November 11, 2020 It is 3 months today since that terrible night. The days are long, the nights are longer without you. I try to think of happy memories only but that night always creeps back in. We are in the fall now with many leaves coming down. It is cool. You would like that. I miss everything about you and keep wondering if we gave as much to you as you gave to us. I know in my heart we did not. I know you are happy and medicine free and that makes me very happy. I know you are running free now with God. Please stop once in awhile to send me a sign. I love you so much. Wait for me. I await with much anticipation and joy for that day. I love you Sadie

November 26, 2020 Hi Sadie It is Thanksgiving and the first one without you in 15 years. I am so missing you so much. I understand why you had to leave to go back to God but the ache for you is so hard. I hope you are feeling good and running free with all of the friends I am sure you have made. I pray for signs from you. I hope to have a dream seeing you happy and free. Wait for me Pretty Girl. I can hardly wait for that day when we are reunited. I pray for that to happen everyday. Tell the other puppies how much I miss them. I love and miss you so much Sadie.

December 11, 2020 Hi Sadie It is 4 months since I lost you. These 4 months have been a blur. I don't think I believe you are really gone. I look for you everywhere. How I wish I could go back in time. God gave you to me as a gift for 15yr4mo. I was so Blessed to be your Mom. I pray God will allow us to have a glorious reunion when it is my time. You gave so much and I know I took that for granted because even though you were sick I always thought you would be here I love you and miss you so very much. 'Run Like The Wind' my sweet girl. I just ache to hold you. Wait for me. I love you Sadie.

December 25, 2020 Merry Christmas Sadie. This is the first time in 15 years without you Pretty Girl and I am missing you so very much. I bought you a Santa Claus squeaker toy. It sits up on the mantel by your pictures. I so missed watching you rip open your toys. It has been a quiet day. How I wish you were here. I hope you had a happy Christmas in Heaven celebrating Jesus's birthday. I hope you were able to be with your brothers and sisters Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. I pray everyday we will have a glorious reunion. Sadie my arms ache to hold you. I love you so very much and miss you so very much. Merry Christmas My Sweet Sadie Girl.

January 1, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy New Year Sweet Sadie Girl. I know this is supposed to be a happy day but not having you here to start the year is so very hard. I hope you have been able to celebrate with your friends in Heaven. I want so much for you to be happy and pain free. I miss you so much. I look for signs from you. Please when you can send one, I know we will be together again when my time comes. Wait for me. I pray everyday for that wonderful reunion. Run free Sadie, I love and miss you so very much. Happy New Year Sadie.

January 11, 2021 My Sweet Sadie It will be 5 months tonight since you went Home. I miss you so very much. It is so hard to not hear you bark and beg and just everything. There are times when I wonder how can this be, I guess your little body just gave out. I was so blessed to be given this gift of you by God and Jesus. I hope and pray you know how very much I love you. I knew you would have to go Home someday but I guess it is so hard to accept. I hope you are pain-free and playing. I pray for a wonderful and glorious reunion. Wait for me. I love you Sadie.

February 11, 2021 My Sweet Sadie It is 6 months early morning since you had to go Home to God and Jesus. In some ways the 6 months has gone by quickly. I don't remember much about them though. It really seems like only yesterday when you left. I think about you constantly, wonder what you are doing, have you met your brothers and sisters yet, are you getting greenies and how wonderful it is to be with God and Jesus. I look for signs from you, haven't had a dream yet but I know you have sent me some signs. I love you so very much and I miss you so very much. I pray everyday we will be together soon. I didn't get to say goodbye but I just want you to know my heart went with you. Wait for me Sadie. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

February 14, 2021 My Sweet Sadie Happy Valentines Day in Heaven. I am sending you all kinds of kisses not just today but everyday. I hope you are having fun with your friends. This is the first Valentines Day without you in 15 years. I miss you so much my Sweet Girl and so want to hold you and give you a kiss. As the days go by. I keep thinking each day that goes by brings me closer to you. I love you so very much and miss you so very much Sadie. Please wait for me Pretty Girl.

March 11, 2021 Hi Sadie Girl. It is seven months today since that horrible night when you had to leave. I know you went Home and a beautiful place of love and into the arms of Jesus. I pray everyday to God and Jesus to be able to have a reunion when I come Home. I talk to you and hope you hear me as I miss you so very much. I think about another month gone by and I think it is one month closer to you. I try not to cry so much as I want to honor the time that was gifted to us. Sometimes it is so very hard. I hope you are playing and are with your brothers and sisters. I love you so very much Sadie. Wait for me Pretty Girl.

April 4,2021 Hi Sadie, Happy Easter in Heaven Pretty Girl. This is our first one without you in 15 years. I miss you so very much. There is so much joy today as we celebrate the resurrection of Jesus. How much I wish you were here to celebrate with me, however Heaven must be such a glorious place. I love you so very much Sadie. I hope you are with your friends and brothers and sisters. I pray everyday to come Home and have a joyous reunion. Wait for me. Happy Easter my Sweet Girl. I love you.

