It is March 9th 2014 and it has been 6 Months and 4 days since you have left us , Lilly Bienchen , and not a day has gone by where I haven't thoughtabout you ....you are always on my mind and there are still times where I have to let my sadness out and just cry, trying to ease the pain ="(
I miss you so much and keep hearing your funny little squawk everywhere ...
Last week Monday we saw 4 Rainbows and I believe it was you showing us that you are well and happy =) It sure made my day and Becky's too =)
Mitzie has been doing good , although I know she misses her little Sister alot =")
I love you little girl , and I can't wait to see you again soon <3
With all my Love , your Mommy <3

Dearest Lilly-Bienchen ,

Today is the one year Anniversary of your crossing over the Rainbow Bridge ... it has not gotten any easier , I have to tell you that , my little Lilly Girl , I miss you every single day ="(
I miss you so much and hear your sweet little voice everywhere! Especially in certain situations , lol , for example when I eat your favorite Greek Yoghurt , you would come running and loudly give your funny little squeek , and if I wasn't fast enough , you would get loud and pull my arm towards you so you would get your spoonfull of Yoghurt at least , haha =) Oh I miss that so much !
As well as the Japanese Rice Crackers you always went crazy about =") Just opening that bag made you come running from the farthest place in the house =) You sure had radar ears =)
My sweet Lilly Girl , we did lose the house in the Mountains this past February =( your Sis Mitzie and Becky and I had to move temporary to SSF , but it was not a good decision so we moved now for a while to a place in Campbell Ca
Things are still not perfect but at least we have a roof over our heads for now ...not easy being semi homeless =( Never thought I would ever be in this situation =(
Mitzie has done well considering two really stressfull moves in such a short time !
But it hasn't been easy for her either ="( It has been quite an adjustment from a large home to a small 2 bedroom apartment to now a small room ="/
You are with us always , not a moment in a day where we don't think about you sweet little girl =")
I hope you are doing well and have tons of fun over the rainbow bridge with all your friends =)?

Becky is doing well in school and Mitzie is a good little kittygirl too =) She is very well behaved when she is by herself the whole day when Becky is at school and I am at work =)
I am sure Mitzie misses you too and remembers you often <3
Today on your First year Anniversary I am lighting a candle for you and we will celebrate the most special and precious little Girl we know and love so dearly =) , our "Lilly-Bienchen " <3
Think of us and give us a sign some times =) we will cherish you forever and ever <3
Loving you until the end of time , missing you endlessly , my darling little Lilly-Bienchen , I will report again soon how things are here with us <3
Until we meet again I remain here with my Heart filled of Love for you little Girl ,
Always and forever , your Mommy Aniya , fursister Mitzie , sister Becky, sister Suzie and brother David and all the Family Members who love you <3

3/25/2016

Dear little Lilly ,
I haven'the written in quite a long time and feel horrible about that ='(
So much has happened , but you are always in my Heart and mind , every single day ! I miss you terribly my little girl , and Becky ,David and Suze miss you too ! Mitzie has been ill for the past month , we are fearing the worst ! Her Liver is enlarged and right now at this moment she is at the Vet to have an Ultrasound done to give us the results and we are praying g it is not a tumor ="(
Mitzie turned 14 on Valentine's Day , we had a little party for her here and you were with us every second =)
How has Life been for you there over the Rainbow Bridge ? Are you healthy and happy ? Did you make new friends ? I can not wait for that day where we finally see each other again and you can tell me everything =)
I have been busy at work and Becky is in College now , can you believe it !?
Suzie is in South Carolina and has a beautiful new house there , and David lives close by in San Francisco and visits us often =)
I found some amazing old videos and photos of you and all the other siblings you had and it is not easy to watch them , I miss you just so much ="(
It is Eastern this weekend and another years has flown by but it has not gotten any easier without you , my darling Lilly girl !
Mitzie has all of your toys still here with her and plays with them sometimes , but now that she hasn'the been well she sleeps a lot =(
We will find out tonight just what is causing her Liver to be enlarged and I am hoping she will be Ok..
As soon as I know I will let you know , I promise !
I do hope you are doing well and you are without pains! I love you so very much my sweet girl , think about you every day !
Please take care of yourself and give us a sign some times , whenever you can ♥♥♥
Til I get back with news about Mitzie I will now send you endless kisses and cuddles , always and forever , your Mommy ♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡

May 19th 2016

My darling Lilly Bienchen ,

Time flies and I can not believe it is almost June !! Becky is doing great in college and even found a wonderful boyfriend =) You would LOVE HIM ! He is the nicest young man ever and I am so happy for Becky =)
We all are doing so far so good , but your fursister Mitzie has been giving us grief =(
She has been sickly for a few months now and we have her in and out of the Veterinary Hospital constantly ! Her Liver has been acting up and she had to undergo so many blood tests poor girl =(
Also we noticed that her voice has been poorly and she can sometimes barely vocalize ! Now the Vet is worried there is more going on in her than we anticipated and we will do another Bloodtest next week to see how her Blood panel is in general ! We will though focus to see if there is any cancer growing in her ! If she is stable enough they might anesthetized her and scope her throat for tumors ! I know you miss Mitzie alot and you would love to have her come and play with you , Baby girl , but I think especially Becky is not quite ready yet to let Mitz go , please don'the be sad , I know she will be with you and you both will have a great reunion =)
But Becky has been so effected especially when you left us and she needs Mitzie for a little wile longer =)
I miss you so much and there is not a day or night where I haven't thought about you sweet Lilly Girl ! We always think about how funny you were especially when we saw you in the bathtub looking for "Itsybitsies" ! Lol
Your cute little squawk is what I miss the most and you cuddling with me =)
I miss you like there is no tomorrow ='(
I hope you are well and I hope you have a wonderful
Time there with all your friends =) I believe that Calvin and Jadey and Mousie and Casper and the Bunnies are with you too =)? Give them all my Love , I am always thinking about you all ♡♥♡♥
I will let you know how things are with Mitzie next week , she is actually crying for food now , lol, that is a good thing since she has a hard time eating g lately and lost a bunch of weight ='(
Are you getting good food where you are =)? I bet it is very delicious =)
I can'tell wait to be with you again soon , I miss you so very much and I know the day when we all get reunited will come ♡♥♡♥♡
Please give us a sign sometimes when you can =) we feel that you are near whenever we see a rainbow =)
Please take care Sweetie pie and I will write soon when zip know more about your Sis Mitzie =)♡♥♡♥ Bit don'the worry too much , she will be Ok and we all will make sure she is fighting through this =)
I love you endlessly my little Girl ,
All my Love forever and ever
Your Mommy and Becky and Mitz and Daddy Sammy and David too=) ♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡

June 31 2016
Dear little Lilly ,
I can't believe it is going to be July tomorrow , goodness where is the time flying to ???
I noticed I made a few strange typos on my last posting and I am sorry , I am not used to type on this Samsung pad and if I don't pay attention to what I type , it will write weird stuff, haha
I hope you are doing well my little girl ? Becky and I went through some pictures I have of you stored on this Pad and we miss you terribly ="(
I have especially my rough days ..then I shed a few tears and have to recollect my wit in order to keep going !
Mitzie seems a lot more stable these days and I hope that she continues to do well =)
She gained even a little weight and I am so happy that she is interested in food and play =)
How are things for you ? Have you made lots of new friends ? I am sure you are able to show alot of new angels their new place at the rainbow bridge =)
I love you and miss you terribly and will never forget the day I got the call that you were available to be adopted , I was so excited I couldn't have driven fast enough to get you =)
Sad news though ,my Lilly girl =( I found out that your Foster Mommy Joyce Baker had passed away on May 9th this year="( She died of complications of Alzheimer and her husband Tom Baker was so sweet on the phone and remembered us all so very well
I was so upset about her death that I cried and had to pull my car to the shoulder as I was driving with Becky to Los Gatos ="(
As you might remember ..Joyce and Tom also rescued and fostered Mitzie until I was able to get her =) You two were so cute and you two headed right off together , you taking the role of a surrogate Mother for rambunctious little 4 week old little Mitz ,lol
I promised I will stay in touch with poor Tom ...they were married for 62 years =') that is amazing
Sweet girl , I hope I will see you again real soon , miss you tons !!
Please be safe , I will write again soon ♡♥♡♥
Til next time , love you endlessly my darling Lilly Bienchen , always , your Mommy Anya and sister Becky and Mitzie and everybody who remembers you ♡♥♡♥♡♥♡

