Dear Rozzie,
I spoke to you today through Pat. I'm not sure if she is accurate in her translation. I got a reading from another communicator about your return to me. One says April, another says you still want to decide about your future plans. I am counting on you to let me know when and if you will return. I certainly would want you back now, but you must decide what is in your best interest. I will be taking a class on animal communication. What it really is a class about how to speak soul to soul. I hope that I will learn quickly so that I can speak directly to you without any complications from a middle person. My princess, we all miss your physical presence. I pray that you will lick me on my face and I will really feel you. I didn't cry today, but my gut feels uneasy. I wish that I would have understood that you were sick. I did notice a few changes in you, but I thought it was age related. How wrong I was. I will always be a part of you and you a part of me. Our souls are intertwined. Much love to you❤️.....Your earth mommy, best friend and soul mate

Rozzie Pozzie,
Yesterday was a beautiful day. We took a drive to the wineries with Baci. I was happy that he was having a good time. You love spring. I love to watch you roll all over the soft new grass. I imagine that you have plenty of meadows to run and roll in. I want to thank you for giving me the pleasure and honor of sharing your life with all of us. You made me a better human. For that I will always thank you each minute of each day. While everyone was complaining about COVID, I was truly content spending my days with you and Baci. Those times are priceless. That sign in the kitchen is the highest truth. All I want to do is drink wine and pets my dogs. Every time we went on vacation, I couldn't wait to return to both of you. Both of you own my heart. When I told people that I much prefer your company, some got it, others didn't. Funny, I was one of the people who didn't get it until both of you entered my life. Sometimes a human just has to step out of box to see the better beauty. I'm glad that I did. Now I will have to find a new path for a while until you meet me at the RainbowsBridge.❤️😘
Last night I had my first dream where I caught a glimpse of you. Thank you. It was such a gift. Today is a beautiful spring day. You would be looking for your turtle and we would go out to lunch at Tazza. I hope that you have many turtle friends to play with. Baci keeps crying. Can you help me. I don't know what he wants. I think that he misses you. Today I bit his ear just like you did. He knew it wasn't you. I am giving you the biggest energy hug. Come back to me when you're ready my beautiful girl❤️
My dear princess.... were you walking around our bed last night? I being human, had to watch Baci's reactions to determine if he was sending you energy. He sure looked like he was watching someone. I know that my vibrations are so much lower than yours. Would you help me raise mine so that I can speak with you? I'm still feeling very sad and responsible for missing something that perhaps would have saved you. I love you with all my energy. Come visit and be obvious. You know us humans.
Love,
Mom

Dear Rozzie,
Twelve weeks since I touched you. It's not easy without you here. I miss you terribly. My heart is broken. Send me a sign.
I love you with what's left of my heart. Please come back when you are ready.
Love,
Mom❤️😢💔

Dear Rozzie,
I spoke to an animal communicator today. She said that you are ready to come back to me. She said that I should look to the East. I really need more than that. I don't want to make a mistake. I don't want anyone but you. You have to help me find you. Sent me hints. Are you ready? Baci misses you. He sleeps on your dinner area. I cry because I don't know what else to do to release this heaviness inside. Miss you to the sun and back. I bought a stuffed Rozzie. Cute but not real, not you.
I miss you lying on my chest and licking me to pieces. I miss everything about you, even your screaming in the car and growling at other dogs. I love everything about you.
Friday is Baci's 16th birthday. Please come. Make your presence known in a way that I will understand. Baci is doing ok, but he needs you too. He relied on you to run the house. That's your job. We cannot do it alone. I love you so much that it hurts. See you on Friday. I'm making a cake. You love cake.
Love,
Mom❤️

Dear Rozzie,
Today is Baci's 16th birthday. He is having his party tomorrow because mommy fell and hit her head today. I had to go to the hospital and get a CT scan.I have a bump on my head. My friend Ruby is here to visit. I wish she could have met you. We talk about you and show photos. I just miss touching you and being with you. You will always be the bright spot in my life. You made me a much better person. You made me get going each day. I need a boost from you. Please give me a definite sign so that I know you are still with me. It's been very hard to deal with your sudden loss. I am trying to understand if you were trying to tell me that this was about to happen. Why did you leave at Daycare. I wanted to hold you and be with you. Were you trying to save me from the fear? I still feel that I messed up. I wonder if I had gotten you to VRCC on Saturday if you would have survived. Did I let you do to much? I always thought that you liked being active. I often felt that I didn't give you enough activities. I was lazy about that. My life with you was or is a joy in every way. Good night my sweet girl. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I'll be here when and if you choose to return. Come find me. Your heart is floating in my palm. ❤️🌸😇😘💔

