2021

04/07 it's been 6 days now that you left me. I'm so broken, I feel like I am not alive anymore. I just live day by day without any purpose. No matter where I look,I see you. If one of the cats pass me by, I see you from the corner of my eye. I miss everything. Our morning routine, our cuddles, your presence everywhere. I don't know how to do this. It's so lonely without you. Soon I will get back your ashes and I will carry you forever with me, next to my heart. You will always live there. I miss you so much my love☹️

04/15 2 weeks ago this time I got the worst news...I had no idea that when u were hugging me in the car on the way to the clinic, it's gonna be the last time ever. I left in the hope of you needing to stay there for a couple of days, but after we could be together again. Instead all I got is, that I have to let you go. The same day earlier you were just running around happily with your favorite toy, that little bell(which we put in your place, it's waiting for u to return). I miss you my baby. I miss even the fact that I don't need to lock the door anymore, because you are not here to open it. I miss you lying in bed with me. It's not going to be easy to go on without you. I have to take care of the other cats, it keeps me distracted, but at times, it's real hard. I am hoping to get back your ashes this week....and I will think of you my love. Love you forever ❤️

05/03 hi my love. It's been some time that I wrote to you. I've been busy, but I still had you in my thoughts every day. I'm still waiting for your ashes, because your urn is not done yet, thanks to covid...but I'm not willing to change the colors and design I chose for you, so I'll have to wait. I miss you my love. My brain is just denying all this, what happened. I forbade myself to go back to that day, because the guilt and sadness consumes me. For me, you r still in the clinic and I'm waiting for you. I still see you from the corner of my eye. And still cannot believe u r just simply not here...Momma loves you and will do so forever.❤️

05/14 I have you at home, finally. I'm wearing the necklace with your ashes❤️ I miss you my little baby. So much. I cannot believe that it's like this from now on. But I feel better having you by my side. Love you forever and beyond Momikam❤️❤️❤️

05/28 I think about you everyday..but today I am anyway very down and I miss you even more my baby. I would do anything to get you back😢 sometimes I'm just so angry with the life, you were taken so fast and abruptly from me. I'll keep you in my heart and mind forever❤️

06/28 These last 2 days have been hard on me again. Missing you so much my love. I miss your cuddles so so much. I always have to sleep alone since you left me and I don't like it☹️ but I guess I'll always have these days where it's going to be much harder to accept this loss. I wish I could just hold you one more time😢 I'll never forget you my baby❤️❤️❤️

08/29 I miss you Momi. I have the other cats, but noone can come even close enough to what you were to me. I want to cuddle with you. I want that you come to me at night as always and lie next to me. It sucks so much without you. I don't know if I ever can have that kind of connection ever again. Love you❤️❤️

10/01 hi there baby... I dreamt about you last night. U were with me once again...and I was so happy. I just miss you so much. But even in my dream u had the same horrible disease and I knew I would have to let you go soon again, but I just wanted a couple more days with you, until you could bare the pain. I always remember how much u didn't want to be there, how much u wanted to go home. It's just breaking my heart all over again. I hope at least u know I'll never forget you and you are always with me. Love you Momikam❤️❤️❤️

11/21 hey Momcsi Pomszki. Momma is missing u. If everything goes good, I'll have another black and white cat, quite similar to our story...
I was not searching for a new one, but one day when we were on vacation in Portugal... well, the last day we went to help an organization that helps cats and there was this cat...just like u back then. He was with me and just didn't want to go from my arms. And it turns out, he was more than less born the time you left me... it's a lil like a reincarnation for me. It made me feel like it was what u want me to do. He should be coming around Christmas. It's quite difficult, but I'll make it happen. I hope u give your blessing baby. Love you❤️

2022/03/29 I cannot believe how long I didn't make it here to write to you... this Friday marks the 1 year since leaving me. I miss you everyday and always think about you. ❤️

2022/10/22 hi Momikam, mommy didn't forget about you. I have the memorial tattoo done for you and Lucy. Now you are there forever ❤️ miss you❤️

2023/08/27 hey my love. I remembered you today and I miss you. I wish you could come back ☹️ ❤️

2024/02/09 hey my angel. Just wanted to let you know that I miss and love you. Sometimes I still cannot believe you r not here anymore. I came to your page and this just made me cry again. I guess this pain never goes away. Love you Momi❤️❤️❤️

2024/08/02 well a photo from 4 years ago just popped up on my feed so here I am to say that I miss you and love you and life will never be the same without you☹️❤️

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