8/31/26. I miss you so much baby. We had your memorial on Saturday 8/29. We had turkey sandwiches and pizza just like you loved. And we had your cupcakes from your birthday party. We watched your video I made of all pictures and videos of you, there were so many to choose from because you looked so precious in every picture I've ever taken and we had so many memories I wanted to share with everyone. We talked so much about you and all the special things you did. You really were the sweetest boy in the world. You loved everyone and everyone loved you. I can't even believe you're gone. I miss you so much every second of every day. I think about you with everything I do. I'm so sorry that everything happened the way it did, I wish I could make it all better. You deserved so much more life and happiness and we still had so much to do together. I know we will be together again, I hope it's soon. Mommy loves you so much baby. I miss you. Please visit me soon.

8/28/26. Yesterday was 2 months without you. I got you a mum and some pumpkins for your headstone, I hope you like them. I miss you so much. Nothing matters anymore. You were my everything and now I have nothing. I'm so sorry I didn't save you baby. I did everything wrong. Mommy is so sorry for what she did. I wish I could go back and change all of it. I go to bed every night hoping I will wake up to you at Wendy. I can't wait to be with you again. I really hope it's soon. And I really hope you forgive me, but I understand if you don't. I would never forgive me. I love you. I'm so sorry. I will see you soon my baby.