Feb.26th...2012 Today is Sunday and you are now gone from me for 4 days........I still can't beleive it......
My life is now so different without you.......

Feb. 26th...2012- Herbie, do you remember that first day i saw you?
From the moment we laid eyes on each other, we knew it would be a love like no other.....The bond we had was like no other...
It always amazed me how you would sit and stare at me for hours every day.......When i asked the vet, what that means when a cat just sits and stares like that for hours, his answer was "He is fascinated with you".....
You can never be replaced.....
When you left me, you took a piece of my heart with you......
I miss and love you so much my baby........

Feb. 27th, 2012.....
My Dearest Herbie:
I called Dr. Luger today to find out that you had left their office to make it up to Hartsdale.......
They are preparing you for your trip back to me for which i cannot wait.......
Hurry home to me.....I love you so much.......

Feb. 28, 2012......
My Dearest Herbie:
I called Hartsdale today, to check to see if you arrived safely.......
They told me you did, which made me feel so much better.
I will have you back with me in 6 days where you belong......

Feb. 29th. 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
11 years ago, when Annie passed away, and i was left alone with Winston, i was feeling exactly the way i am feeling right now with you gone from me.

So, i felt her loss, and felt Winston needed a friend, and you came along and entered my heart......
And, once again, the house felt whole again, and i felt so much better that you were here....
NOW, you are gone,and once again, i feel that terrible loss, and void the size of the earth.......Once again, the house feels empty without you here and Mo misses you here with him......
SO, i know you want us all here to be happy, so i went to look for a new friend for Mo, and to help my broken heart....
I came across a nice new kitty....This time a girl........I won't know if i have her for a few more days......

This will NEVER be a replacement for you ever..........
I just know you want me to always be happy.......
Should she come along, you will be able to keep an eye on her, as you will be next to me once you return from Hartsdale on Monday coming......
I am counting the days until you return to me......

March 1, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I still miss you ever so much....You are in my constant thoughts......
I will have you back in just 4 days......
Will this hurt get easier?

March 2, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Feeling so blue all day today thinking about you....I MISS YOU SO MUCH.......
This is not getting easier.....
3 more days until you are back in the house.....
Counting the days until you are once again here with me.....

March 3, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today i sat and watched yuour video, amd got upset all over again.......Looking at it is as if you are still here.........Wishing you were still here......
We decided on a new kitty for MO.......Since you left, MO is also so sad........He realizes you are no longer with him......Thought it best to havea friend for him, and to fill the void in the apartment.........
I am hoping all this will help everybody here........
Tomorrow you will be home........I can hardly wait.........

March 4, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
The new kitty arrived today, and all i can tell you is she is NOT you........
I am finding it VERY difficult to accept her in here.....I almost resent her for being here.......
Looking forward to tomorrow, when you will be HOME with me.......

March 5, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
WELCOME HOME.............

It makes me more complete knowing you are now next to me by the computer........
You & I have spent so much time there.........Now you will be close to my heart always........I LOVE YOU SO MUCH......

March 7, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Mabel is now here her 4th. day, and she just dosen't seem to be so people friendly.......Most cats are not like you and Mo....
I really got her to be with Mo all day, etc....They seem to like each other, which i am glad for.....
It won't really matter to me if she is friendly with me or not......
I find it so hard to love another after you....I don't think i will ever again......

March 8, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today was a rough one.........When does this hurt and pain i am feeling get better?
Does it get better????
I miss you so much my angel boy.....

March 11, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It is now Sunday morning, and you are still so deep in my thoughts and my heart.......
There will never be another you...........

March 12, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Monday, you were in my thoughts from the moment i woke today.......
I just can't believe you will be gone from me this Wednesday, 3 weeks.........
The pain is so deep.........
I love you so much my angel...........

March 13, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Another sad day for me.......What you have done to me is amazing........
How empty my life is without you here..................
I wish i was with you so much........Wish we could have been together forever........

March 14 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
The apartment is so empty without you........

March 16, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Tomorrow is Saturday, and i will be here with you like we used to do every weekend.......Having coffee with me as usual.....

March 17, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I have you right next to me having our Saturday coffee together..........
I Love You so Much.....

March 18, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Sunday morning, and we are having our morning coffee you and i........
I look forward to the weekends, so i can spend time with you........
I MISS YOU EVER SO MUCH MY ANGEL.......

March 19, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I am hoping your candle shines the brightest at tonights candle lighting ceremony..........

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.......

March 20, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Last nights candle ceremony was so nice..........It's so amazing how many people feel the same for their loved one as i feel for you....
When i write to you, you are sitting right next to me at the computer....
I am hoping you made some friends at rainbow bridge......
It seems like i picked the most perfect place to have memories of you......
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.......

March 21, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
You are in my thoughts 24 hours a day.......
I am still having a hard time knowing you are not with me anymore........
I LOVE YOU EVER SO MUCH

March 22, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today i am feeling so down......Missing you so much today...........
I just can't get used to you not being here anymore.........
Everything is so different now without you.........
I have never been this hurt........
I LOVE YOU..............