Dear Rozzie Bella,
Something strange is happening with Baci's actions. Have you entered his body? He keeps watching me, cries when I leave the room, waits for me to walk with him and tonight, he walked to the stairs to go up to bed. These are all your behaviors.
Tomorrow Eileen will be asking you a list of questions, try to be as specific as you can. I hope this doesn't take up too much of your time. On Wednesday another woman, Anna will try to contact you. I'll be on the phone listening. I'm doing all of this because I need to know where you are and if you're happy. I didn't get to say goodbye. That makes me very sad. I have many unanswered questions. Would you please try to answer them so I can have some closure. Were you at Baci's Birthday party yesterday? I cut a piece of cake for you. Parker and Pinson came to the Party. Many hugs and kisses to my best girl, love you to infinity. 💔❤️😇🌸💕🌈☀️
Your Mom

Dear Rozzie,
Today is 15 weeks without you. People say the pain gets better but for me it has gotten worse. There is a dull ache inside and a longing for you in body. I never got to say goodbye. I still blame myself for sending you to Daycare. It's something I can't forgive myself for. I love you with all of my being.
Sunday is Mother's Day. Please be with me. Let me know you are here. Send a sign that even I will understand.
Love,
Mom

My Dear Baby Girl,
We had company. They brought their girl, Mattie. She was lively just like you. I picked her up, kissed her and she licked me. She was sweet, but not you. Baci has been speaking a lot, but I can't understand what he is telling me. Can you help translate? Whisper in my ear or tell me in a dream. I think that it is important. I had a dream I was holding your leash and you were pulling me, just like you always did. Were you asking me to cross the Rainbow Bridge. Let me know. I miss you so much that it hurts. ❤️😘💔💔 I hope you are having fun and being loved. When and if you decide to come home, send me a clear sign. We will find each other. My lovely girl.
Love,
Mom

Dear Rozzie,
We all went to Hope and Glory to celebrate Mother's Day. Baci had a great time. He is so sweet and I love him so. I saw the beautiful green spring grass and in my mind watched you roll in it. I would be so happy to see you enjoy yourself. I bought a stuffed animal that is supposed to look like you. She's called a "Cuddle Clone". No one could ever make a clone of you. You are a feisty spirit that can never be duplicated. Stuffed Rozzie doesn't have your looks or personality, but she serves a purpose for now. I hope that you are having fun and learning.
If you want to come back to me, I'll be here waiting. Today is May 10th. It has been 16 weeks since I last saw you.
Come and cuddle next to me tonight. I love you 😘❤️
Love,
Mom

Dear Rozzie,
It's week 18. All those weeks without you. I promise that I am trying to be happier so that I can sense you. It's so difficult. I could replay the dark days but I will never have the answer of what took you from me. I still blame myself for missing certain signs that you were ill. It makes me hurt all over and it won't bring you home. I would like to rewind time pretending this was all a horrible nightmare. I love you and miss being with you. I hope one day that I will see you again. Baci misses you. I hope that you are happy and healthy. Come visit when you think that I am ready. Kisses and hugs to my girl.

Love,
Mommy

Dear Rozzie 05/31/2021
Today is Memorial Day. The beginning of summer. We all miss you so much. Where are you and what are you doing today. It has been 19 weeks since you left us. I just want to put you over my shoulder and pat your back. I miss talking to you in person, but I talk to you in spirit. I thought that some of the changes I saw in you were age related. I never knew that anything was wrong until that day that you collapsed. I can never forgive myself for not acting as I normally did. Perhaps you would still be here with us. Perhaps you decided to leave because you knew that to remain here would cause you to put up with treatments that would hurt you, You knew better than anyone else what Caused you to pass. If there was something that I ignored and you could have been saved I will never be able to forgive myself. This may be the reason that I don't receive your signs. I will try to open my consciousness and meet you half way. Baci misses you. I think at night he senses you in the bedroom. I know that much. I am hoping to see you soon. I love you with all of my heart. Be happy and remember me. I will speak to you on June 26th ❤️😘
Love,
Mommy

