The house seems so empty without you and I hope you know we did everything we could for you baby. I will love you forever ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Lisa or weesee and JJ

Kiki, I want you to come home baby girl, it's been three days and I keep looking for you everywhere sweet girl. We have had you since you were six weeks old and you were 18 and almost four months when you passed. Kiki when we left for breakfast you were fine and normally I kiss you goodbye. I'm so sorry I didn't on Saturday because when we got home you weren't yourself. We found you collapsed on the floor with your legs in awkward positions. We rushed you to a vet and he said you were very ill. Given your age and the fact you couldn't walk we had to euthanize you. I'm so sorry Kiki, but we both held you and kissed you. We didn't want to put you through all those tests when you were already suffering. Kiki, we both love you so much and miss you more than you'll ever know! Don't forget us sweet love Kiki. ❤️❤️❤️❤️. We will always love you❤️❤️

Kiki, it's Wednesday and your sisters and brother miss you. Kiki they wonder what happened to you and so do I. Kiki, we couldn't save you and I'm beating myself up everyday wondering what I could do. Kiki, you were old and I think you were suffering so when you collapsed it seemed like the most humane thing to do. At least now you can run and play on The Rainbow Bridge. I swear I felt you when I was sobbig, so thank you. Please visit me again. Love you baby.

Today, I got your ashes and paw print! I lost it..it just seems so final and real. Kiki I really want you to be happy, free and well. I want you to run and chase butterflies and make new friends. You used to love going outside with me and I couldn't take you out recently because it's so cold here in Michigan. Kiki, today is the first time I'm going to cook again since you passed. It's hard because every night I'd say, "Kiki I'm making chicken or whatever it was...Kiki likes chicken." You understood me you really did and I always gave u a few little bites. If I forgot you'd run into the eating area and meow in that way you did and I'd stop eating and give you some. Kiki, I miss you so much it hurts more than I could have imagined. I love you baby.

Kiki, it's only 1:03 on January 15, the days go by so slowly. I had start taking anti anxiety pills for three days to get through this. I can only take three a day but they don't really help with the sadness. The other cats don't really understand where you are. I just want to know you're happy. Please give me a sign in my dreams. It would really help Kiki. My heart is broken.

Kiki, it's 145 on January 15, and your little box of ashes is tearing me apart. I really can't believe you're gone...tears are rolling down my face. I would do anything to get you back Kiki. I'll give you chicken! I'm not sure I'm eating tonight but you can have some. I know I sound crazy Kiki but my heart is crushed without you.

Kiki, I did cook tonight, but I'm not looking forward to you not coming in for chicken. I'm not even hungry Kiki and haven't eaten in days. Kiki, please come see me in my dreams...baby please.

Kiki, I did eat a little dinner for the first time since Saturday just in the hopes that I'd start to feel better. Now if I could just sleep more than five hours. You used to sleep with me and it's so hard to sleep without you. Kiki, I swear I did feel you once or twice and that was very comforting so that does help me sleep. Thanks baby girl.....but I hope you worry about yourself and not me! Fly Kiki fly!

Kiki, I slept pretty well last night for the first time since you passed but I think you were in your little kitty bed. Kiki, I'm still sleeping with your cat bed and it goes between JJ and me. We miss you so much Kiki.

Kiki, Thursday and it hasn't even been a week. I have your kitty bed next to me on the couch hoping you'll come visit me. I really need you to. Kiki, I have called the other cats Kiki so many times and they look at me like I'm crazy. I should be spending more time with them and I'm trying but I think they're grieving too. I was talking out loud to you and Snicky heard your name and ran in looking for you. It was sad

Kiki, Thursday and it's been the hardest day yet. I cannot stop crying and I keep looking at your little shrine and it makes me cry. I miss you so much.😓😰

Kiki, Thursday afternoon and both your sisters and brother have been sleeping all day as well as the last few days. They miss you Kiki. Oscar never slept all day. Everyone is so sad around here and we want you here so much.

Kiki, it's Friday and we order Mexican on Friday you always sit there and meow for little bites of steak and you love Friday night. Not sure I can do Mexican tonight. I miss you Kiki. It's been almost a week but it feels like an eternity.

Kiki, it's Saturday and it's been one week baby. I miss you and I love you. I want you to come back but I want you to stay in Heaven or on The Rainbow Bridge because I want you to be happy and I want you to be at peace. Kiki, your happiness means more to me and that's how much I love you. I will always love you and I'll never ever forget you.

Kiki, it's Sunday one week and one day and it honestly feels like ten years. The days are dragging by and there's nothing to look forward to. Coming home is so hard because you're not here but I want you to be happy wherever you are Kiki and I'm glad you're not in pain. I miss you Kiki.

Kiki, it's Tuesday and if I don't write everyday it doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you all the time. My heart is broken without you Kiki but I want you to be happy and healthy in Heaven and know I WILL see you there again one day and when we meet again it will be forever Kiki! ❤️

Kiki, I'm writing to you now on the computer where it's private but I still love and miss you baby.

Kiki, you have so many friends! SO many people who don't know you have signed your guestbook! I'm so grateful and I miss you so much Kiki. We love you baby girl! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Forever and ever

Kiki, these last few weeks seem like months. I miss you sooooo much sweet baby girl. I just want to pet, hug, kiss, hold and be with you again. I love you Kiki girl.