March 23, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Well, Mo went ahead and damaged the chair in the living room again..............NOT FUNNY!........Going to spend the day tomorrow looking for something other then a chair with fabric...Maybe a bench this time with some nice pillows......
Looking forward to having our Saturday coffee in the morning........
MISS YOU SO MUCH & LOVE YOU FOREVER......

March 24, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saturday morning, early..........You are with me having our Saturday coffee........

March 25, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Sunday morning coffee with you again......As promised......
LOVE YOU SO MUCH

March 26, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I saw your candle was the brightest tonight at the candle light ceremony.........
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

March 27, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Terri finished your drawing, and it looks EXACTLY like you...WOW!.......It was mailed to me today........I am going to buy a very special frame for it, and will have you on my dresser ALWAYS........She was so NICE, that she added your drawing to her website.....
I always told you, you are so extra special..........

March 29 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
You drawing arrived today, and you look so HANDSOME..........
I LOVE YOU

March 31, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Saturday, and it is coffee time..........
Today, i am buying the frame to put your photo in.......
Now, i can see you every day..............
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.........

April 1, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is John's Birthday..........He loved the card from all of you........:)
Today was Sunday, and you and I had our morning coffee together.......As usual......
I bought a nice frame for your drawing.........WOW.......It looks just like you.......BEAUTIFUL........
Now i can see you all the time....

April 2, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
May your candle light up the sky tonight.......
I MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING.........
LOVE YOU MY ANGEL..............

April 4th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today was not the greatest for me....You were in my thoughts ALL day..........
I just can't stop missing you.....WOW...What you have done to me!.......
YOUR MY ANGEL........

April 7th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
As usual, we were together this morning for our Saturday coffee.......
I LOVE YOU

April 8, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Sunday morning, and i am here with you as usual..........
HAPPY EASTER MY LITTLE BUNNY BOY.......

April 9th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Was that your candle that lit up the sky....Shining so brightly.......
I LOVE YOU......

April 11, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Well, Mo did it again.....He chewed the living room chair again, and we decided to get a new chair....You would have loved this one......
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL BOY......

April 14, 2012
My Dearet Herbie:
It's Saturday morning once again, and i am having our Saturday coffee........
Looking forward to Sunday morning to do it all again with you.....
I LOVE YOU ANGEL.......

April 15, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Sunday morning with my Herbster......Having our weekend coffee together.....
Yesterday we packed for vacation, and as usual, i packed you and Mo's picture to take along......
I was NOT going to leave you home..........
I LOVE YOU!.......

April 20, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Friday....We are leaving, but you know i am bringing you along with me.......I have your picture packed, and will put you out as soon as i unpack.....
I may not be able to write to you from the hotel, so i will be thinking of you EVERY day, and will write to you as soon as i get back home......
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL..........

April 28. 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Sunday, we are back home , and you and I are having our usual morning coffee...
I have to tell you, Mabel had to be sent back today.....She didn't work out......Was that your way of telling me something?
I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH......

May 2nd, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I am looking at another cat tomorrow, Thursday...........Mo seems so different without you here.........The whole apartment seems so different without you here.......Mo is all alone all day, and maybe it would be better for him to have a buddy with him all day......
Having another cat here, MIGHT help to fill the void without you here......
I MISS YOU SO MUCH.....I LOVE YOU.......

May 5th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
The other cat was not the right cat for us.........I keep telling you a new cat will not be a repalcement for you EVER.....
PLEASE give me a sign when it will be ok........
It's Saturday morning, and you are right next to me having our usual weekend coffee.......
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL.......

May 6th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Sunday morning, and you know that means coffee time.......
I LOVE YOU....

May 8th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I made another decision to try another cat.........This one is a British Shorthair, named Pebbles.........
She will be here come Sunday.......Will you let me know what you think?
I LOVE YOU........

May 12, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saturday morning.....You and I are here haviing our weekend coffee
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH

May 13, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is another big day....Going to bring home Pebbles...........I am very nervous.......I hope this one works.........
Again, she is not a REPLACEMENT...................
HELP!.........
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH

May 17, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Pebbles came home with me last Sunday, and is going back to City Critters tomo. Saturday......She is very mean to MO, he will not leave the bedroom, and is very nervous.......She hisses at him, and slaps him all the time....He has not been eating so well either this week....I am taking him to see Dr. Luger on Sunday........
It seems MO cannot adjust to having a new cat in the house since you left us......
I will leave him alone for awhile, as he seems the happiest that way....
Perhaps you will give me a SIGN, letting me know when the time is right to have a new kitty..........
I MISS YOU MORE THEN EVER........

May 20, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Sunday, we are having our coffee......
I decided to give Pebbles a secong chance.......Friday night her and Mo decided to play, and now he seems to be his old self.......A little guarded.....
Mo is going for a checkup today with Dr. Luger...His first checkup.........
I will keep you posted later...
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL

May 24, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Mo's checkup went so good....Dr. Luger said he was in such good health......
Pebbles is being returned on on Saturday....She does not like mo at all....She hisses and slaps him.......
I tried a second time, and you just won't give in.......
I will be home all next week, able to spend every day with you...MORNING COFFEE.........
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL......