April 11, 2021 Hi Sadie Today is 8 months since you went Home to Heaven. How I wish I could turn back time and have you with me but not in pain. I miss you so much Sadie. Everyday that goes by I cross off in my mind as it brings me one day closer to you. I wake up every morning and look for you as I guess I can't believe you are not here. I talk to you and tell you to "Run Like The Wind" and be happy and have lots of friends. I know you are with God and Jesus now. I pray everyday for our reunion. I await that day with so much joy. I love you so much Sadie. Wait for me Sweet Girl.

April 28, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy Birthday My Sweet Girl. You are 16 today. I hope you are having a good birthday in Heaven surrounded by all of your friends. I hope you are playing and running free. I wish so much I could be celebrating with you in your new Home. I miss you so much Sadie. Today is a day to honor you and tell what a wonderful baby you are. I pray we will have a reunion when it is my turn to come Home. You have my heart Sadie Girl. I love you so much My Pretty Girl.

May 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is nine months today since God and Jesus called you Home. I miss you so very much Sadie. Everyday that goes by brings me closer to you. I have this ache for you that is so strong. I want so much to see and hold you. I know I must wait to be called Home and then we will have our joyous reunion. I thank God and Jesus for the time I had with you but if I could go back I would do so many things differently. Please forgive me Sadie for what I did and didn't do. I hope you have met your brothers and sisters and are getting acquainted and playing. You are my light Sadie. I look for you everywhere. If you can please send me signs. I hope you hear me talking to you. I love you so very much Sadie, "Run Like The Wind" Sweet Girl. Wait for me.

June 11, 2021 Hi Sadie I hope you are having a great day playing with your sisters and brothers and all of your friends. It is 10 months or 304 days since you were called Home to Heaven to be with God and Jesus. Oh Sadie I miss you so much. My arms ache to feel you again. It is 10 months but feels like yesterday you were here. Time does not heal all wounds as some may say. Every time I hear "You Are My Sunshine" on the TV I know it is you. I saw a cardinal just sitting at the bird feeder today just watching and I knew it was you. Thank you Pretty Girl. I pray everyday for us to have a reunion. How I await that day. I know you are healed now and "Running Like The Wind" as we always told you to do mainly when you were after those squirrels. I see you everywhere in your home here which is a very good thing. Your candle burns for you. Come and visit Sadie. I love you so very much My Pretty Sadie Girl.

June 29,2021 Hi Sadie I just need to tell you how very much I love you. I miss you more than I can put into words. Please send me a sign when you can. I love you so much.

July 4, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy 4th of July My Sweet Girl. This is our first without you in 15 years. I miss you so very much. I hope you will have a good day in Heaven with all of your friends and Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. I love you so much and await our reunion with so much joy. Wait for me My Pretty Sadie Girl.

July 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is 11 months today since you went Home to Heaven. It seems like you were just here. I miss you more than words can say. I talk to you and tell you I hope you are playing, feeling good and seeing many friends. Every day that goes by brings me one day closer to you Sadie. I pray to be together again. Wait for me Pretty Girl. I look at pictures of you and just want to pull you out of the picture and never let go. You are my Sweet Beautiful Girl. I miss everything Sadie. Someday we will be together, never to be parted again. I love you so very much My Sweet Sadie Girl.

July 12, 2021 Hi Sadie I hope you could see the light from all the candles tonight. I love you and miss you so much.

July 26, 2021 Hi Sadie I love you and miss you so much My Pretty Sadie Girl.

August 2, 2021 Hi Sadie I hope you could see the candles tonight. I miss you so much Sadie. I love you.

August 11,2021 Hi Sadie It is one year today since you went to your new Home in Heaven. Oh Sadie I have missed you beyond any words could say. Thoughts and images of that early morning just keep coming in my head. How I wish I had known what was going to happen. I would have done so many things differently. I have so many questions. But I know I may never know the answers. What I want to do is honor you. From the day we brought you home at a mere 4lbs you stole my heart and when you went to your new Home you took a part with you. I love you so very much. How I pray to be with you but I know I must wait until I am called. Sadie I pray everyday for us to have a reunion filled with joy and glory. You are the most wonderful gift God gave me and we were blessed to have you 15yr4mo. "Run Like The Wind" Sadie and I know you are young and feeling good. I love you so much and I miss you so much My Pretty Sadie Girl. Sadie I got you some pink roses for my beautiful girl. They sit by your urn and your candle. I hope you can see them.

August 23, 2021 Hi Sadie I love you and miss you so very much. I hope you could see the candles tonight.

August 30, 2021 Hi Sadie I just want you to know how very much I love you and miss you.

September 6, 2021 Hi Sadie I love you and miss you so very much. Hope you could see the candles.

September 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is another month and another month closer to you. The agony of you not here sometimes is so overwhelming I wonder how I will carry on. What I do know is I will see you again. My faith is so strong. I pray everyday for our reunion. I honor you with every cell in my body. I know you play with your brothers and sisters and friends and I know You are young, healthy, feeling good and so happy to be with Jesus and that makes me happy. I love you and miss you so very much My Pretty Sadie Girl.

