4/4/16 four months have passed since we had to say goodby.i still feel so lost without you every day. i miss you so much and would give anything to kiss that sweet face and give you hugs. I know you are happy and healthy now and will be waiting to see me again. I love you so

54/16 I can hardly believe you have been gone five months today.I think of you always an hold you close in mmy heart until I see you again.

7/22/16 Today you would be 13 years old.How I wish you were here with me celebrating your birthday but it was the most wonderful day when you were born and waited to choose me. Happy birthday sweet girl. I hope you are happy and healthy again. I love you so

8/8/16 Good morning my sweet girl. I visit you often but don't always write something, My heart has just not accepted that you are no longer here with me . I don't know where all the tears come from. My life is just not the same without being able to look into your beautiful brown eyes and see love and joy. I remember

11/2/16 I can hardly believe it is coming toward a year since I had to say goodbye to you. I am so dreading Thanksgiving because I remember when we went to Jenn's last year and you lay on the rug beside my chair, not roaming around the house like you usually did and one week later you were so sick we had to say goodbye. I just couldn't believe it, I guess I still can't. I am told that when my heart is dry of tears and my mindcomes to acceptance , I will begin to heal ; I am not there yet. I love you so and I miss you The ross bush I planted in remembrance of you

Itwas so beautiful. It was filled with roses all the way through October. In fact I had to cut all the remaining blossoms and bring them inside before they froze and they are still blooming in their vase next to your picture.There is one beautifully full one, still so fresh, and is oddly comforting.

12/04/16 My dearest sweet girl. It is a very sad day A year ago today we had to say goodbye. I wanted to hold you in my arms forever but now I am holding you in my heart forever. I cannot put into words how lonely it is without you. As I look at all your pictures I see how you must have felt torn by wanting to stay with me, but you had fought so hard to function every day. and then become quickly too ill to go on. For that reason I could no longer ask more of you I would never have wanted you to suffer and now I can know you were immediately at peace. I loved you beyond all reason and always will I hope you are having fun with your friends at Rainbow Bridge Thank you for the love you gave me. You were the sweetest girl and the joy of my life..and I will see you again.

4/10/17 you are in my thoughts always even if I haven't wrritten here. There are picture of you everywhere, even in tho locket around my neck. A part of my heart is broken ; it is taking a long time and maybe never will because there iss only one ruby rose . I hope you are running in the spring flowers with your friends. I hope Bianca and Patches,, Lady. Sam, Winter and Grace are with you. I love you endlessly my sweet girl.

08/17 I hope you can still feel how much I love you and miss you always

12/04/17 Another year has passed without you , my world and my joy. There is just nothing to ever take your place and I can't believe two years have passed. I have to take comfort in your pictures that are all around and in my locket close to my heart. I love you always and thank you for sharing you precious life with me.

5/7/18 Happy spring and summer my sweet girl. I hope you are happy and running joyfully with many friends. I miss you so and love you forever.

12/4/18. Three years since I held you in my arms but losing you still hurts as much as ever. I love you so much and it is a reminder that having love in your life is the most important thing.. You are in my heart every moment and I miss you more than any words I could write. I hope it is true that I will be with you again one day my dear sweet girl.

5/17/19 Mommy thinks of you and misses you every day. I'll be so happy to see you again one day. I love you so.

12/4/2019My little doll the years roll by but it only seems a moment ago that I had to let you go.,I have spent the day thinking of you and looking at all your pictures from the day I brought you home. So many sweet moments to remember. I so wish I could hold you again and tell you how much I love and miss you, I do tell you that every day.

5/24/20 the weather is beautiful today and we would be out walking and smelling the flowers together. How I would
love to kiss your sweet face and hold you once again. I miss you beyond imagining.
12/5/22 you were in my thoughts all day yesterday, but it really doesn't matter what day it is, you are always at the forefront of my thoughts. How I loved you and wish you were here with me. Sometimes it makes me too sad to come and write here but you are never out of my thoughts or my heart.