May 26, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Nice having our Saturday coffee together......
Pebbles went back today.......
I really felt so bad, but she was mean to MO.........
I have one more kitty to try out on Monday....His name is Louie.....
Maybe this one you will agree upon.......
I am waiting for you to give me a sign it is ok to have another one......
I LOVE YOU MY BABY

May 28, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
We went and looked at Louie.........
He is very sweet......
Thinking it over........
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU

May 30, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Wednesday, and not a word about the cat Louie we went to look at Monday.......Since you left me, this will be the 3rd cat to not work out.....
Last week made 3 monthes since you left me, and it seems it is not meant for me to have another cat with MO.....
MO seems perefectly fine alone here....
At this point, i am really not certain i want another cat.......I don't feel i am capable of loving another....It was always "THE BOYS", you and MO.....I would NEVER feel that way again.......
I have MO, and you in my thoughts all the time.....
I am home this week, having coffee with you every morning here......
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.....

June 5th,
My Dearest Herbie:
On Thursday, May 31st, i got an email that Louie was mine.....
He arrived here on Friday, and seems to be a perfect cat for MO....
They get along just fine, and now MO has a friend...He has not been the same without you...I feel, it's almost as if you gave me a sign, it is now ok to have another cat in the house....
You will always be my number 1 until the day i die, and we meet on the bridge......
Don't you ever forget that......
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.....

June 9, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Saturday, and i am with you here having our weekend coffee as usual......
Louie is here and all seems fine so far.....I know you watching to make sure of that......
I miss you so much.........

June13, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I cannot believe it will be 4 monthes since you left me........
Not a single day goes by that your name is mentioned, or that you are always in my constant thoughts.....
Thank you for letting Louie to come into my life.......
Mo misses you just as much, and seems much better now, having Louie as a companion....
I promise one day i will meet you once again at the bridge....
You will always be my number one baby boy.....
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART......

June 17, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I wait all week for the weekend, so we can have our usual coffee together.......
Hopefully one day SOON should i stop working, i will be here with you more often.........
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER ONE BABY.......

June 20, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Sunday Louie hurt his back left foot....Dr. on Sunday and Monday....All is ok......Just some swelling......
Today is 97 degrees...I have the AC on in the bedroom, so i know you are more comfy, and cool.......
Another hot one tomo........
I still cannot get used to you not here....
It's been a very long 4 monthes without you......
2 more days will make 4 monthes since you got to Rainbow Bridge.......I jsut cannot belive it......
I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART........

June 24, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Sunday, and i am here next to you, having our weekend coffee.......
2 days ago made 4 monthes since you left me........
It is so hard for me to imagaine that 4 monthes has gone by all ready.....
It feels to me as if you just left me yesterday......People say time heals........
When is that time? Is that true?
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH

July 1, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's our weekend coffee time....I look so forward to that every time......
I had Mike make a new mouse pad.... I added Louie, with you being the top photo......You will ALWAYS be tops......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.........................

July 4, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today was Wednesday, and i was able to sit and have coffee with you this morning........
I always feel you are looking down upon me, never letting me go......
I love that feeling.....Keep it up......
I MISS YOU MORE THEN WORDS CAN SAY......

July 7, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
The weekend is here, and we are together, just like all the other weekends........
I MISS YOU SO MUCH...MY FOREVER BOY

July 23, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Weekend time is here, and you and I are together.......
Yesterday made 5 monthes you left me.........It is just so hard for me still without you......
Louis is so much like you.....He keeps Mo happy.......I am glad Mo has a pal.......
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER ONE BOY.......

July 28, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
5 monthes has gone by since you left me....I MISS YOU SO MUCH.......
Having you here next to me all the time, is very comforting......
Glad we got to have our weekend coffee as usual....
YOUR MY NUMBER 1 BOY

August 5, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's the weekend and we are having our usual coffee time together......
I made up a calender for 2013, and the pictures i added of you are just beautiful........
I miss you with each passing day.........You are in my thoughts constantly........
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.......MY FOREVER BOY

August 12, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Just got home yesterday.....Of course you were away with me as usual.......
Having our weekend coffee now.....My favorite time of the week.....
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL BOY

August 14, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today i was feeling your loss very strong........
8 more days will make 6 monthes you are gone from me......
I miss you as much today as the first day you left.......
When does it get better? When does the hurt lessen?
I MISS YOU SO MUCH......

August 25, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Saturday, you and i are having our weekend coffee......I look so forward to that always.......
I miss you ever so much...You are in my constant thoughts ALWAYS.......
Things are so different without you here....I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU.......

Sept. 1st, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is all ready the first day of Sept...WOW!...So hard for me to believe that you will be gone from me 7 monthes on the 22nd of this month.....
I miss you just as much today....
Having the rugs cleaned today....
So glad we were able to have our weekend coffee today, and tomo, and Monday this week.......LABOR DAY!......
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.....

Sept 8, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's the weekend once again, and we are having our usual weekend coffee together.
Today you were on my mind most of the day.......

Sept. 15, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saturday, and we are together once again........Tomo Sunday, i will be here with you as usual again having our weekend coffee......
You are in my thoughts 24 hours agao......
I WISH SO MUCH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME......
I missa nd lov e you with all my heart.......
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL.......