September 14, 2021 I love you and miss you so much Sadie.

September 27, 2021 Hi Sadie I have been missing you so much My Pretty Girl. I love you and hope you could see the candles tonight.

October 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is another month today My Pretty Girl. I miss you so much and think of you constantly. I pray for our reunion everyday. I honor you and hope you have been playing with your brothers and sisters and friends. It is so quiet now and and I would do anything to be with you, but I know I must wait until I am called Home. I know you are with Jesus, healthy and young and that makes me happy. I love you Sadie so very much. Another month closer to you now My Sweet Pretty Sadie Girl.

October 18, 2021 Hi Sadie I am missing you so very much My Sweet Sadie. I just want to hold you again. I love and honor you so much.

October 31, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy Halloween My Pretty Girl. I miss you so much. I hope you are having a wonderful day. I love you more than I can ever say. I honor you Sadie with everything I am. I pray for our glorious reunion.

November 8, 2021 Hi Sadie I am missing you so very much. I love you Sweet Sadie. I long to hold you and kiss you. Please come and visit. You are My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie.

November 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is another month today or 457days since you went Home to Jesus. I miss you so much My Sadie Girl. My arms ache to hold you. I wonder everyday how you are and what you are doing. I try to honor you everyday by not crying so much My Pretty Girl. I look for you everywhere and hope to get a glimpse or any kind of sign. My life is different now as I am not able to see you in the physical sense. I know you are with Jesus and that makes me happy. I hope you have been with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. Sadie, I pray for our reunion everyday. Please wait for me. I love you so very much My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie.

November 25, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy Thanksgiving My Pretty Girl. This is the second year without you here for Thanksgiving. I miss you so very much. I think about you all the time and wonder how you are and what you have been doing in Heaven. I know you feel better and are young and that makes me happy, but not having you here is so hard. I don't want you to hurt though. Sadie I know you will have a good Thanksgiving with Jesus and Schatzie, Hans, Lily, Greta, Bertha, and Fritz and all of your friends. I love you so very much Sadie. I pray for our reunion everyday and and know it will be glorious. Wait for me Pretty Girl.

December 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Sadie. That means another month closer to you. I miss you so much Sadie. I think about you all the time and wonder what it may be that you are doing. I am at peace knowing you are with Jesus and Your sisters and brothers. I await the day we are all together again with so much joy. It is coming closer to Christmas and the thought you are not here makes me so sad. Sadie I just want to say thank you for all you gave me and honor you. Please come to see me My Pretty Girl. I love you so much. I just want to hold you so much. I love you and pray everyday to come to you when I am called.

December 24-25, 2021 Hi Sadie It is Christmas Eve and tomorrow is Christmas Day Sadie. It is the second one without you here. I miss you so very much My Pretty Girl. I have been thinking about you all the time. I know you and Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha Fritz and your friends will celebrate the birth of Jesus. I wish you were here to open your present I have put on the mantle for you. I miss watching you do that so much. I know you are with Jesus, healthy young and free. "Run Like The Wind" My Sweet Girl. I pray everyday for us to be together again and I know we will have a glorious reunion. I honor you Sadie. I love you Pretty Girl and will tell you that up to my last breath. Merry Christmas Sadie.

January 1, 2022 Hi Sadie Happy New Year My Beautiful Little Girl. It is so very hard to start another year without you, but I know where you are; safe with Jesus, and healthy young and happy. My faith tells me so. I hope you were able to have a nice New Year celebration with your sisters and brothers and all your friends. I can't even put into words how much I miss you Sadie. My arms ache to hold you. I honor you with every fiber of my being. I love you Sadie and will tell you that every day until I am with you.

January 11,2022 Hi Sadie Another month has gone by My Sweet Girl; another month closer to you Sadie Girl. I miss you more than I even know how to say. As the days go by I wonder what you are doing in Heaven. I pray you have been with your sisters and brothers. I envision you all playing together. I try not to cry so much My Pretty Girl as I don't want you to worry that you may be hurting me if you come for a visit. Please come Sadie. I would be so very happy if you came. Oh Sadie, I honor you so much. I love you My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie so very much.

February 7, 2022 Hi Sadie I hope you could see the light from the candles tonight. I miss you so much Sadie. Come visit My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie.

February 11, 2022 Hi Sadie It is 18 months today since that terrible night. I miss you so much My Pretty Girl. All I know is that every day that goes by brings me closer to you. I have read many books to help me with grief, but the ache in my heart will always be there until I get to see you again. I pray everyday for our reunion. I think about you all the time and wonder what is my baby doing. I hope you "Run Like The Wind". I pray you and your brothers and sister are together and playing and maybe you all even have a party with some of your new friends I have met here . Oh Sadie I just want to be with you . I wish I could send you some squeaker toys and greenies. When I look around your home on earth I see you everywhere in my mind and that is a good thing. I love you so very much My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie. Please come and visit when you can. I miss you so much.

