Miss you baby girl and talk to you all the time. I cry every day and hope I made your last day full of love and comfort

The apartment seems so empty and quiet without you. You made this place feel warm and welcoming to come home to.

Joanie it's been 4 weeks, and I just stare at your bed, close my eyes and can see you sleeping so peacefully.
Your meds are still on the counter I just can't seem to put them away. Your jar of buddy budder is still in the fridge on your side of the shelf. Weekends are the worse baby girl. I miss you so much. I know you're in a better place, but it hurts so much, I cry so much Joanie. Your nose art will forever remain on the side of the couch where you used to bump into and your last one on the bottom of the stove door will remain as a memory of your last day.

Baby girl today has been a tough day for some reason. Been crying most of the day, maybe cause I feel like I let you down by setting you free.
It's hard to talk to others because they don't understand how much I loved you and how you were everything to me.
I miss you baby, the bed is so empty. I just can't bring myself to wash the blankets that you and I spent your last few days on. I still say hello when I walk in the door. I love you girl

Joanie Valentines day was just heartbreaking without you. My heart is so broken baby. Such a void in my life i just can't seem to care about stuff I used too. Coming home just is depressing without you. I love you girl and miss you
I guess I'll just keep writing in hopes it will make me feel better

Well little girl it's my first birthday in 18yrs without you. The only one i want to be with on my birthday is a memory. I miss you Joanie. From the moment I woke this morning there was nothing to celebrate. I hope you have been hanging with me today. Miss you so much Joanie girl

Happy Easter baby girl. It's not so happy though, first Easter without you and it breaks my heart.
I talk to you everyday baby girl and I hope you hear me. You are still my best friend and have my whole heart.