Sept. 22, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is a very sad day for me....Today makes 7 monthes that you are gone........It's hard to believe where the monthes have gone......
As i sit here with you having our weekend coffee together, my mind is drifting, filled with thoughts of you.....
I pray that someday, we will be together at the rainbow bridge ......
I MISS YOU AND WISH YOU WERE SITTING HERE WITH ME INSTEAD OF YOUR ASHES

Sept. 29, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Another weekend is here and we are together having our usual Saturday coffee......
This coming week is my Birhday........Wish you were here with me for it......
My heart still aches for you, my baby....
I MISS YOU SO MUCH....

Oct. 7, 2012
You know just how much i love ANNIE....We went to see it last night, and it was just wonderful.......
Sunny paw stamped my SANDY book, which was so nice to get......
Mike is making a new mug of you 3 boys....Thought it would be nice to get.......
Today is Sunday, and the weather is a little chilly this morning, as i sit having coffee here with you...
I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME, EVERY DAY...YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART.....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU.....

Oct. 13, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
I used the new mug of you 3 boys today....I could'nt wait to have our weekend coffee.........
It's all ready Oct. The 22nd of the month will make 8 monthes since you are gone........
My heart breaks still so much thinking of you....I miss you so much.......

Oct. 20, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
2 more days makes 8 monthes since you are gone......
Today Saturday, i guess you all ready know, i am having our usual weekend coffee.....Tomo also.......
I wait for every Saturday & Sunday.......
I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BABY BOY.......

Oct.28, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Weekend coffee it is again.........It's now the 8th month mark since you are gone.......
The 22nd of the month made it official..........You may be gone, but you still live on in my mind and heart ALWAYS.......
Your ashes are always right here next to me........FOREVER.......
I guess this is a permanent hurt.......
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BABY BOY.....

November 10, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN MY BABY?
Due to the Hurricane Sandy i was not able to write to you...
Had no computer to keep in touch with you...
NOW all is up and running, and we had our Saturday coffee today at last!.....
AND....Tomo as well......
I miss you ever so much......

November 17, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Sunday, and once again we are having our weekend coffee......The 22nd will make 9 monthes you are gone....It still feels like yesterday.....
You are constantly on my mind......
Next Friday we will be decorating for Christmas, and your stocking will be hung right in the middle.....
Right next to the tree....
I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART......

November 23, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
This week we have coffee 4 days in a row...THANKSGIVING WEEKEND......
Today we decorated, and i put out some wonderful things i had made just for you my baby......

This year we did not decorate half as much...The feeling is just not there......
The holiday reminds me so much of you being here...After all, you spent 11 Christmas's here...
Still having a hard time without you.....
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL

December 2, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's the weekend, and we are having our coffee once again...My favorite part of the week....
We are buying a fireplace for the den today...YIKES!....
I will let ya know how that goes.... LOL
It will make it all toasty and snuggly in there......
REST IN PEACE MY ANGEL.....

December 8, 2012
My Dearest Hebie:
It's Saturday, and we are here having our weekend coffee........This week i went to the Ephiphany church and lit 2 candles for you....Helps.....:)
Tonight is the first lighting of the Menorah...I have pics of you sitting next to it........I have you everywhere........
I MISS YOU MY ANGEL.....

December 13, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saurday, and it's coffee time for us once again.....
Starting this Monday, i will be semi retired, and be home with you more days a week.......
Im waited a long time for this moment....
Looking into getting a tattoo of your paws upon my heart......
Next week is Christmas, and it won't be the same without you here......
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH........

December 23, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
WELL, i did it...I got your paws tattooed on my arm, with your name under the paws.......Now you will be with me all the time... FOREVER & EVER......
As of last week, i am now SEMI RETIRED.......
Working just part time........ More time to have our coffee....YAY!........
Went to the church again last night and lit 2 more candles for you........Tomo is xmas eve, and i miss you here.........You will be in my heart, as if you were still here.....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.......

December 25, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY BOY:
The holiday is alot different without you here .....
Having your paws tattooed on me, made it feel like you were here for Christmas.....
You are always in my heart....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH......

December 29th, 2012
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saturday.....Coffee time .......With my HERBIE......

January 1, 2013
HAPPY NEW YEAR HERBIE.......

January 5, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saturday coffee time again......
Your paws tattoo came out wonderful......
I am now home 3 days a week...More time to spend here with you...
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL BOY.......
LOVE YOU.....

January 12, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
YAY!!!! Coffee time...It's Saturday........Our time together...
Mo was not feeling so good this week, he is seeing the Dr. today.........HE IS FEELING ALOT BETTER!!!!!.........
Going through a rough time at the moment.....My mom had to have surgery today....John's mom is in the hospital as well..........OY!!!!!.
Lots of STUFF going on here......
Now that i am home 3 more days a week, i get to have alot more coffee with you....
I miss and love you so much........

January 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Saturday coffee.....I have yet to miss a week.......I am sitting here thinking in 4 weeks it will be a year since you are gone from me....WOW!....
It's almost 1 year all ready.....How can that be?
To miss someone every day, in mind and heart for a year shows i love you till the end of the earth.........
You will always be my number one baby boy......
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.......