February 14, 2022 Hi Sadie Happy Valentine's Day My Pretty Girl. I miss you so very much. I hope you had a day filled with your sisters and brothers and friends, and lots of playtime. Maybe you had a party. I love you so very much My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie. I am sending you many many kisses and hugs.

February 27, 2022 Hi Sadie I am missing you so much My Sweet Girl. I hope you could see the candles tonight. I love you more than I can put in words. I pray to come to you but have to wait until it is time. Play and "Run Like The Wind" Sadie.

March 11, 2022 Hi Sadie I miss you so much Sweet Girl. It is another month closer to you Sadie; another month gone by. I know this is a little late; the computer broke down. I hope you have been playing and are with your brothers and sisters. Oh Sadie, I still can't believe you have gone Home. I look for you everywhere. In my mind I see you In Heaven all well and happy with Jesus and that makes me happy. I know we will be together again. I have faith and know our reunion will be glorious. I love you so much Sadie. Please wait for me.

April 11, 2022 Hi Sadie Another month has gone by My Sweet Girl and that means another month closer to you. I miss you so very much My Pretty Girl. I await the day when we are together My Pretty Girl. I want so much to hold you. I miss you more than I can say. I pray everyday for our glorious reunion in God's Kingdom. I hope you are getting to play and "Running Like The Wind. Please wait for me Sadie. I love you so very much My Sweet Pretty Girl.

April 15, 2022 Hi Sadie Happy Easter My Sweet Girl. This is our second Easter without you Sadie. I miss you more than I know how to say. It is so quiet without you here. You are in my thoughts all the time. I wonder what it is you are doing. Are you with Schatzie, Hans, Lily, Greta, Bertha, and Fritz? I pray you are all together. My heart aches to see you and hold you. Sadie, I know you are with Jesus; all well and young. I hope you are playing. I pray for when we will be together again. I await that day with so much anticipation and joy. I love you so very much Sadie.

April 28, 2022 Hi Sadie Happy Birthday My Sweet Girl! You are seventeen in Heaven today. I hope you will be able to have a party with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha Fritz and all your friends. I wish you were here Sadie. I miss you so much. I honor you today with everything I have. I think of you all the time. I love you so much Sadie. Happy Birthday Pretty Girl!

May 11, 2022 Hi Sadie Today is another month gone by My Sweet Girl. Another month closer to you. I miss you so much Sadie. I think about you all the time and wonder what you are doing. The candle is lit on the mantel by your urn Sadie. I want you to know this is your home on earth; you can come to visit anytime. I just wish I could see you. I pray for all seven of us to have a glorious reunion. I hope you have been able to be with Schatzie, Hans, Lily, Greta , Bertha and Fritz. Sadie, I just love you so much.

May 30, 2022 Hi Sadie I hope you could see the candles glow tonight. I love you so much Sadie. I long to hold you Pretty Girl. Happy Memorial Day Sweet Girl. I think about you all the time. Please wait for me. "Run Like The Wind" Sadie.

June 11, 2022 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Girl. Another month closer to you. I miss you so much Sadie. I think about you all the time and wonder what it is you are doing. It is one year and ten months since I have been able to hold you and my arms just ache to hold you. I have so many regrets Sadie, things I shouldn't have done and things I should have done. I just want you to know you are the little love of my life. I pray to be with you every day and know we will have that glorious reunion. I love you so much My Pretty Sweet Girl Sadie.

July 4, 2022 Hi Sadie Happy 4th of July Sweet Girl. I hope you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz and your friends. Maybe you are having a little party. I miss you so very much Sadie. I think about you all the time. I love you My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie.

July 11,2022 Hi Sadie Today it is one year eleven months since you had to go Home. Sometimes it seems as if it were just yesterday you were here. Everyday I think how can this be true, you were just here laying on your blankets. I think about you all the time and wonder what it is you are doing. I know you are with Jesus. I just miss you so very much. I hope you are with your sisters and brothers and all your friends. I just know we will be together again and I pray for our reunion everyday. I honor you Sadie with everything I am. Please come visit when you can. I love you so very much Sadie.

August 11,2022 Hi Sadie It is two years today Sadie since you went Home to be with God and Jesus and Heaven. My heart aches so much not having you here; Sweet Baby I am glad you are no longer hurting. I know you are with Jesus and are young again and run free. Even though it is two years, it seems like just yesterday. Sadie, you gave me so much Sweetie, I hope I gave you some back. I have so any regrets. All I can say is I am so sorry. I miss you so very much. You are the little love of my life Sadie and and my soul baby. There are no words to describe how much I love you Sadie; Just know I love you so much. I think about you all the time. I pray everyday for our reunion. I know it will be glorious and I am two years closer to you. "Run Like The Wind" Sadie, be with your brothers and sisters and friends. Please send me a sign when you can. I honor you with everything I am. I love you so much Sadie.

August 29, 2022 Hi Sadie It is Monday night and the candle ceremony just finished. I hope you could see the candles. I love you so much and I miss you so much. I just wanted to tell you that tonight. My Sweet Baby.