Wednesday, June 6th 2018

My little Lilly girl,

I have really neglected you here for the longest time , I am so sorry 😞but believe me ,there is not one day in my life where I have not thought about you .
You are forever in my heart , forever and always ,even past the time when I should not be on this earth anymore .
Your sissy Mitz sure has kept us busy , she is doing well , despite getting older and less active , at 16 she is in fairly good health .
We miss you , ever so much , and I hope you are doing well .. I can imagine the Rainbow Bridge is a magical place and it must be wonderful having so many friends around you 🙂❤️
I know you left us quite a few signs here whenever we had a rainstorm , you appeared in form of a Rainbow so often,it sure made me and Becky very happy ❤️😊
I found some old videos and photos of youfrom when we all lived together in the Mountains , sigh* , such wonderful memories 😘💗❤️
Sissy Becky is doing amazing in College and she will graduate next summer . She also works as yard duty in an Elementary school in Saratoga and loves it 😊👍❤️She is amazing.
Mitzie sends her love and snuggles to you , I know she misses you too , she playsoften with your toys that we have still here , they must smell like you still ,and Mitz loves to play with them and rubs her little nose on them , surely feeling your presence .
You are so missed and so loved ,I hope you feel that❤️
Not a day goes by where I have not thought about you.. I especially hear your squawks often when I think about you😊❤️You are my precious little baby girl and You will be in my heart forever.
I will come and visit more often , I promise .
Now in the summer time I will have more timeto sit down and write to you 💗
Everyone sends their love and snuggles to you sweet girl😘
I love you so endlessly my little Lilly-Bienchen ,you are my sunshine ,always .
Tons of Love and Smooches to you my little girl , with endless Love ,your Mommy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tuesday , September 4th 2018

My sweet little Lillygirl❤️
Tomorrow will be 5 long years since you left to walk aceoss the Rainbow Bridge , and the pain of not having you around is still as fresh as the day you left 😢😞💔
I can't even begin to tell you just how much we miss you , it is so had to not be able to see you , cuddle you and play with you 😞
I hope you are doing well ? How have things been for you ? Did you make a lot of new friends ?
I am sure you are hanging out with Casper , Jadey, Mousie and Calvin , maybe the Bunnies Mopsy and Flopsy too..?
I can't wait for the day where I can finally see you again , I am so looking forward to hear all the stories you will have to tell 😘😊❤️
Everyone here is doing good , David got a great job now , Becky is progressing in college amd work too , Suzie and Rob are finally getting married in December and I got finally promoted to Manager 🙂I am so happy .
You are on my mind and in my heart 24/7/365, every day I think about you sweet girl , hoping my little Babygirl is doing well ❤️
I will sent a 5yr Anniversary on Facebook about you tomorrow on the actual day 😞it is really difficult to keep my composure ... I do cry ever so often , need to let these sad emotions out once in a while , otherwise they will take over and eat me up 😞😢💔
I am sending you sweet snuggles and kisses , Mitzie sends her Love and purrs and headbonks to you too , we all love you so endlessly ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Stay well and happy my little babygirl , give us a sign sometimes ❤️❤️❤️❤️😊 All my endless Love ,

Mommy ❤️😘🙏❤️

September 5, 2018

5 years ago exactly today was the day the Rainbow Bridge called for you 😞😢💔
I figured that Casper, Mousie and Calvin and Jadey just were missing you too much and it was time they were reunited with you sweet girl 😢
It was so difficult for us , but we understood .
I know we will be together again soon, and then nothing can tear us apart ever again .
Loving you with all my Heart ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Embracing my little girl , always ,
Mommy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

September 30 th, 2020

My dear little Lilly ,

I am so sorry for not having been more consistent in writing, I love you so very much and miss you more than anything , I hope you know that babygirl 😞❤️
I hope you are doing well and you are happy where you are . Well, you got a surprise last Friday , your Sister Mitzie finally was ready to join you and Calvin, Mousie , Jadey and Peggy and the Bunnies at the Rainbow Bridge , I know you all greeted her so happily and showed her around ? Was she happy to see you ? Did she give you all the Love from Mom and Dad and Sis and brother here on earth ?
Was she scared ? Oh we miss her and you and everyone there at the beautiful Rainbow Bridge 😞💔😢It is so lonely without you all .
I can not wait to be reunited with you and your siblings , and I can't wait to see where you all are and what the Rainbow Bridge is like ☺️🙏❤️
So much has happened in the past year, and I am sure you heard about all the sad things that happened here on earth , the horrible Covid Virus , so many people and animals have lost their lives , so many jobs have been lost , then all the fires here that killed so many people and animals , I lost my job because my company closed its doors for ever now , it has been so hard .
But your sister Becky and Brother David are doing good , Daddy Sammy is doing well too and I got a new job that I start on October 5th , next week , only 20 Minutes away from home .
That was this past Thursday . And that following Friday we had to say goodbye to Mitzie , she was ready to take the Journey to be with you and everyone over the Rainbow Bridge 😢😞It was so hard to see her leave but at the same time I knew that you missed her for such a long time and she needed and wanted to be with you , and we arw so grateful that you let us have her for that time until now to spend time with us . I am so happy you can be with her again , she was definitely excited to see you .
We love you all so very much , and you pop into my head so often , there are so many moments where something reminds me of you ,and I have you always in my heart . I love you and miss you , Lilly Bienchen , please give my Love to Mitzie and Calvin ,Mousie and Jadey and Peggy and the Bunnies too , tell them all how much we miss and love them ❤️❤️❤️❤️Please be safe and let me know how you and Mitzie are , please give us a sign sometimes , my sweet little girl , I just miss you so terribly 😞😢❤️Until then I send you and Mitz and everyone my endless Kisses and snuggles , I live you all so very very much , and thank you for being Mitzie's Guide ,🙏❤️🐾🌈 I'll always think about you ❤️With endless Love , your Mommy 💋❤️

