My precious Bubba Lou, two weeks after our Inky left us, you were in the kitchen with me, happy and peaceful, then suddenly, in the blink of an eye, you had a stroke, You were in my arms, and I was crying, holding you, comforting you, and you were gone, suddenly lying there so still. You were gone from me, my Love. You had been with me almost 14 years and you were suddenly gone. You had slept in bed with me since you were five weeks old. How can I get over you?

I love you both, my sweet babies, and we will meet again on the rainbow bridge. What a happy, wonderful day that will be, but until then, dear Angels, I will look to the Heavens to see your smiling spirits. I know that's where you both are.

7/7/11 Hi, babies. I am OK but still missing you so very much. My house is so empty without you two. Your little boxes of ashes are on the dresser, as you know, so I'm still getting dressed every morning talking to you. Somehow, those boxes occasionally move on their own... are you sending angel signs to me? Yes you are. I feel them and they feel so good. I love you, my two little bright lights. Shine your love down on me all the time. And play happy in the meadow. Don't hiss at anyone! Your momma will see you when it's time.

2/4/12 Precious babies, it's been a year now. I miss you both so very much but I know that your are happy and well and watching over me. I know I'll see you again someday, it's just that sometimes the sorrow comes back and my heart begins to cry. Today, the sorrow is back. Wish I could hold you both just one more time.... Someday, sweet little ones, we'll just have to wait.