September 11, 2022 Hi Sadie Today is another month gone by since you went to Heaven My Sweet Girl. This means I am another month closer to you. I miss you more than I can say Sadie. It is becoming fall now and cooling off. I know you always liked this time of the year. I write to you and I was thinking today about the big black bear in the backyard. You would loved to have seen him Pretty Girl. Maybe you were able to . I hope you have been with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. I like to think of all of you together playing and doing so many other things. I think about you all the time and pray everyday for our reunion. Oh Sadie, thank you for everything Sweet Girl. I honor you so much. Someday we will be together. I love you so very much. Please wait for me.

September 27, 2022 Hi Sadie I just wanted you to know how much I love you and miss you.

October 11, 2022 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Girl. I am getting closer to you. How I await that day. I just know our reunion is going to be glorious. I know you are with Jesus so I don't worry too much. I worry more about whether you have forgiven me for the things I shouldn't have done or for the things I should have done. I just love you so much. I honor you Sadie with all I am. I want so much to hold you and hug you and kiss you. Please, if you can, send me a sign. I look for you everywhere. You are the best thing. Sadie, I hope you get to play with your brothers and sisters and friends. Wait for me Sweetie Girl. You have a piece of my heart and I love you more than I can put in words. Sending you many kisses.

November 7, 2022 Hi Sadie I miss you so much Sadie. There are times I don't know what to do. Please send me a sign My Sweet Girl. I love you so much.

November 11, 2022 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Girl which means another month closer to you. Sadie, I miss you more than I know how to put in words. It is eternal. It just seems like it was yesterday and I keep waiting to see you sleeping on your blankets or begging to eat. I think there are times when I may get a panic attack just thinking about you not being here. I do know you are in Heaven with Jesus and your brothers and sisters. I hope you are feeling good and "Running Like The Wind". I pray to be with you and have a glorious reunion. Sadie, I miss you so very much. Please come and see me or send a sign when you can. I love you so much.

November 24, 2022 Hi Sadie Happy Thanksgiving My Sweet Girl. I miss you so much Sadie. I will so miss giving you a little turkey today. This is our third Thanksgiving without you since you went Home to Heaven. It just seems like yesterday since that terrible night. But today I want to honor you and tell you what a wonderful little girl you are. I love you Sadie with all of my being. I just know we will have a wonderful reunion.

December 5, 2022 Hi Sadie I just want you to know how much I love you I honor you Sweetie. Please come to see me. I miss you so very much.

December 12, 2022 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Baby. That means I am another month closer to you. I miss you so very much. I can't even put into words how much I miss you---I am at a loss for words. Sadie I think about you all the time--wondering what it is you are doing and hoping you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz, your brothers and sisters. I pray for us to have a glorious reunion. I probably say the same things to you over and over but Sadie all I know is I can't wait to come Home and be with you, but I must be patient and wait until it is my time. I love you so very much Sadie. I look for signs everywhere. Please come to see me. I love you Sadie. Please wait for me. I honor you with everything.

December 25, 2022 Hi Sadie Merry Christmas to My Beautiful Girl. I miss you more than I know how to say. This is the third one without you. How I miss watching you open your presents and get so excited when you saw the family. Your tail would be going a mile a minute. Oh Sadie, I think about you all the time and wonder what it is you are doing. I just know you are celebrating Jesus' birth. I just want to hold you and tell you how much I love you over and over and over. You are the bestest girl! Wait for me Sweetie. I pray for our reunion everyday. Merry Christmas Sadie. I love you so much.

December 31, 2022-January 1, 2023 Hi Sadie Happy New Year My Pretty Girl. Another year is gone and that means another year closer to you. Oh Sadie, how I pray to be with you for all eternity. I hope you are getting to celebrate the New Year with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. I love you so very much Sadie. I think about you all the time Sadie. Come and visit me when you can Sweet Girl. I miss you more than I can put it into words Sadie. I love you and Happy New Year My Beautiful Girl Sadie.

January 11, 2023 Hi Sadie My Sweet Girl it is another month gone by; another month closer to you. It has been two and one half years now Sadie since God called you home. I know you had to go Home Sadie but I just miss you more than I can ever say. I think about you everyday wondering how you are and what it is you are doing. I pray to God and Jesus everyday to be with you. I hope you are with your brothers and sisters and are playing and being with Jesus. I just know we will be together when I come Home. We will have a glorious reunion. Sadie please come and visit when you can. I love you Sweetie so much. I just ache to hold you in my arms.

January 30, 2023 Hi Sadie My Sweet Little Girl, I just want to tell you how much I love you. I miss you so much Sadie. You are so beautiful in every way. I just believe and know we will be together again. I have my faith.

February 11,2023 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Girl; another month closer to you. Sadie, I miss you more than I can put in words. You are the light of my life. I think about you all the time wondering what it is you are doing in Heaven. I pray for us to be together when it is time for me to come Home. Sadie, I give you so much honor; you are such a good girl. I want so much to just pick you up and hold you and have some pizza with you. Oh My Sweet Girl I love you so much. Come visit when you can. More and more and more kisses for you.

