Your Mommy Anya , Sis Becky, Daddy Sammy an Brother David ❤️❤️❤️❤️

October 6th, 2020

Good Morning my little Munchkin ,
I hope you are doing well .. Are you happy there ? Have made some new friends ? And how are all your brothers and sisters?
I can't even begin to tell you just how much we all miss you😢 Tears are flowing every day , I just have such a hard time
Not being able to have you in my arms 😢
But I promise I will try to get stronger . I want to tell you that I have started my new job at Crate &Barrel in Palo Alto, it is very exciting and I am grateful and happy that they wanted me on their team☺️I like it so far very much ☺️🙏
How is the food , are you all getting some good food every day ? I know how much you and Lilly love Salmon and cheese, and whipped cream 🙂Every Morning when I drink my Mocha with Mountains of whipped cream I think about you how you loved to lick the whipped cream and you always had a little mustache after that 😀 Oh I miss your sweet little face 😭
I hope I will see or feel a sign from you my little Sweetheart❤️
Sissy Becky is sending all her Love to you too and Daddy as well, they both miss you tremendously ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I have to get ready for work , but will be back here for more tomorrow, it is my day off tomorrow and Thursday too , so I will write you more what we have been up to☺️🙏❤️😘Until then please give my Love to everyone ❤️❤️❤️I love you more than words can express , sending tons of smooches and cuddles to you my darling little Mitzmooh❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋😘😘😘 With all my eternal Love , you Mommy 😘😘❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋

Thursday,October. 8 , 2020

My sweet little babygirl ,
I hope you are doing good, have you settled in and are you happy there ?
How is everyone ? I bet you all have a lot of fun and tell a lot of stories from all those years you haven't seen one another .
I had my second day at the new job and it is pretty tough to learn so much new stuff , but everybody is so nice and I just have to take it one day at a time to get used to everything that is going on there .
It is definitely getting colder outside , it feels like fall .
I wonder what weather you all have over the Rainbow Bridge , it must be beautiful , with lots of sunshine and rainbows ☺️❤️
It is suppose to rain over the weekend , I know we need it .
I miss you , my little Munchkin , I feel your presence everywhere, I find little reminders of you just about everywhere , and I hear you , smell you ,it had been so hard not having you here . I would give the world for having you to hold and to cuddle one more time 😢
You are always in my mind, 24/7 . My heart has cracked in thousand pieces the day you left , but I promise you that I will try my very best to keep going and can't wait for that day to come where I will hold you in my arms again .😞❤️🙏Becky misses you so much too and Daddy is devastated . But I know we will all meet again real soon .
I hope you will have tons of fun and one day we will all join you , I can't wait ☺️❤️😘💋🙏
I am sending you my endless Love and cuddles , please let us know that you are doing good , please give my Love to everyone , tell them Mommy loves them and misses them all so much 😘 I will keep you posted and will write again soon . I live you more than my life , you are and always will be my Everything ❤️😘💋❤️😘Always , your Mommy ❤️❤️❤️

Tuesday, October 20th , 2020

My little darling Mitzie ,
It is so hard to believe that you have been over the Rainbow Bridge now for almost a Month 😢😞Time flies so fast and I still can''t come to terms with you not being here with us at home anymore 😞 You are missed so much , I miss your sweet little squeak in the morning when you woke me up for breakfast or when we would come home from work and you saw and greeted us so adorably .
I miss your purrs, your soft fur , I miss kissing your little head and nose and your so precious tumbkins ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Are you and Lilly and everyone having a good time ? I am so curious how it is over the Rainbow Bridge , I can hardly wait to come and see you all , and hold you in my arms again. The nights are the longest and hardest . I miss touching your fur , holding your little "hands"before falling asleep .
And especially hearing you and watching you drinking from your favorite little flower fountain , you adored that fountain so much .
I save it and when my time arrives and I get to come and stay with you , I will bring it with me ☺️😘❤️
I have been working at a new job , closer to home , but I somehow can't get used to that place and decided I would work part time for a while and see if I can find something else . Losing my litte baby girl and losing my previous job when the company went bankrupt was a very tough time , I haven't been able to come to terms with any of this . I cry a lot , your Dad does too 😢💔
He misses his little Gremlin more than anything and I know he will be so happy to see you again some day .
Becky is doing so so , she misses you so much especially since you always slept with her in her bed and snuggled . She is so heartbroken not having her little fur sister around anymore 😞
But I know you will be with us forever , I can sense you being around and feel you at times 🙂😘 I love you my little Baby Mitz, and I think about you ever day and night ❤️Please give everyone a big smooch from all of us, we love you more than words can say , and all your fur siblings too ❤️❤️❤️
Please be safe always , and keep us posted how you are doing 😘 I will be here again and tell you all about what is going on here ☺️❤️😘 With all of my endless Love to you my darling little Mitzie girl , your Mommy ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Saturday, November 7th 2020