Dear Rozzie,
Today is the 20th Monday without you being here. I truly hope that wherever Rainbow Bridge exists you are happy, healthy and are very loved. My darkness has lifted. That doesn't mean that I'm not sad and don't miss you. Eileen will be speaking with you on June 26th. I hope that you will be available and patient with my mommy questions. I know that you are sometimes frustrated with my questions. Please understand that I am trying to understand things that you already know. My birthday is on June 29th. The best gift that you can give me is a lick on my leg after I shower. That's what I need to understand that you still exist and still love me. All of this is very different. I miss you so much, Everything we did together was fun.. I will wait for you to come to me in a way that I can understand. Daddy fell and hit his head on the driveway. I took him to the ER.. He seems fine. Perhaps you can come to him in a dream. He would like that. Last night I dreamt that I lost you somewhere. A person gave me a poodle who looked like like you, but I knew it wasn't you, If you are going to reincarnate within my lifetime, come back in the form of a small non shedding pooch. You don't have to be a poodle again. We will find each other. It will just happen. When it does, I will cry with tears of love and joy. You can come to me as a puppy or perhaps you can make an agreement to do a walk in. You would have to find someone willing to do that, Whatever works for you, Love and kisses to my forever princess,
Love,
Mommy

June 19, 2021

Dear Rozzie,
Tomorrow is Father's Day so I thought that you would want me to send a card to Daddy. I did. Would you be able to send him a sign? He misses you. No need to tell you how I feel. Baci is struggling. I hope that there are some things that he still enjoys.
You left still be you. I think that was your plan. On June 26th
I have asked Eileen to speak with you. I sent her a list of questions. I hope that you have a lot to say. If you're planning to return, please return to me. Just guide me to you.
Miss you like crazy,
Mommy

July 4, 2021

Dear Rozzie,
Happy 4th of July. Do you have fireworks in heaven?
I spoke with Eileen yesterday to clarify something that you said about me helping you to transition. I think that I am beginning to understand why you believe this. You know that I wanted you to stay as your mommy. Even if what you said is true, it doesn't help me from missing you. Every part of me misses you. It's so difficult without you. You really were the boss of our family. We all miss your quirky ways. My funny, smart and beautiful girl, come home to me.❤️🥰
Love,
Mommy on earth

7/5/2021

Dear Rozzie,
I am pretty sure that I saw you last night. It looked as if you merged with Baci for a few seconds. I thank you because I was told it takes a lot of energy to do that. I welcome you always. Today I saw a big hawk swoop by and then a yellow butterfly. You heard my wishes and acted. I would like more visits. I want to keep in touch if it's not a problem for you. Love you beyond..,,
Love,
Mom

7/8/2021

Dear Rozzie,
I send you kisses every day. I hope that you receive them. We celebrated Daddy's Birthday on July 6th. Of course, we had a place at the table for you. We put stuffed Rozzie at the table to represent your physical body. Yesterday I saw a beautiful dragon fly. It stayed near your memorial for quite a long time. Did you sent it? I got very close to it and we spoke for a while. Thanks, if that was your doing. Signs like that are all well and good, but the night I saw you was the best. I realize that it zaps your energy. You are welcome to use my energy to show yourself. Would you do that for me from time to time. I miss your physical body. I miss dressing you up, hugging you, kissing you., sleeping with you. So, you can understand why seeing you is so important.
I am beginning to understand that we had a soul contract and it was your time to leave. My earth self did not understand that. It is taking me a long time to accept that information. Show yourself, bark to me, lick me, make your wolf sound. I love you so much. You have made me a much better person by living with you for almost 14 years. What a gift. Remember, come home to me. We have much more to do. I love you.
Your Mommy❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

July 11th, 2021

Dear Rozzie,

Tomorrow will be 24 weeks since you left. I have decided that I know that you will return to me. We have unfinished business between us and so much love. You left so quickly. Please come back. When you return to me I will hug and kiss you. The next thing that I will do is take you to the pharmacy for breakfast. I miss sharing these things with you. You can take your time if you need. I know that you are trying to learn more. I guess when you return to me you will be a bit different because of your education. I will know you by the look in your eyes. The eyes are the window to the soul. I am interested to see what you look like in this incarnation. You will never be less than beautiful. I am hoping that we can both agree that you will be small in size and non shedding. I am getting older so I need to be able to lift you easily. Look for a good doggie mom who will teach you, love you and help me find you. Please make it easy for us to find each other. When the time gets closer, point me in the right direction and show me your new body. Be happy and healthy. I am so excited that we will be together again. Send me signs so that I can prepare. I love you so❤️
Your loving mommy

July 29, 2021

Dear Rozzie,
This has been a difficult few weeks. I miss you more and more. Today Baci informed me that I needed to go to the back yard. I was looking from the deck and thought I saw a turtle. It was just a leaf. Well when Baci made me take him to the yard, I found a feather. Thanks for sending it. I needed a sign from you. On September 1 Eileen will try to contact you. Tell me all about your new life. Tell me if you plan to return to me. I would give you so much love and treats. Let me know. I love you and miss you.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love,
Mom