February 14. 2023 Hi Sadie Happy Valentine's Day My Sweet Girl. I love you so much. You are the light of my life. I just want to hold you and never let go. I miss you more than words can say. I hope you can come to see me. I pray for us to be together again and I will never let go of you. Oh Sadie, you are the "Bestest" girl. I love you so much.

March 6, 2023 Hi Sadie The candle service has just ended Sweet Girl. Sadie, I want you to know I love you so very much and I miss you so much. Come to visit me. Please come and bark. I just ache to hold you. I honor you Sweet Girl Sadie.

March 11, 2023 Hi Sadie My Sweet Girl It is another month; another month closer to you. I hope My Sadie is with your brothers and sisters and friends. I am missing you so much and just ache to hold you in my arms. Just to look down and see you on your blankets would be so wonderful. I know you are not hurting now and with Jesus. That is what sustains me until we are together. I love you so much and honor you with all I am. I pray to God to let us have a glorious reunion. You are the light of my life and your candle stays lit by your urn. Please come to see me when you can. I love you Sadie so very much.

March 27, 2023 Hi Sadie I just want you to know Ed and I visited a Rainbow Bridge in NC. It was a very peaceful place and I felt peace knowing you are in Heaven. I pray everyday for our reunion and every day that goes by brings me closer to you. I love you so much and Sweet Girl I miss you more than I can put in words. I hope you could see the candles tonight at the ceremony. I love you.

April 9, 2023 Hi Sadie Happy Easter My Sweet Girl. Today we celebrate the resurrection of Jesus; A most joyous day. I am missing you so very much Sadie. I pray everyday for our reunion. I think about you all the time and I hope you had a wonderful day and were with your sisters and brothers and friends. The love I have for you is eternal My Sweet Baby. I want so much to just hold you and never let you go. I know with everything I am you are in Heaven Sadie and that sustains me. Please come to visit. I love you so much.

April 11, 2023 I am a little late in writing and I am sorry Sweet Girl. I love you so much Sadie. It is another month gone; another month closer to you. I think about you all the time and wonder what it is you are doing in Heaven. I try to look for signs. Sometimes I am just not sure what is a sign and what is not, but I just know you come to visit. I have faith. Sadie I hope you are with your sisters and brothers and I pray for us to have a glorious reunion. I just find it so hard to put into words how much I miss you Sadie. I honor you Sweet Girl. You are the little love of my life.

April 28, 2023 Hi Sadie Happy Birthday My Sweet Girl in Heaven. I hope you will get to have a party with all of your sisters and brothers and all of your friends. I miss you so very much. I think about you all the time. Sadie you are My "Bestest" Girl! I love you with all I am and honor you on this special day. Happy Birthday Sadie!!!!

May 11, 2023 Hi Sadie It is another month My Pretty Girl; another month closer to you. I miss you so much Sadie. I just wish there were a way to pick you up and hold you forever. I know I must be patient and wait until we are together again. I pray for our reunion everyday. I think about you all the time and hope you are "Running Like The Wind". Please come to visit me when you can. Sweet Baby, the day you came into my life was the most wonderful day. I love you so much Sadie.

May 23,2023 Hi Sadie My Sweet girl, I miss you so much. I pray you are doing ok. I think about you all the time. I just want you to know Sadie I will tell you that everyday of my life. Until we are together My Sweet Pretty Girl..............

May 30, 2023 Hi Sadie I love you so much Sweet Girl. I just want to tell you Ed and I visited the Rainbow Bridge in NC today and left a collar with your name and that of Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. It is a very nice place & and it has helped me to do this. I just wanted to tell you. Sweetie Girl, I miss you so much beyond words. We will be together again Sadie.

June 11, 2023 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Pretty Girl; Another month closer to you. I miss you Sadie Girl so very much. I think of all of our car rides and getting pizza. You love pizza so much. How I wish we could have some pizza together right now. Sadie, I honor you with everything I am and know. I hope you can come visit me or send me a sign. I love you so much My Sweet Pretty Girl Sadie. We will be together again.

June 26, 2023 Hi Sadie The candle ceremony just ended. I hope you could see the light from the candles. I love you so very much Sweet Girl. I miss you more than I know how to say. Thank you for the Sunshine song sign today. I just love you so much.

July 4, 2023 Hi Sadie Happy 4th of July Sweet Girl. I miss you so much Sadie. I miss your physical presence so much but I just know you are here sometimes. How I wish I could just pick you up and hold you I miss doing everything with you. You are in my thoughts every minute of every day. Sadie be free but please wait for me. I love you for all eternity.

July 11, 2023 Hi Sadie Today is another month gone by My Pretty Girl. Another month closer to you. Oh Sadie, I miss you so very much. Sometimes I wonder how can this be. I still cannot believe you have gone Home to Heaven. I ache so much for you. But I know you are not hurting anymore and that is a very good thing. I miss doing so many things with you. I pray everyday for us to be together again for all eternity. I love you Sadie. "Run Like The Wind" My Sweet Girl.

July 24,2023 Hi Sadie I hope you could see the light from the candles tonight. I love you so much and just ache to hold you Sweet Baby. I miss you.