November 7th, 2020

My sweet little Lilly ,
I hope you have been well , and how are Mitzie and everyone else ?
We have been ok , just hanging in there .. I guess work keeps one occupied and busy , but when we get home , the loneliness and quiet apartment greets us sadly , we miss you and Mitzie so much 😞😢
It had been 8 yrs since you left us and Mitzie left us almost a month and.one week ago 😢time flies so fast and I can't find peace 😞 I miss my little girls so much , it hurts so much and I still cry a lot .
Daddy and Sissy Becky misses you so very much too and Mitz , you two were our little Sunshines ❤️
Fall is becoming winter soon , the days grow shorter and the nights seem so much longer and it is getting colder too 😞I want to tell you that I have a new job coming up , I am excited, I will work only 10 or 15 Minutes away from home , in the Mall , in a nice Jewelry store , I am so excited . It is so bittersweet however , not having you and Mitz around and celebrate 😕
I miss snuggling with you two , and I miss your little funny squawk especially when I eat yogurt or whipped cream or your favorite japanese Rice Crackers , do you remember them ? 😊
You would hear the bag crinkle at the end of the house when I was in the kitchen 😂😂you ran upstairs and squawked loud and put your little paw on my arm so you would make sure to get some crackers 😊
I love you so very much my little Lilly girl, I miss you more words can say .
Oh before I forget , we habe a new President now , finally 😊👏🇺🇸❤️Joe Biden won the Election today and now we all hope for a better life , a better America ☺️🙏🤞🤞
How had it been for you at the Rainbow Bridge ? I am so curious what you are doing there ,are you happy little Lilly? I am thinking about you and Mitzie and all your siblings , missing the time when we were all in the big mountain house together , what a wonderful time that was ☺️😘
Becky is sending her Love and so does Daddy Sammy 🥰❤️❤️❤️we all can't wait to hear from you sometimes , we miss you so much that words can't express . I dream about you sometimes , do you feel that ? I think that is your way of communicating with me ?
What would I give to be able to take you in my arms and snuggle and hug and smooch you my little girl 😕
But I know I have to be patient .
Please let me know how you are , let me know if you need anything , I will always be here waiting for you patiently until the time comes for me to meet you at the bridge 😘🙏❤️
Please give my Love to everyone , and especially to Mitz, tell her how much we love and miss her❤️❤️❤️❤️
I have brought you some little gifts and goodies here and leave them with you 😘❤️I can't wait to hear from you ❤️❤️❤️❤️I will write again in a few days ❤️😘❤️
With all my endless Love to you my darling Lilly ,

