It's been 4 years today since you crossed the bridge Jack. My heart is still broken, it hurts as bad today as it did 4 years ago. I live to be with you again. I saw you today....a cardinal in the crepe myrtle and when I called your name I felt the breeze against my skin. Thank you for letting me know you are watching over me. I love you my angel.

Merry Christmas my precious boys, Jack and Gizmo. I miss you so much. I think about you every day. I love you. We've added 2 new babies to our home. I think you would like them. I know Gizmo met Papi Pedro at the vets last year. I'm sure you talked to him and sent him to us. Thank you sweet baby Giz, thank you for sending Papi. We added the little girl in Feb. She spent the first year of her life locked in a kennel, no one loved her but we found her and now she lives with us. She used to be so scared of everything but she is slowly adjusting to humans. She wants me to hold her all the time. She's precious. Ya'll would love her. I know you guided me to both of them and I thank you. No one will every replace either of you but we love them so. Mommy loves you my angels and I wait the day we are reunited. Have I told you lately that I love you.....run and play my angels, run like the wind. I'll see you soon. Merry Christmas. Hi my babies.Not a day passes that I don't think of you. It's been 5 long years Jack Jack. You still haven't come back to me. What I'd give to hold you in my arms again little one, I miss and love you and your son so much. Dattie tries to comfort me. She's such a sweet little girl, so is Papi Pedro. Did you meet Dattie in heaven Jack, I've wondered. I know Gizzie met Papi Pedro at the vets before he left me, I know be cause Papi told me. My precious boys, I miss you.There's days I feel like giving up, I'm so ready to be with you but I know it isn't time yet. And Papi, Dattie and NIck need me here on earth with them. I love and miss you so much. Memories are all I have. Just like yesterday you come upon my mind and take it away. Forever love. It's Christmas boys and I miss you more than ever. I love you more everyday. I'm so sad without you. It becomes more and more tempting to join you but I know I cant. Not until God chooses. Merry Christmas my angels. Merry Christmas. Please come see me again soon. I'm sending you kisses. I love you to the sun and back. Merry Christmas. Mommy

Love of my life, my Heart puppy. It was Friday October 24 2014 when I knew it was time. You had told me earlier in the week that you were tired of fighting,your body was ready to rest. My heart aches for you my love, I miss you. I miss you and your son Gizzie baby. I miss you both so much. I look forward to the day we are reunited but for now I have to stay here and take care of a sweet little boy, Nick, our grandson, and the 2 fur babies you and Giz sent to us, Papi Pedro and Dattie. You knew exactly who to send, I love them so much.I'll stay here until God calls me home to be with ya'll and some day Papi and Dattie will join us. Do you see Puff Cat, Precious,Roscoe, Cody and Sweetpea? Tell them we miss them too. I'll never understand how God loved me so much that he loaned ya'll to me, I never deserved such love....Thank you God. I miss and love you so much my precious fur angels.