August 11, 2023 Hi Sadie My Sweet Girl It is three years today since that terrible night. I miss you so much Sadie. I know you are in Heaven and I just know you are feeling better. I just ache to hold you. In some ways it seems like it was yesterday. Everyday I think another day has gone by and I am getting closer to you. You are such a sweet beautiful little girl. I honor you so much Sadie. Please come to visit me and/or send me a sign. I wish I
could visit you or send some toys and treats. I pray everyday to be with you for all eternity. I love you Sadie and will tell you until we are together again. You are My "Bestest" Girl.

September 21, 2023 Hi Sadie I am a little late this month. I had surgery and I am trying to get with it again. I am sorry Sweetie. I miss you so much and wish you were on my lap right now. Not having you here in the physical sense is so hard. I love you Sweet Girl more than I know how to say in words. I am getting closer to you as another month is gone. Please send me a sign when you can. I love you Sadie Girl.

October 11,2023. Hi Sadie It is another month gone My Pretty Girl. I am another month closer to you now. I miss you so very much and wish I could pick you up from your blankets and just hold you. I hope you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. Please come and visit and give me a sign. I pray everyday for us to be together for all eternity. I love you so very much Sadie. Thank you for letting me be your Mom.

October 31 2023 Hi Sadie Happy Halloween My Sweet Girl. I love you so much. You would love the coo;er weather now Sweetie. I wish I could send you some squeaker toys. I think about you all the time. It has been over three years now Sadie; I miss you so very much. I thank God for you everyday. You are My Bestest Girl. I love you.

November 11, 2023 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Girl. Another month closer to you. I miss you so very much. It is over three years now, but it feels like yesterday when you went Home. I think of you all the time. I just know you must be with Schatzie, Hans, Lily, Greta, Bertha and Fritz, your brothers and sisters. I pray for our reunion everyday. Please send me a sign when you can. I love you so very much My Sweet Pretty Little Sadie Girl. I miss you. Sending you lots of kisses.

November 23, 2023 Hi Sadie Happy Thanksgiving My Sweet Girl I miss you so very much. I miss seeing your little nose twitching to all of the smells in the kitchen and giving you a little taste. Oh Sadie I love you so much. I pray for our reunion everyday. And I hope you will come to visit and give me a sign. I am so proud to be your mom. Sadie girl, play with your sisters and brothers and friends. I know we will be together when I
come Home. I love you so much Sweetie.

December 12, 2023 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by My Sweet Girl. Oh Sadie, I just miss you so much. I just ache to hold you in my arms and never let go. Sadie, every month that goes by brings me closer to you. I pray you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. Please come and send me a sign Sweetie. I am so lucky and blessed to be your Mom. I love you so much Sadie.

December 24, 2023 Hi Sadie It is Christmas Eve My Sweet Girl. Merry Christmas Sweetie. I miss you so very much and wish we were together. Heaven must be very busy getting ready to celebrate the birth of Jesus. I pray you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz, your brothers and sisters. Maybe you will celebrate with them and all of your friends. Sadie, the days are going by and I know I am getting closer to you. I just ache to hold you. I hope you will have a wonderful Christmas My Beautiful Girl. I love you so very much Sadie.

January 1, 2024 Hi Sadie Happy New Year My Pretty girl. Another year has gone by. I miss you so very much Sadie. I wish I could be holding you in my arms right now. I know you are with Jesus. I pray for our reunion everyday. I am so thankful to be your Mom. I pray you are with your sisters and brothers; Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. You are The Seven Little Loves Of My Life. Sadie, "Run Like The Wind" Sweetie. I love you so much; More than I can put into words.

January 11, 2024 Hi Sadie Another month has gone by My Sweet Girl. I am getting closer. I miss you so very much. It is a quiet time of the year now which I guess everyone needs after their running around during the holidays. I just reflect. Thank you for letting me be your Mom. Thank you for teaching me so much. I pray every day for us to have a glorious reunion. You are My Bestest Girl. I love you so very much My Sweet Little Girl Sadie.

February !!, 2024 Hi Sadie I am missing you so very much. It is another month and one day as it actually is the twelfth. I am another month closer to you and that makes me very happy. Please send me a sign when you can Sweetie. I love you so very much, more than I can ever say in words. Tonight was the candle ceremony and I hope you could see the light from all the candles. I am sending kisses for all eternity. I pray for us to be together forever and for a glorious reunion. I love you Sadie.

February 13-14 It is almost Valentine's Day My Beautiful Girl. A day of love and I love you so much. I would just love to pick you up and never let go. Oh Sadie how I pray for us to be together for all eternity. I miss you so much and wait patiently for a sign from you. I am sending kisses and more kisses until I can be with you and plant one on your head. I love you My Sweet Pretty Little Girl Sadie.

February 20, 2034 Hi Sadie I just want to tell you I love you so very much. I miss you more than I can ever explain. I think about you all the time. I wish I could be holding you right now, but someday we will be together. I pray to God and ask for a glorious reunion. I love you Sadie.