Dear little Mitzie,
I hope you are well and happy ?
It has been already 1 Month and one week since your left for the Rainbow Bridge , I still can't really come to grips with not having you with us 😞😢it has been extremely difficult 😞
I hope you are doing good , how have you been , are you having a good time ?
It must be exciting to have everyone around you again , I know all your siblings and friends have missed you so much ❤️
We miss you too , and all our little fur babies that are there with you and Lilly too .
I so wish they had visiting hours there at the Rainbow Bridge , that would be heavenly , well , who knows , maybe they will some day ☺️
I wrote Lilly just a few minutes ago , I have told her about my new job, I am so excited , I will be working so close to home , I am so happy.
What have you been up to ? I bet you made many new friends there , maybe you even met my dog Teddy ? I am sure you have , I had him from when I was 6 yrs old , he was my first pet ever, I loved him so much too, and when he left for the Rainbow Bridge in 1986, I cried so much , it was so hard to see hime leave 😞But he still sends me signs , til this day . Please give him my Love too, I bet you all get along well, he always loved cats and other dogs too ☺️
It has been so cold and we can feel the autumn air in the evening and early in the morning .
At night Becky and I are using our heating blankets , it is really nippy . Becky misses you warming her up and sleeping with her in her bed , and I miss you when I wake up in the mornings. And see you at Becky's end of the bed , when you stretched out and I could touch your paws 😌😘❤️I so wish I could hold you one more time , I miss you immensely 😞 This will be a tough Thanksgiving and especially. Christmas , this will be our first Holidays without you 😢😕😢 I know you will be there with us in your own way , but I sure miss seeing you under the tree and sniff the branches and admire the ornaments 🙂
This will be the first year where we have a fake tree . I never really liked fake trees but I got this one when we closed Pier1, it was such a good price so I got it , lol.
All the ornaments you remember will be on it again .
Maybe you can stop by and see it when I have it all decorated and the lights on ? 🙂❤️
There is not a moment in a day where I don't think about you my sweet little girl , I still feel so much pain and sorrow , being without you here is not easy .
But it helps knowing you are in a good place and you are well taken care of .
I know we will see one another again real soon ❤️☺️🙏🥰❤️ I will leave you a few gifts and other goodies here , I hope you enjoy them ❤️
I will be back here in a few days on my day off , please let me know if you need anything , and give me as ign sometimes so I know you are ok 🙏❤️😘 I love you with all of my heart and miss you like there is not tomorrow ❤️
Until then please be well , with all of my endless Love ,
You Mommy ❤️😘🥰

Monday , November 30th 2020

My sweet little Mitzmooh ❤️❤️
It is so difficult to comprehend that you have been at the Rainbow Bridge now already for 2 Months and 5 days 😞💔
There is not one day that I don't think about you and I miss you like there is no tomorrow 💔😞😢
I have been working at my new job that is very close to home and it has been ok , I am just grateful I ha e a job right now 🙏
Becky is missing you so much , she misses you being next to her in her bed at night and cuddling with her 😞And Daddy really misses you too , he reads the letter you wrote us and he cried so much , so did we 😢😞💔Thank you so much for your lovely letter, it made is all see how happy and healthy and busy you are now over the Rainbow Bridge 🙏❤️ I hope you have it cozy and warm there , how is everyone ? I am sure you all play a lot together and have yummi meals together ☺️❤️
Do you have a Christmas tree there too ? We haven't put ours up yet but will do it in the next few days .
I have so little energy lately , I don't know what is going on but since you've been gone I feel like nothing in this world can make me happy again 😞
I am dreading Christmas without you 😢, I know how much you always loved the fresh tree , you loved sitting underneath and smell the fresh pine branches 🥲
This year we will have an artificial tree , the fresh ones are so expensive , but if you were here we would habe gotten a real one again , just for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I hope and pray that the new year will be a better year for all ,This Pandemic has destroyed a lot of families 😞🙏
My babygirl , I am thinking about you every moment of every day , you are always in my mind 🙂🥰❤️
I hope we will see you again soon , maybe you can send me a sign , that would make me so happy ❤️❤️❤️🙏🥰
You are my sunshine and my everything , I can't wait for the day to get reunited with you and Lilly Bienchen and everyone again 🥰🙏 That will be the best present ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Please take care of yourself and please give my Love to all ❤️ Becky and Daddy send their Love as well , they can't wait to see you again one day , just like me 🥰❤️🙏
I will check back here at the end of this week , please swnd me a sign if you can , I love you more than my life ❤️❤️❤️❤️ With my endless Love to you ,
Always , Mommy ❤️🥰😘🙏🐾🌈

