We managed to get you through TPLO surgery on both ACLs, allergies and pancreatitis. Then you were diagnosed with thyroid cancer. We searched and searched for the best doctor, best option for you and found a wonderful holistic veterinarian in Pittsburgh, PA. She managed to shrink the tumor and blessed us with extra time to be together. But the thyroid cancer metastasized into your lungs and even with all the treatments, it took you away much too soon.... The hardest decision mommy has ever had to make.

The Lord blessed me with you my beautiful angel. You have taught mommy so much. Your unconditional love made me a better person...

My angel Nakia... My best friend... My joy.... My smile... My happiness... My baby girl... I pray that you are having a wonderful time playing in Paradise Meadow with all the other Rainbow Bridge kids... I will love you forever my sweet angel, with every beat of my heart....

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2/20/2014
Happy 10th Birthday my sweet Nakia! I wish more than anything that we were together to celebrate... I hope you are having a wonderful time playing with the Bridge Kids... You will always be my whole entire heart my angel... I love you more than you will ever know.

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3/4/2024
Losing you didn't just happen on one day my sweet angel Nakia.
I lose you again each time I think about your wonderful snuggles, each time I look out the window hoping to see you running in the yard.
Every time I find of one of your toys still laying around or when I pass anywhere we walked together.
When I open something in the kitchen that I know you would want to sniff or when I look at your treat drawer.
I lose you again each night when I go to bed...
And when I wake up every morning and find the empty space on your side of the bed, I begin to lose you all over again.
I love you my beautiful little girl.... Forever my whole entire heart....

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5/10/2024
It's been a year since you got your angel wings my beautiful baby girl and my heart still aches every day. I am not sure how to move on... You were my reason to get up in the morning my sweet Nakia... I think about you all day long, every day... I remember all our wonderful times together.... The unconditional love you gave me... I know you are in a better place where you can breathe again and no pain but my heart still has a huge Nakia shaped hole... I miss you so much my sweet little girl... You are the best blessing mommy could ever have asked for or dreamed of... I miss my best friend, my confidant. You will always be my joy, my smile, my happiness...
I have seen the signs you sent, please keep sending them my angel. They make me feel so much closer to you. I hope you can hear me talking and singing to you all day like I've always done with you. I believe we still have the silver cord connecting our hearts together....
My sweet Nakia, know that you are loved and missed more than I can put into words. You will forever be my whole entire heart, my angel KiKi.... I love you baby girl...

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10/25/24
My sweet angel... I still think about you all day, every day. The signs you've been sending mean so much to me! I wish you would come into my dreams more often. I want to dream about you every night to help me feel closer to you. Don't let go of that cord my beautiful girl, and I won't ever let go either. I miss you so much and I pray that you are happy and healthy in Jesus hands. I love you with my whole entire heart my KiKi.... Forever...