Your Mommy❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏

Monday, March 22 2021

My little Love bug ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I always feel so guilty not having written for a longer period of time 😞 But there is not a moment in a day where I don't think about you , my little girl ❤️❤️❤️❤️
It has been some crazy weeks , the boys ate doing very well and you won't believe just how much they remind us of you and Mitz😄 When it comes to whipped cream or any type of food , Beans and Grumps are sure to check it out and try it ! Lol.
Grumps is more in to food we all eat , Beans is more picky 😁 But like with you and Mitz we are careful what we feed them . After all they are still babies ☺️
How are you my darling little girl ? It was so good to see a sign from you and Mitzie and the Gang the other day , we saw your rainbow just brief and faint but we felt you all through the core and it made us feel so happy and content ❤️What are your days like ? Are you all playing together ? I also wonder how the food is there , I bet you all are spoiled 😻☺️Well you deserve to be spoiled after all those amazing wonderful years we had with you and all your siblings ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Your big sister Suzie came to visit on the 12th of this Month and we had such a wonderful time with her and Becky and David , this time it was really a wonderful visit ❤️I wish she could stay longer ☺️But she said she will be back later this summer 🙏❤️
I showed her the videos of you and Mitzie when you girls were babies omg I found them a couple of weeks ago and they are ever so priceless ❤️❤️❤️❤️I would like to try to upload them here but am not sure if it lets me but at least I will try ❤️😻You will love the videos , they are so adorable and so funny too ☺️❤️❤️❤️❤️😻😻Hard to believe how small you and Mitzie were , and you will see Calvin and Mousie and Jadey and even Momma Cat and her babies , do you remember them ?
Those were crazy but also wonderful times ☺️❤️😻I miss those times with you all 🙂
The weather has been sadly not the best while Suzie was here , it was mostly really cold and windy but is suppose to get warmer and sunnier next week 🙂❤️
I mis you terribly my little baby girl 😞 I think about you so much and think if you had met these two boys you would live them 😊they are so cute and like I mentioned earlier they are so much like you and Mitzie , I think You and Mitzie might have picked them for us ... 😉😄.. I bet you both did 🥰❤️😻😽We are very happy with both and I tell them about you and Mitzie and all their siblings from years past , and they are very interested and excited hearing the stories about you all ❤️😻❤️
Well, Suzie is only here today and tomorrow and flies back home on Wednesday 😞 but we will enjoy these two last days with her , probably going to Santa Cruz or Monterey ☺️
I am still unemployed , so is Becky ☹️ It is not easy to find a decent job with decent pay and I hope that down the line we will find something good, even if it was only part time . The only good thing about this unemployed phase is that I got a lot of rest after working almost 17 yrs nonstop , my Lupus has progressed only in a sense that it effects inner organs more now 😔 but I am keeping up with the Meds and I think I got it pretty well under control .
Sweet little girl I hope you will remain well and happy and please give us a sign whenever you can , it helps so much with the pain I feel missing you and Mitzie so much 😞
I am going to drop off some goodies here for you and also for Mitzie when we come back later this afternoon ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I live you so very much and miss you like there is no tomorrow 😔❤️❤️❤️❤️ Please be safe and give my Love to everyone , and omg I forgot to tell you, Oma and Opa Hutzie's little boy Matzi was sent across the rainbow bridge Sarurday ☹️ did you meet him yet ? I think you did .. how is he ? I bet you help him get comfortable and feel happy there with you all , I will tell Ima and Opa that he is with you and that they don't need to worry 😻❤️🥰😘😽❤️ He is such a lovely little boy , and so handsome ❤️ Thank you for taking him under your wings ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I bet he will enjoy playing with you and Mitz and all there across the Rainbow Bridge ☺️❤️ Take good care you all, give him my Love too please 🙏❤️😻😽❤️
I will be back here this afternoon and bring some goodies for you and everyone ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Until then I will send you here thousands of Kisses and cuddles , Love you so very very much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
forever and ever ,
Your Mommy ❤️😻😽❤️🥰🙏❤️

July 13, 2021

My Dear Lilly ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I hope you are doing well and you are healthy and happy there ? So much time has again passed and I think about you every single day . I think of you 24/7/365, so many situations remind me of you and there are things we have such as the laptop of Becky where you just loved to sot on because it was warm 😊 Every time she uses it we think about you ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I can not put in words just how much I miss you , and Mitzie too 😔 I hear and see you so many times , I can definitely feel your presence , and it makes me so happy 🥰❤️
We have the coldest "summer" so far .. unbelievable ! We have to heat still , most of the days .
I bet the weather is beautiful all the time over the Rainbow Bridge 😊❤️🙏
How are you feeling ? Have you gotten rid of the bad cancer that took you from us ? It is something I just will always remember 😢😔 It broke my heart . But I have heard all you special Angels are healthy ,whole , nobody is suffering anymore and that is so wonderful ❤️🥰❤️ 🙏
Becky and I are at the moment without work , this Pandemic has done great damage to all people on this planet . We are just slowly recovering but I believe it will never be the same ever again😞 But we survived this Virus and we will continue to thrive and get things rolling again .
You need to meet Grumps and Beans ! I guess you probably already met them even before we did , I know you and Mitzie found them for us 😽😻❤️ They are just amazing ! They both have things from you and Mitzie too ,in their behavior we can see you and Mitzie and it is too cute 😻😽🙏❤️AI want to thank you too for picking these two wonderful boys and trust us with them . We take care of them and love them just exactly like we took care and loved you and Mitz❤️😽😻 we are forever grateful that you and Mitzie let us love and cherish these two little Munchkins , we love you so very much ❤️❤️❤️🙏🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘😘
I miss hearing your little purrs and your squeaking when you snuggled with me , I just have some days where I have a hard time dealing with not being able to see you every day 😞 But I know you are present , your presence is what I feel so many many times and that gives me inner peace knowing you are watching over me and everyone ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰
I watch for the next rainbow again , I know that you and Mitzie are giving us signs ever so often 🥰❤️🙏 I am sending you my deepest Love , my hugs and snuggles and want you to know that I love you more than you can ever imagine ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Daddy and Becky are sending their Love as well, we always have you in our minds and thoughts and hearts , forever and ever . And I am counting the time until I will be reunited with you and Mitz and everyone again and we all will live together over the Rainbow Bridge , never being apart ever again ❤️❤️❤️❤️All my endless Love to you my sweet Lilly girl , Mommy loves you immensely. Live also from Dad and Becky , I will be back here again reporting more about us ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏😘😘😘😘