Jaunuary 26, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Saturday coffee as usual........
Can you believe after all the years you sat here with me lisening to BARRY MANILOW songs, i am finally getting to see him......YAY! Next Saturday nite......
Having the kitchen painted next Saturday morning........
It's almost a year since you left me....We are going into February next week, and the 22nd will make a year you are gone all ready......
You are so strong in my heart, it still hurts me.........
It's a good hurt, shows i love you so much.......FOREVER......
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL....

January 28, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
I just received a notice that my 1 year removal here is almost up for renewal.........Of course i am renewing.....
And not have coffee with you here....NO WAY!.........
I am home now 3 days a week, wish it was that way while you were here.........I am not loving it YET!.......
Just can't seem to find a place for myself.........Time will tell.......
Nice that now i can write to you during the week as well.......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY BABY.....

February 6, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
As promised, i am here with you today Wednesday......
No coffee today....Have to go to the Dr. this morning..........I just wanted to be with you here.......
16 more days will make 1 year you are gone.........One whole year has gone by all ready? WOW.........
I miss and love you just as much as when you were here...I will always love you with all my heart.........You were one special cat and friend.......
LOVE YOU SO MUCH.......

February 14, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!
I love you angel boy.........

February 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
3 more days makes one year since you are gone........A whole year all ready......WOW.... A whole year gone, and you are always in my constant thoughts......
You will live on in my heart forever, my best friend always.....

February 22, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today makes exactly 1 year since you are gone from me.........
A WHOLE YEAR ALL READY........
It has been a very sad day for me....
It brought me back a year ago........
You will live on and on in my mind and heart forever and ever.....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.......

March 6, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
The year has passed since you left.......
Things here are so different now without you......
It was a hard adjustment to make for me........Time does heal, but the memories will always remain with me....YOU are one special guy.......
There will never be another you, ever.....
It's so coforting now that i am home 3 days a week, spending more time with you here........
I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER........

March 15, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Sitting and having coffee with you.....
Not the greatest week so far.....I lost my onyx ring yesterday, after having it for 3o years...Feeling very bad about that......
Trying to decide on another one...
Getting ready for vacation soon.......
Of course you will be with me then also.....

March 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Tuesday, a gloomy rainy day, sitting here having coffee with you......
Missing you as usual.....
Going to add some Easter goodies for you now.......
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL......
I miss and love you my baby boy........

April 13, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Back from the cruise, and yes you were there with me the whole week....I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU HOME!....
Today Sunday, and we are having our regular Sunday coffee......
You are always in my daily thoughts....

April 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Friday, i am here with you having our EARLY morning coffee........
I am now home 3 days per week, and enjoy our time together here.....
Louie is now here 10 monthes....As i look at him and watch him, he has a few of your ways......
He also stares at me, and has to be every where i am......
I just read that when a pet passes, alot of times there sole is brought back through a new pet........Should i believe you brought LOUIE to me.....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS.......

I LOVE AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY......

April 27, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Saturday, and we are together having our coffee......
The weather is starting to get so nice outside now.........The cold is just about finished, and we can spend some nice days in the sun.......
Always in my thoughts, ALWAYS.....
I miss and love you so much........

May 5, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Sunday and we are here having our usual coffee.....
The days are getting nicer and nicer now........
The warmer weather will be coming soon.........
I can't believe it is over a year since you are gone....
I miss and love you so much.......

May 11, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Saturday morning coffee with my ANGEL BOY.....
I miss and love you so much.........

May 189th, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Saturday, our weekend coffee together...NOW, we have coffee 5 DAYS per week since i am home more now.....
I MISS AND LOVE YOU, MY ANGEL BABY.........

May 25, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Saturday, and you know that means a coffee day......
It is Memorial Day weekend, and the weather is lousy....Rainy, and even quite COLD for this time of year.....
You can be my sunshine all weekend, and always.....I LOVE and MISS you here so much....WOW!!!!!!

May 31, 2013
Dear Herbie:
Today Friday, and the start to another weekend.....
Looking forward to our Saturday coffee, always, every Saturday......
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.......

June 8, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
After a very bad rain, today Saturday, we are having our weekend coffee.......
Looking forward t owatching the Tony awards tomo evening....Can't wait to see Annie & Sandy perform........
I love and miss you my angel.........

June 15, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
If it's Saturday, it must be coffee time...YES IT IS!.....
How is my angel man? I MISS YOU SO MUCH....You are always in my thoughts,and since i have your paw and name tattooed on my arm i carry you with me always and forever.... I LOVE YOU.....

June 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Having coffee with you on this beautiful morning......
Wish you were home with me to enjoy this day with me..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....

June 28, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Friday, and i am here a day early, having coffee with you....I cannot believe next month will make 1 1/2 years since you left me......
Why does it still hurt so much?
I miss and love you so much.......You really took a piece of my heart with you.........

July 4th, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
HAPPY JULY 4TH.........All the fireworks and sparklers tonight will be lit in your honor....I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY ANGEL.......

July 13, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
We spent the weekend here, coffee time!!!!.......Today Monay another hot day...Constant heat waves this summer.....
You are nice and cool next to me with the AC on.......
Things for me have been alot different now.......Just working part time, medical issues, money, etc......Hoping all will have a turn around and all will be fine......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU........

