For 12 years , you were my Entire World, my motivation , my joy, you made my heart sing every day!

We had a perfect routine from morning , giving you your peanuts butter , treat with your vitamins , our afternoon , deck time , our exercise time on our yoga Days, till my very fav time of day.
Dinner time. We are together , you waiting for me to start my meal , waiting and sometimes barking !, anxious for yours to cool!
Such a good girl ! Always Clean plates !
Then my very very fav time of night, I would get you settled after you had a full belly , for our TV Time! You settled under clean sheets on couch , for your 2 hour post dinner nap !
Snoring like only a Shih tzu can. .. I never took 7pm for granted.
Then bedtime , when it would turn close to midnight , you would look at the remote! Willing me to turn off the set!
Time for cosy bedtime with bedtime treats waiting for you !
You Would run in with your little head held high. Waiting for me to pick you up! You so enjoyed your bedtime snack and water ,
Then time for snoring after a perfect day!

Now you are suddenly gone !!
You suddenly developed diabetes, we caught it so fast , treated it even faster ! What was suppose to be a hospital stay in an attempt to get you better , and eating again , turned out to be the last time I would see you !! You were stable one minute , settling in to start your treatment , then within hours , you just were gone !!!
My heart is beyond repair , today and forever !
Where are you !!? I hope my Penny is with you !
You were given to me to help me honor Penny's memory ,
You did that with all your little heart too!
A more perfect puppy , you could never find. My little baby bear !
Please Please Madison Send me a sigh you are ok!

My life is now as empty as my home.
No little face to greet me, lay on my lap, worry when I sneeze , lick my tears , as you did so when you were a puppy!

It broke my heart to lose you. , but, you did not go alone , part of me went with you, the day God took you back home.

I still can't believe you are gone !!!
Please God let this be a dream !!! Please !

Please also visit Penny.