Dear Darling Mitzie ❤️

I hope that you and everyone had a very special and joyful Christmas 🙏❤️☺️
We were spending it peacefully and cozily at home , Becky and I scrubbed and cleaned the apartment over 5 days , inside out! You would not believe how clean it is now , it looks like a totally different place now ! And when we received the notification through you that there are 2 little 4 Months old. Polydactyl boys to be adopted out to a forever loving home we knew it was you who picked these two for us 🥰😻❤️Oh , Mitz , we can't thank you enough for these adorable little baby boys ☺️❤️🙏We knew it. Instantly . It was you who brought these boys in to our lives. They are precious and so cute , and both have the Mittens just like you , Grumps has quite a but of your character , lol, he loves to eat and he lis very interested in people food , lol, naughty boy 😻😹❤️😃
Beans has double thumbkins like you and although he is the shyest , he likes to cuddle and to play .
And both were found feral , just like you were , except you were way younger than they were when you were found .
There is so much in both that reminds us of you , that is so amazing and wonderful , and we are so grateful for your choice , letting us take care of them and love them just lime we loved and cared for you .🙏❤️🥰
They will never replace you , baby girl, nothing and no one ever could , but we are so grateful you trusted us with these little boys ☺️❤️😘
How is everyone ? How are your days and nights at the. Rainbow bridge ?Do you all have chores , missions to accomplish ?
Do you miss us as much as we miss you ? 😣I get so emotional so often and wish I could habe you here with us again😕😢
It sure is hard to be so far away from you , but I know you are close in my heart , and I can't wait to see you again soon ,The New Year is approaching and hopefully it will bring better times for us all here , this Pandemic is really getting to all of us 😔
I have stopped working for now because of this Covid here in our area really started getting out of control and my company did nothing to comply with the safety protocols .
Since you know I have an auto immune disease this puts me at high risk to get infected or exposed , so we decided that my health and the health of our family is more important than working in a dangerous situation and I decided to stay home until things start to get a little safer .
I hope that will happen soon🙏
Oh Sweetie , Mommy , Becky and Daddy and David miss you so very much 😞😢 there is not a moment where we don't think about you . You are always in our hearts and minds and thoughts , and so is everyone else there with you ❤️🙏I will write Lilly too , but please send her a big smooch from us and cuddles ❤️❤️❤️😻😻🥰🥰😘😘we miss you all so very very much 🙏❤️😔
On New Years eve I will be back here and see you and Lilly and all 🥰❤️😻 I will keep you posted how the boys are doing , we are telling them about you , their big sister , and Lilly too 😘❤️They will be just as loving and sweet as you were , they already are very sweet boys ❤️
We thank you from the bottom of out hearts to guide these lovable boys into out lives and we promise we will cherish and love and care for them like we did care for you and Lilly and all your fur baby siblings 🥰❤️🙏😻
Sending tons of Love and Hugs and Snuggles to you , my darling little girl , 😻😻😻❤️❤️❤️See you on Thursday, New Years Eve 2020 ❤️❤️❤️😻😻😻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰with endless Love , Mommy , Daddy, Becky , David and Suzie too ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘😘

Sunday , February 14 th , Valentines Day 2021

Dearest sweet little girl Mitzie 😻❤️🥰😘

A very happy 19th Birthday to you my darling girl🎂🎉🎊🎈🎁😻❤️ ❤️🥰😻🎁🧁
I hope you are celebrating with all your friends and siblings over at the Rainbow Bridge , we are definitely celebrating with you here at home , and we all cheer for you and even Grandma and Grandpa in Germany are sending you their Love and Birthday wishes 🥰😻❤️ They want me to tell you just how much they love and miss you ❤️😞 I can't even tell you just how much we miss you here at home baby girl😞😢
There is not a day we don't think about you and Dad and I are getting teary eyed ever so often , we miss you so very very much ❤️😞
I hope you are doing well? Are you all having something special to eat today on your big day ?
We had David over too and he sends his Love as well 😻❤️🥰
He is working really hard and makes good money , he is working for Amazon and is really happy and that is so good 🙏🥰
Becky and I are home these days , we are receiving unemployment benefits right now but will have to look soon for a new job , it is so difficult during this covid time but we can't give up.
I bet you always have sunshine and blue skies over there , right ?
And oh before I forget , thank you ever so much for showing yourself to us with all your siblings last week when the amazing Rainbow appeared here in South San Francisco , it was soo gorgeous and a double rainbow too , it sure made all our day ❤️🙏🥰❤️😘😘🌈🌈🌤
We took pictures of the rainbows and I will keep it forever and ever 🙏🥰❤️😘
The fays are getting just a little bit longer and nicer outside but it is still very cold in the mornings and at night 🥶😳
Beans and Grumps are growing and getting sweeter and funnier every day 😄 Grumps is so much like you , and Beans is also showing some funny antics from you , lol , I bet you planned that 😂😂❤️❤️😻😻We all live them very much and enjoy them every second of every day .
We tell them about you and show them where your Memorial is here in the Living room , so they are growing up knowing their special big sister Mitzie from the ground on 🥰❤️😻They love you , I know that they know they were chosen by you , and they are so appreciative. And so are we 😻❤️😘
I could not thank you enough for all your help picking the right babies for us to raise , and as promised to you we are loving and raising them just like we love and raised you , with extra special love and care , they will have it as wonderful as you had it with us here ❤️🙏🥰
Thank you for helping these boys get guidance throughout their lives and thank you for all the help you give us when we need help with them ❤️😘😻🥰 You are our girl forever and ever and I know you give wonderful advice whenever I need it ❤️🙏😻🥰😘
We all love you more than anything and you will always remain our little darling , our daughter , our sibling , our everything ❤️🙏🥰
I am sending you hugs and kisses and cuddles and headbonks , from all of us here and from Beans and Grumps too ❤️❤️❤️❤️😻😻
I will be checking in here again soon, please if there is anything that you need or would like , please let me know ❤️🙏 I will get you anything and do anything for you regardless of what it is ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Have a wonderful and amazing Birthday my darling , Mommy's little sunshine ,Daddy's little Gremlin and Becky's little Munchkin 🙏❤️😘 I'll see you here in a few days ,
All my endless Love to you my baby girl ❤️😘🥰❤️💋💋💋💋💋forever your Mommy ❤️😘💋🥰😻 Daddy amd Becky and David too ❤️💋😻❤️💋😻❤️

July 13th 2021

My dearest Mitzie ,

I am dying in guilt not having written in a long time 😔 But you can rest assured that you are ALWAYS in my heart and also in Daddy's and Becky's heart, 24/7/365
We miss you every single day , and always will. How have you been ? How is Lilly and all our other kittens and all your friends and siblings ?
I hope you all are doing well and have a great time at the Rainbow Bridge 🙏❤️😻
Becky and I have been unemployed now for 6 Months and things have been a bit rough but we all are doing the best we can .
The boys Beans and Grumps have settled nicely and especially Beans is losing all his shyness little by little . They both have so much from you , amazing . I know you watch over them and guide them along their paths through their new life with us and we couldn't be happier ❤️🙏😊😻 You do a wonderful job helping raising them and guiding them every day and night .
We love them very much and still feel so humbled and grateful that you trusted us with these two special little boys and we are forever grateful to you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏
I miss you so much , there are days ir nights where I have a hard time keeping it together and just have to cry myself empty 😢 Daddy also falls apart many times and cries . We miss you being around us, giving you snuggles and play with you 😔 It doesn't get easier .
We are however so grateful to know you are doing so well and Lilly too 🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️
We know that you ARE around us , your presence is very noticeable and it calms us knowing that our little girl is in a beautiful safe and magical place , waiting for us to come and join you when time comes ❤️🥰🙏❤️
Everything is still here , your box is where the boys are going potty now and they love your and Lilly's toys too 😽
They can be crazy at times too , lol, just like you and Lilly when you two were their age 😻😹😹😽❤️ I know you and Lilly would get along with them if you meet them .
Daddy and I talk a lot about you, we watch the videos we found of you and Lilly when you two were first adopted by us .. you were so tiny and Lilly became your surrogate mother, it was such a wonderful bond you both shared , I am sure it has become even closer now ... ❤️
How do you feel ? I hope all of your pains and aches and illnesses have been taken from you and you are healthy and happy and playful ..? ❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
You will forever be my special little girl , my sunshine , my EVERYTHING ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏 I can't wait to see you again soon , that will be my most wonderful day in my Life and afterlife ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😽😽😽🥰🥰🥰 I smooch you now and hold you in my thoughts heart and soul, I miss you more each day and count the time until we will be forever together again ❤️ 🥰❤️ All my endless Love , your Mommy 🥰❤️😻❤️ Love from Daddy and Becky and of course from Beans and Grumps , your little siblings 😽😽❤️