July 21, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Sunday, and we are having our usual weekend coffee.......
I bet you are glad the heatwave broke.....I AM!......
August 22nd will make a year and a half you are gone...It still feels like yesterday to me.......
It's so hard to believe it is that long all ready.....
You are ALWAYS in my every day thoughts.......I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....

July 28, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Yesterday, John and I went to the Petco in Union Square for a job interview......
That's the place it all started for you and I back in 2001....It brought back memories of when i went to sign your adoption papers.
It always seems to me that things in life always come back to you.....
Today Sunday, and the weather looks like it may rain........
Right now, i am sitting here with you having our usual weekend coffee.........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY ANGEL BOY.........

August 4, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Here we are all ready August.......
Today is a very pleasant day......
Having our usual weekend coffee........
Thinking of you, as always...
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH

August 10, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Saturday, sitting with you having our weekend coffee.....
Haven't been in the greatest of spirits lately......
Having a hard time coping with job, money, etc..
Thinking of you makes things better....
NOTHING is the same since you are gone.....
I miss and love you so much my ANGEL BOY....

August 12, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my big baby boy..
TODAY you would have been 15.........
I wish i was on the bridge to celebrate your special day with you.....
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH...........

August 17th, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
It's Saturday, having our weekend coffee together...
A beautiful day.........This is my alone time with you...MY FAVORITE TIME!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS AND LOVE YOU 24 HOURS A DAY.....

August 23, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Today Friday, sitting here thinking of you as usual.......
Since you left things have really changed for me so much.......The emptiness of you not being here anymore, semi retiring, the school closing all has made an impact on me.
Both of us out of work now is making matters a bit difficult at the moment....
Hopefully, as THEY say when a door closes, a new one opens...........
I will keep you posted... I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....

August 29, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Not having a great time with things currently......
Another week gone by, and still no major changes.......
The comfort of writing to you all the time is the best medicine for me........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH.............

Sept. 6, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
This Monday i will start looking for some work.......Things around here are just so different now.........John finally got a job, and started this past Tuesday... At least it's half a battle, now it will be my turn.....Hopefully, soon things will start to go back to normal.......Been so tight with money as well......
At least i get to have our morning coffee together now.........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY ANGEL......

Sept. 12, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
We had our usual coffee together this morning.....
It's not that easy out there to find work.....
I AM TRYING!!!
Tomo is Yom Kippur....I have a candle all ready for you...It breaks my heart that there is a candle for you.....I wish it were you still here with me instead of a candle to remember you by...
You will always be so special to me...
I MISS AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.......

Sept. 14, 2013
My Deraest Herbie:
This is for you:
Silently, one by one, in the infinite meadows of heaven, blossomed the lovely stars, the forget-me-nots of the angels.........

Sept. 18, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts.......
Wishing you were sitting below me looking up at me as you always did..........
I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.........

Sept. 27, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
As usual, you are in my constant thoughts.......I am having a bit of a rough time trying to get a job........
It's so not easy out there. Hopefully something will give soon........
Next week is all ready October.......This year really went by so fast.........
Why are you not here with me?
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH......

Oct. 4th, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!........
I wish you were still here to share my Birthday today...........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Oct 12, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
I am having our weekend coffee on this chilly fall day.......
Louie developed a sore above his right eye, and we have no idea what caused it???
LET US PRAY IT IMPROVES and does not need to have a biopsy done on it...
Haven't i been through enough since losing you, and now not being able to find a job........HELP!!!!!!!!!
I will keep you posted... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.......

October 23, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Another dead end week of no job.......
I have an interview tomorrow, WISH ME LUCK........
Louie's Boo Boo is SO MUCH BETTER.....Almost all healed, and he will not need a biopsy after all....SO FAR.......He don't botehr with it, so thats a good sign.....
The weather is starting to get cooler now..........
Dark earlier in the morning and evening....
Next weekend we turn the clocks back one hour... YAY!!!!.....You know i love when we get another hour on the weekends....
I miss and love you just as much as ever.......

October 27, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Still another week of no job....All dead ends.....
Louie boo boo got better, and started up again, hoping all will be fine....
I am praying he won't need a biopsy........
Haven't you and i been through enough????
Yesterday we packed up the terrace and it's ready for the winter.......
I miss and love you so much......
You will always be my number 1 angel......

November 3, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Another week of no job........VERY DISCOURAGED........Another interview tomorrow.......
Last night we turned the clocks back one hour........One more hour toether with you here.......
I cannot believe that 3 monthes from now you will be gone from me 2 years...........Is that right?
To have these deep feelings still of your loss just proves the love i feel for you always in my heart.........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL BOY.......

November 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
WELL, maybe some good news here.......ALL PAPER WORK has been submitted for my Security job...I have to wait a few weeks before i can begin to work........
Lets hope & pray this will happen.........
Next week is Thanksgiving all ready.....
Christmas is just 4 weeks away....
Last week, i played the Christmas video i made of you, 3 monthes before you were taken from me.......
Although the video rips my heart out, it makes me feel as if you are still here with me....Just hearing your meow on it makes me smile........
You will always be the love of my life forever, and ever....I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.......