Monday, April 11 2022
Happy Birthday my beautiful girl , I hope you have a wonderful Birthday with all your friends and Mitzie , Calvin, Jadey and Mousie too😊❤️😻🪅🎉🎁🎈🪅🎂🍭🍰❤️
How have you been my little girl ? Are you doing well ? Are you happy where you are ? I know you have your Sisters and brothers with you and all your many friends , I bet that helps a lot to get used to live at the Rainbow Bridge ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am thinking about you all the time , not a day hoes by where I NOT think about you , you are always in my thoughts and heart ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Suzie was here for 12 days with her new boyfriend and we had a wonderful time together and watched old video clips of you and Mitzie when you two were little baby kittens , so cute ❤️❤️😻I am so happy I have those videos , they are priceless and I watch them often especially when I feel sad and miss you so much ❤️❤️❤️
What did you do today on your birthday ? Did you get something good and special to eat ? Did you all celebrate? I sure wish we could be there with you , that would be so wonderful 😊❤️
When time comes for us to be reunited again I can hardly wait to hear all the stories about your life at the rainbow bridge , I am so looking forward to see you and your siblings again ❤️😻❤️I know we have to be very patient still , I promise I will be good .
I have brought you some goodies to eat and toys to play with , some beautiful flowers and some surprise presents as well , they all come from me , Becky, Dad, David and Suzie too.
I hope you like everything ❤️😊😘
If there is anything you can think of that you need or want , please let me know and I will get whatever you desire and bring it to you ❤️😘
I haven't seen you in such a long time , maybe you and Mitzie , Calvin, Mousie and Jadey can stop by sometimes and say Hello, that would be wonderful . I miss you all so very much ❤️❤️❤️❤️😘
Please give Mitz and the others my Love and tell them I can't wait to see them and you again very soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
My little Lilly , I always feel you near me , hear your purring and feel your soft fur , see your beautiful green eyes looking at me❤️I miss kissing your little face , what would I give to have you in my arms again 😞 Soon . I know I have no choice but to wait 🙏❤️
I love you immensely and you are in my heart and mind always ❤️
Enjoy your beautiful Birthday and give everyone my Love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am hoping to see you very soon ,
Until then please be safe always and know that your Mum loves you more than life itself ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️All my endless Love to you , now and forever ❤️❤️Your Mum ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tuesday Sept.5 2023

My little baby girl 💖😔💖Today marks the 10th year anniversary since you left for the Rainbow Bridge and it still hurts like the day you left 😢💔😔 I miss you terribly and there has not a day gone by that I haven't thought about you 💖I hope you are doing well and Mitzie and Calvin and Jadey and Mousie and Casper are doing well too 💖💖💖💖I so wish I could be there with you all , I can't wait for that day to come where I will see you and your siblings all again and we never have to be apart ever again💖💖💖💖
I want you to know that I am always thinking about you and talk about you often , so many good memories 💖😻💖
Your sister Becky is also always thinking about you and we both love you and everyone so very much 💖💖💖💖💖💖I am sending you special kisses and snuggles and hope that you will maybe show a sign that you got my Love , maybe soon ?
Mummy loves you so endlessly 💖please tell Mitzie and everyone that I think about them and that I love you all so very much 💖💖💖💖💖
With all my Love
always , your Mum 💖💖💖🦋❤️💖☀️🌴🐛💖

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