never taken it down. In a couple days it will be 16 years since you were to the Bridge. I hope you are spending time with your sister, Kiss. This is her first year away from home and me and im worried about her. And miss her so much. You twi were my entire life, and this is the first year in 35 years that I have been alone. I miss you very much Benji boy. Mommies never forget and you know the light is still on and will always be. I have never turned it off either. Hoping you kids are hanging out together and healthy love and miss you .benjman. Merry christmas Ben. Mommy loves you Benji Meyer. ❤️🎄
12-29-18 hey Benjman, its your mom. 16 years ago tonight I had to let you go to the rainbow bridge. I am still so very sorry for the last 3-4 days...I really screwed up and i hope you have forgiven me cause I cant forgive myself. I know you are healthy' have lots of friends including your sister Kiss. Please take care of each other for me until I can be with you again, only forever this time. I will always love you, you will always be my bestest boy. The light is still on and mommies never forget. I love you Benji Meyer. ❤️
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