November 25, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
The Christmas tree is up!......ALL HOLIDAY STUFF IS UP AND READY!
I have your beautiful photo right on the front of the tree, with Mo & Louie...I hung your stocking up high, the better to see you......
Tomorrow is the first night of Chanukah..........First candle lighting, and first day is on THANKSGIVING........
Just a little too early........
I will be thinking of you all through the holiday season, how much you used to LOVE lying under the tree on the tree skirt.......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, MY ANGEL BABY........

November 28, 2013
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!....MY ANGEL BOY.......
Thinking of all the past ones when you were here having turkey with me.......
I LOVE SO MUCH.........

December 8, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Sitting here as usual, thinking of you, as usual, wishing you were here sitting with me......
We had our weekend coffee today, as usual.........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART..........

December 13, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Hoping i will have a job next week.....
Christmas is just under 2 weeks away......I have your stocking hanging up over the tree, and all your photo ornaments on the tree......
Tomorrow morning is Saturday, and you know that means we have our weekend coffee together.
Next week i will be going to the church to light your Christmas candle........
I miss and love you with all my heart.......

December 19, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Going out again this morning to another agency......LET'S HOPE this one will have a job for me....
I am going to the church tomorrow to light your christmas candles.........
Next week is Christmas and i will spend Christmas morning here with you......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH........

December 20, 2013
Today i went to the church to light your Christmas candles and say a prayer.......
Lighting candles for you in church, makes it an extra special christmas...
More serene.....
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART

December 24, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
Tonight is Christmas Eve, and it feels so different without you...
Your ashes are right next to me......
Wish it were you and not your ashes........
Tomorrow, Christmas morning, i will have our morning coffee........
I know, you must be under a Christmas tree right now, as that was your favorite spot every Christmas......
I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY ANGEL BOY.........

December 25, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
MERRY CHRISTMAS.......
It would be merrier if you were here with me today, and always..........
You will be in my thoughts all day....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL BOY.......

December 31, 2013
My Dearest Herbie:
A new year on the way....It will be 2 years since you are gone in February......
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL.......

January, 1, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:

January 4, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Saturday coffee with you...........
Feeling a little down today.........Lots of things on my mind...
Visiting you always makes me feel better..
I LOVE AND MISS YOU........
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY ANGEL!..........

January 11, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Having our usual Saturday morning coffee together.....A vey mild gloomy, and foggy day...........
The Rainbow Bridge Facebook page made a beautiful memorial of your picture i sent them.........
I just love you so much............

January 17, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is Friday, and it has been another day without any job leads......
What am i going to do?
HELP!!!!!!.......
Wish you were here with me, helping me get through all this mess......
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL........

Jamuary 25, 2014
What a week this has been.....I HAD THE FLU, now i have cold....YILES!.......
Still no job.......No money........
Waiting for something to break....SOON I HOPE.......
So far, we have had 2 snow storms this month, and the coldest temps i can remember in a long time......
Keeping warm here having coffee with you....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL........

January 29, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
In just 3 weeks on February 22, it will all ready be 2 years that you have made your journey to the bridge.......
I JUST KNOW that in the future, i will be meeting you there and we can ALWAYS be together, once again...........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.........

February 5, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Another snowy day here today......This winter so far, has been stormy and cold........
Friday i have ANOTHER interview coming up............This is like the 18th interview so far........
17 more days makes 2 years you left me to go to the bridge.........
2 years all ready...I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT..........
I know one day we will be together once again........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU...You are in my thoughts every single day.......

February 17, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Sitting here thinking that in just 5 days will make 2 years that you went to Rainbow Bridge.......
I will be having a memorial made home for you....I bought a nice statue of the Infant of Prague, a memorial candle and of course a photo of your beautiful face.....
I keep saying to myself over and over....2 years?
How can that be? all ready?
It's so head to register it has been 2 years all ready........
You are in my constant thoughts each and every day that goes by..........
I LOVE AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.......

February 22, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is a very sad day for me.
Today makes your 2 year anniversary on Rainbow Bridge.....
I look forward to the day when i can meet you there.......I know you are there waiting for me.........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH........

March 2, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
So, now you are in your 2nd year at Rainbow Bridge.....I wait for the day i will be able to join you and we can be together once again........
I hope you made some nice friends and are there waiting for me also......
I LOVE AND MISS YOU.......

March 7, 2014
Well, i started with a new doctor this week, and they found a problem with my chest x-ray. Today i have to have a ctscan done.
I am a nervous wreck that they will find something wrong.......
Lets hope all will be fine......
I miss and love you my angel boy.........

March 11, 2014
My Dearaest Herbie:
GREAT NEWS...Ctscan was perfect...Nothing to be upset over.......
So, i want you to share this with all your friends at the bridge.....
I am still looking for a job....I hope something will turn up soon......
I love and miss you my special boy.......

March 29, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Saturday morning coffee with you.........
Mo has not been eating so good for awhile and has lost a little weight......
When you were here with him, he used to have to eat on the counter because you would eat ALL his food on the floor and get sick....
SO NOW, just like when you were here, i started putting his food back on the counter, so LOUIE won't eat all the food, and leave MO anything to eat.......
I just started this yesterday, so i will let you know if he will eat better now..
Today is a rainy gloomy Saturday.........
Spending a quiet day indoors, relaxing....
I MISS YOU SO, MY ANGEL BOY!