August 15th

Dear Rozzie,

Thank you for sending me beautiful signs. Butterflies, hummingbirds, cardinals and for using all of your energy to materialize under the bathroom cabinet. I was glad to get a glimpse of you. Last night, I believe that I saw your energy in the bedroom. Was that mist you? All of these things are so wonderful and I love you for continuing to show your love. If only I could turn the clock back and to hold you and kiss you. I don't know what your plans are, but I wish you would come back and live with me. I miss you so much. Baci misses you. I am sending you a hug from the other side. I hope that you can feel how much love is in this hug. All my love always and forever. Come home. You know the way❤️❤️❤️
Your Mom

September 17th

Dear Rozzie,

Is there anything that you want me to do for you? I miss you every day. Baci lays by your eating area very often. He does miss you. Yesterday was Yom Kippur. I hope that you saw all of the food that we had. I'm stuffed.
I don't know what your future plans are. I know that you have to do what's right for your happiness. I am open to your signs more often. When I saw you in the bathroom, i was amazed and so grateful. I know that took so much of your energy. I hope it didn't leave you feeling poorly. Who takes care of you when you need something. Are you getting enough love? I would like to see you more often, but maybe I'm asking too much. I still worry about the fact that I left you at Daycare and they gave you a bath. Those were 2 things that stressed you. I wonder if that is what caused you to leave. I'm so sorry about that. I still have so much guilt. There are days that are better than others. Baci needs me so much now and I need him. It's hard for him because he can't see. I am always there to help him. That keeps me feeling needed. It's difficult without you being the boss. Oh how you got me moving. You were my reason for enjoying life. You pushed me to go go go. I love you to wherever you are and back. Are you far or right here?
Come to me any way you can. I am getting better at recognizing your signs. You know if you decide to return, I'll be waiting for you with open arms. Good night my beautiful girl. Sweet dreams.
Much love,
Mommy❤️😘😘😘❤️

11/25/2021
Dear Rozzie,
Happy Thanksgiving. I hope that you will join us. I will put out a plate for you. Sorry that I have been lax in writing. Sometimes it's just too difficult. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you. Last Thanksgiving you were physically here with us. I never dreamed that you would not be here.
To say that I miss you is an understatement. You are everywhere. Last night Cara and I went to Vino Market. There your photo sat on top of the meat case. Your beautiful happy face. Baci misses you. He lays on your eating spot very often. I know that he speaks to you. Please let me know if and when you will return. I'll be waiting to hug and kiss you. Well, Monday is the first night of Hanukkah. My gift to you is my heart. Please give me a sign. Hugs and kisses to my baby girl❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love,
Mom

2/20/2022
Dear Rozzie,
Happy 15th birthday to my sweet girl. You will always be our girl and you will always have a home on earth. Cara and I went to Vino market yesterday. All of the people there love you. Your photo is on the meat case. Your are always have turkey when ever you are hungry. Today we will fly a dove balloon with messages of love to you. Give me a sign to know that you received it.
I wish that I could break through the veil that separates us to give you a big hug. I love you with all my heart. I hope that you received your Valentine balloon. Have a wonderful birthday. Who is baby blue? How are the puppies? What more have you learned? Did that artist finish his masterpiece of you? So happy that you see the beauty in all creatures. You are with me every day. I love you more each day.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love,
Mommy

12/05/2022

Dear Rozzie,
I miss you very much. Almost 2 years since you left. Life is different. I keep in touch with you through Eileen. You seem to be busy with your little boy. Has he passed or is he on earth. I am so happy that you found happiness. I still can't get over your very sudden departure. I'm still trying to get over my guilt. It has not been easy. Come home. Speak beautiful words to Baci. Send him positive energy and blow extra life and strength into his body. He needs it and wants it. I feel as if he gets some extra strength he may live longer with more happily. He is peaceful but misses being able to do more by himself. Will you do that for him. He is such a sweet soul. Give him life❤️ I adore you and hope to see you soon. I adore you.

1/25/2023
Dear Rozzie,
It's hard to believe that you left us 2 years ago. My heart is still broken. We talk about you all of the time. Oh, you are such a character. What a personality. Yesterday dad and I sent you 2 balloons. One got caught in the tree and finally soared to reach you. Please read when you get them. I will never give up hope of your return.
I will write more on 2/20, your 16th birthday.
Send me a sign . I love you with all of my heart.
Kisses,
Mommy❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️