Valentines Day February 14, 2022

Happy Birthday to my darling little Baby girl ❤️💖🌹💝🎂🥛🎁🎊🎈🎀🎉🛍🎁🎈❤️ And Happy Valentines Day too💝💝💝 I hope you had a very special Birthday Party with all your friends , brothers and sisters at the Rainbow Bridge ❤️❤️❤️🥰How have you been my darling ? I sure hope you are happy and have made lots of new friends ? I bet you are playing a lot with all your friends and siblings , it must be absolutely gorgeous over there 🥰😘❤️🙏 I miss you , every single day and there is not a day that goes by where I don't think about you 😞❤️ Daddy and Suzie and Becky and David are all missing you so so much , and we have your little Altar all beautifully set up and look and meditate every day .
The boys that you picked for us are so amazing , just like you , and they have so much in common with you ❤️🥰 We love them both so much because we know you chose these special little Boys for us so we can stay specially connected with you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You sure made a wonderdul choice with these two 🥰 they were lonely and feral like you used to be when I found you , but just like you they were tough little fighters and look at them now ... they are just healthy and happy and so full of life 🥰❤️🙏
I do miss feeling your fur , your warmth , the sound of your ever so gentle purr , and most of all just holding you ❤️😞I would do anything to have the chance to hold you one more time 😞But I know you were called for special reasons . Lilly I know really missed her little sister and Jadey and Calvin and Mousie they all missed you too .You earned your wings for many special reasons , you were chosen to be a very special Angel and we are proud knowing you have special missions at the Rainbow Bridge .
I hope we can see you or a sign of you soon, I know you are a very busy little Angel , so don't rush , but maybe when you have sone time please let us know ❤️🙏😻😘 We miss you like there is no tomorrow and we love you more every day , for the rest of our lives here on earth and we can't wait to be reunited with you when time comes .I know you will make the decision when the time is right to call us to be with you and we are watching for that day to come ❤️🙏🥰😻❤️Please be always safe and stay well , remember how special you are for us ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I will send you some special goodies here and leave them here for you ❤️ I'll be back here very soon . I love you so endlessly and so completely my little Mitzie girl , you will always be Mommy's precious little Angel❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ All my endless Love to you and give all your siblings and friends my Love as well❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏With much Love , always, your Mommy, Rebecca, Suzie, David and Daddy Sammy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tuesday , February 14 2023

My sweet little Mitzie girl🌸☀️😻❤️🎂🌹 Happy Birthday my darling girl , we have been celebrating your special day all day, Suzie came too, as you know she has been visiting since the 7th and we had such good times together ❤️ We all miss you so very much 😞 I think about you all the time . How are you my sweet girl ? How is Lilly and how are Calvin, Mousie and Jadey and Casper ? I hope you had a wonderful time with everyone today ? We had a wonderful day in San Francisco but it was so freezing cold and it rained a bit too, we went for a snack in one of the nice Italian Restaurants in North Beach and enjoyed the time there . After that we drove to IKEA with Suzie and then we went home for dinner. Suzie will be going back home tomorrow 😞 Time went by so fast. How I wish you could be here more often 😔I do know you let me know sometimes when you are near , I can sense your presence in so many places . I miss seeing you, cuddling you 😞I miss your little mittens so much 😔❤️ But I know you are happy and in a safe place and , most of all, you are without pain☺️🙏❤️Can you believe I have a bunch of voice recordings when I secretly recorded you when you were sleeping and snoring ?😁 I save those and play them sometimes, it really helps me keeping you close to me when I need you the most.
Hearing your sweet voice is what I miss a lot .You sure mean the world to me my sweet little girl❤️ I never thought that life can be so difficult after losing you here on earth😢💔😔I have times where I have a hard time dealing with not having you here with me anymore 😢
I do hope you will be able to let me see you some time soon, I miss you terribly .
I want you to know that you are in my mind every day , every night . I love you for ever , always and til the end of time and space . I can't wait to see you again ❤️🙏🥰Please give my Love to everyone and please take good care of yourself ❤️🙏😻 See you very soon ❤️🥶🙏 All my endless Love to you and everyone, your Mum ❤️

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