April 6, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
It's weekend coffee time again, as usual.........
FINALLY it feels like spring after the long and cold winter we just had.......
MO has a birthday coming up on April 23rd, he will be 11 ALL READY........
I pray he memains healthy for many more years............HE IS STILL YOUR BUDDY!......ALWAYS!!!!!!!........
I love and miss you my BABY BOY......

April 10th, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
The weather is getting nicer now each day...........Another week of NO JOB..........This is very depressing.........One dead end after another.
Hopefully each week MIGHT bring good news........
Some days are better then other for me....Today is a FAIR day...
I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.......

April 24, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Yesterday was Mo's Birthday..........He turned 11......
Tomo i see the Dr. about my medical problem...PRAYING ALL WILL BE JUST FINE.......
The weather now is turing so nice..........
I think of you every day, and miss you more then ever.........
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL BOY

May 20, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
FORGIVE ME for not writing as much at the moment.......
I am still having medical problems and have to have a test done this Friday.......
John has now been out of work for the past 3 weeks and can't seem to find a job.....
Our lifes here have made a HORRIBLE turnaround.....
I am praying that i will be better soon, and John gets a job FAST.......
I hope all is okay for you on the bridge, and that you have made some nice friends along the way......
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU...You are always in my thoughts......

June 4, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
WELL.....The biopsy showed i have Colitis......Treatment at the moment is Pepto Bismol????......
It's now over a month since John has not worked, and still looks like nothing happening...
Each week goes by and does not see to improve......
Hard to believe we are in the month of June all ready......
I will keep you informed of any sudden changes.....
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL.......

June 20, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Summer is officially here tomorrow.......I still am not feeling so wonderful....HOPING THIS WILL GET BETTER SOON.......
Mo has a Doctor's appt. on Thursday....He just is not the same Mo we know and love.....I think he is having some health issues.........
Things here are not the way they used to be....John started a new job yesterday, back at his old place.........
Once i feel better, i will be out looking for a job...YAY!!!!..........
YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND.......I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL.......

June 27, 2014
My Dearest HERBIE:
Today, MO will be with you at Rainbow Bridge......
After severe weight loss, and not being able to breath, we felt the humane thing to do would be to not have him suffer.......
This was a very hard thing to do.......
MAY ALL THE ANGELS BE WITH BOTH OF YOU........I am happy that you and MO will be together...

July 4, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
It's so hard to believe that Mo is now with you a week ago today.......
I feel much better knowing you boys are finally together again......
You both will live on in my heart until the day comes that we can all be together once again...I MISS YOU HERBIE WITH ALL MY HEART......

July 19, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
I bet MO must be keeping you buzy.....Now both my boys are together once again at the Bridge.......
My heart is full, knowing you are both there together...
I MISS AND LOVE YOU, ALWAYS......

August 19, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
I know it has been awhile since i last wrote......FORGIVE ME........I have been going through a bit of a crisis.......
Things here are just so different since MO has left as well.....
The apartment is just not the same.......LOUIE is here alone, as he will not allow another cat to live with him.....
This is a big adjustment for me to accept.....All the time it was always you and MO, (MY BOYS).
Your both still my boys forever and ever, just in a different place and time........
My life seems so empty without you, and MO as well.......This is a big adjustment, and only time can make it all better for me......
You are now gone 2 1/2 years, almost hard to write that, since the time has gone by so quickly........
As i once told you when you left, you took a piece of my heart with you..........
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH......
You will always be my number 1 boy............

Sept. 8, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
I decided to become a volunteer at the Bridge.
It's a wonderful way to write to people who have lost a loved one, as i lost you.....
Most people feel exactly as i do as far as the feeling of loss......
I am so happy you are now with MO......
Run free with him...
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY ANGEL........

October 4, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Today being my Birthday, it would have been so much more special, if you were STILL HERE to share this day with me.......
In my heart, i feel you do remember today........
I LOVE AND MISS YOU, MY ANGEL BOY......

October 19, 2014
My Dearest Herbie:
Today is a cool day outside, always reminds me of the nites we would cuddle together.
You are in my constant thought ALWAYS.......
Being home alone for the past year, allowed me time to think of you not being distracted by work.
Now i work just 2 days per week, leaving home i always feel anxiety in me leaving you guys......
I know you and MO are fine together at the bridge, waiting for the day i will show up....
I miss and love you ever so much......

November 16, 2015
My Dearest HERBIE:
Sunday morning and coffee time again.
Yesterday i decorated for xmas. {EARLY}...
Stockings of Mo, Louie and you were all hung. Yours on top in the center...
We have shared so many holidays together, christmas being the most special one of all...
I LOVE AND MISS YOU.....

December 4, 2014
My Dearest HERBIE:
Why does the holiday season feel so different?
Your gone now, it will be the 3rd Christmas, MO is gone, and it will be the first Christmas without him.
Louie is here to help celebrate, but the house just does not feel the same without you boys here....
I miss both of you so much, you have no idea......
What i would do to have you here again..........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL.......

December 24, 2014
My Dearest HERBIE:
Tonight is Christmas Eve, and i so wish you were still here....
I will miss you and MO together getting your presents and watching the 2 of you playing with your new toys......
I know, in my heart your spirit is still here..........
I would do anything to have you both back HOME........
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH.......

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