Losing you was the worst day of my life. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you my baby.
But I know God will keep you save and loved until I can meet you at the Rainbow Bridge.
I wasn't ready for you to go, but I never would've been.
You gave me the best (almost) 10 years of my life. You made the bad days better and the good days even more precious.

We did everything together and now I have to learn to do everything without you.
It broke my heart to see how hard you fought to stay with us but it made me love you even more (if that is possible).
I'm trying my best to keep my promise to you, and keep going but I miss you every moment of every day.
You are, and will always be, my baby, MY ANGEL WHO SAVED ME.

20/01/2024 - Today it's 4 months since Angels came and took you away. My heart is so broken it feels like yesterday.
Lief vir jou my skat.

23/01/2024 - I miss you so so much! I would give anything to have you here with me. I'm drowning without you.

29/01/2024 - Mis jou baie my baba. The deepest pain I have ever felt is your absence. My only comfort is knowing you are at peace and all the pain is gone.

13/02/2024 - Mamma verlang so baie na jou my skat. Lief jou met my hele hart.

16/03/2024 - Ek mis jou my baba! Dink elke oomblik van elke dag aan jou.

20/03/2024 - 6 months since you've been gone and I still wish and pray that I'd wake up and it's just been a nightmare. I wish you were here or I was there with you. You were the best thing in my life.

21/03/2024 - I collected the ring I specially made for you with your ashes inside. Now a piece of you goes where ever I go. It's perfect, just like you were my baby. Mamma is baie lief vir jou!

09/04/2024 - You were my good days :(
I think about you every second of every day. I still can't believe you are gone. I feel you with me.

11/04/2024 - I haven't been able to fully catch my breath since the moment I watched you take your last.

02/05/2024 - Mamma sal enige iets gee om by jou te wees. Mis jou so baie my skat!

05/06/2024 - Peanutjie, ons mis jou verskiklik baie my baba. Mamma is so lief vir jou.

10/07/2024 - Ek en jou ouma het vandag Onderstepoort toe gery... waar jy 'n jaar terug, 10 Julie 2023, gediagnoseer was met kanker. Ons was toe nog so hoopvol en positief dat die chemo en alles gaan werk. Ek het so gehuil. Dit was die eerste aand in 5-jaar wat jy nie langs mamma geslaap het nie en ek was so bly gewees toe jy na my toe aan gehardloop gekom het daai volgende dag. Ons mis jou elke oomblik van elke dag my baba en mamma is baie lief vir jou.

20/08/2024 - Ek mis jou my skat.

01/09/2024 - "I've kept my promise, of what I would do... to continue to live my life without you. I get up each morning, I get through the day... Struggling past tears every step of the way. I go on with life with a forced happy face... My heart aches badly for what I can't replace. I don't know what to do to deaden this pain... It's so hard, here without you where I must remain. But I will keep my promise and I must believe... That you'll be there waiting when it's my time to leave."

20/09/2024 - Hello mamma se mooiste baba... Vandag is dit 'n jaar wat die Here jou kom haal het. Ek en jou ouma het vir jou die pragtigste kersie aangesteek (dit brand nou terwyl ek hierdie boodskappie vir jou skryf) en ons het na jou gunsteling plekkies toe gegaan.
Ons was Sabie toe, waar jy vir ure en ure kon rond hardloop op die oop veld. Mamma en jou ouma het baie gehuil en daar gesit en ek het jou gesien hardloop. Mamma het jou in my hart gevoel (Dankie Vader vir daai oomblik van warmte). Dit het gereen en mamma sukkel nog so baie om oor jou te praat, selfs met jou ouma, maar toe het ek hardop gesê van hoe jy altyd aangedring het daarop om in die reen, terwyl ons ry, nogsteeds jou koppie uit te steek by die venster en wanneer jy in kom, jou gesiggie sopnat is... dan raas mamma met jou want jy gaan siek word.
Ons het by Elmswood gestop, een van jou ander gunsteling plekkies. Mamma het fotos geneem by elke plek maar ek kan nie daar na kyk nie want die laaste fotos van die plekke, was jy op die fotos en nou is die fotos leeg.
Maar ek weet jy was daar saam met ons. Ons het toe vir die eerste keer in 'n jaar by Steiltes gaan rond ry, hoeveel ure het ons nie daar rond gery oor die jare nie, jy wat so lief daarvoor is, elke tweede dag was dit "tata" dag en ons het daar gaan ry terwyl jy op mamma se skoot by die venster uitgehang het. En toe het mamma jou laaste voetjie afdruk op my arm laat tattoo, dit lyk so pragtig.
My skat, mamma mis jou elke sekonde en my hart is vir altyd in stukkies want jy het 'n gedeelte van my saam met jou hemel toe gevat en dis ok met mamma, ek belowe. Ek is so lief vir jou! I can't wait to meet you at the bridge.

15/11/2024 - Mamma mis jou my skat. Daar gaan nie 'n oomblik verby wanneer mamma nie aan jou dink nie. Eks lief vir jou.