March 5, 2024 Hi Sadie My Pretty Girl-I just want to tell you I love you so very much. I miss you more than I can ever explain. "Run Like The Wind" My Beautiful Girl.

March 11, 2024 Hi Sadie My Pretty Girl it is actually the early morning of March 12. I miss you so very much. I hope you could see all the light from the candles at the candle ceremony. Another month has gone by and I am getting closer to you. I think about you in Heaven and I just know you are safe in the arms of Jesus. I just miss you so much. Sweetie, please send a sign when you can. I love you more than I know how to say. You are the "bestest" girl.

March 31, 2024 Hi Sadie Happy Easter My Sweet Girl. I miss you so very much Sadie. It is Spring now and I remember when we used to sit on the front porch together. I just loved to see you laying in the warm sun. I think about you all the time Sadie and pray you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz, your sisters and brothers. Please send me a sign when you can Pretty Girl. I love you so much Sadie and I pray everyday for all of us to be together forever. You are my"Bestest" Girl.

April 28, 2024 Hi Sadie Happy Birthday to My Beautiful Girl. I miss you so very much. I hope you are having a party in Heaven with your sisters and brothers, Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha Fritz and all of your friends.
I love you all so much. Sadie, you are my little soulmate. Everyday that goes by brings me closer to you and I pray for our reunion everyday. I am sending you kisses and more kisses and when I see you I will plant one on you like no tomorrow. I love you Sadie. Please Sweetie send me a sign. I am sorry I did not write on April 11 Sadie. I have no excuse. I just messed up Sweetie. I love you Sadie so very much.

May 6, 2024 Hi Sadie I hope you could see the light from the candles tonight. I miss you so very much Sweet Girl. I just wanted to tell you that. I love you Sadie. Please send a sign when you can.

May 14, 2024 Hi Sadie Wow Sweet Girl, the 11th of the month has come and is gone. Maybe I am beginning to understand that I should remember just the happy times. I think you are trying to make me see that. I love you so very much Sadie. I just wish I could hold you and play. You are my little soulbaby. I just miss you so much. Someday we will be together. I pray God will give us a glorious reunion in Heaven. Please Sweetie send me a sign. I love you and send kisses and more kisses forever.

May 27, 2024 Hi Sadie It is Memorial Day My Sweet Girl. I just want to tell you I love you and miss you so very much. I hope you could see the lights from the candles tonight.

June 11, 2024 Hi Sadie It is another month gone by Sweet Girl. I have been missing you so very much. I just know we will be together when I come Home. I pray you and your sisters and brothers are together. Play and have fun. I wish I could send you some greenies and some squeaker toys. I am sending you kisses for all eternity and I will put a kiss on you when I see you. You are my souldog Sweetie and I love you so very much. Please send me a sign when you can. "You are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine"

July 5, 2024 Hi Sadie Happy 4th of July Sweet Girl. I miss you so very much. The fireworks were bad yesterday and I know you do not like fireworks. I pray you are with your sisters and brothers. I patiently wait for the day when we can be together again. Please send me a sign Sadie. I love you so very much. Play and have fun and someday we will roll in the grass together. I love you Sweetie.

July 15, 2024 Hi Sadie I love you so much Sweet Girl. Another month has gone by and I am getting closer to you. please send me a sign Sweetie. I pray you are with Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz, your sisters and brothers. I am so very proud to be your Mom. Oh Sadie I pray for the day when we will be together again. I love you so much. "Run Like The Wind" Sweetie Girl. Someday I hope to roll in the grass with you. I just love you so very much Sweet Girl.

July 31, 2024 Hi Sadie My Sweet Girl, I just want to tell you I love you so much. I miss you Sadie so very much. Thank you for the signs today. I love you.

August 11, 2024 Hi Sadie It is four years now since "that night" My Sweet Girl. Oh Sadie, I miss you so very much. I don't know how I have made it these years without you, but I am glad you are not hurting anymore and I know you are with God now. You have gone Home and I pray for the day we are together again. I love you Sadie Girl with my entire bring. I honor you and thank you for everything you have given me. "Run Like The Wind" Sweet Girl, but please wait for me. You are everything to me. I love you Sadie.

August 20, 2024 Hi Sadie I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and I hope and pray you are with your sisters and brothers playing. I love you Sadie and I just ache to hold you and see you. I know I must be patient and wait for when it is my time to go Home, but I sure do miss you. I love you Baby Girl. "Run Like The Wind" Sweet Girl.

September 2, 2024 Hi Sadie Happy Labor Day My Sweet Girl. I miss you so very much Sadie. I think about you all the time and I pray for the day when we can be together again. Sadie, I love you so very much. Look for the light from all the candles tonight. "Run Like The Wind" Sadie Girl. I love you.

September 11, 2024 Hi Sadie It is another My Sweet Girl. I am another month closer to you. I miss you so very much Sadie. I pray you are with your sisters and brothers and playing with your friends. "Run Like The Wind" Sweet Girl. I love you more than I know how to put in words. I am so very proud to be your Mom. Thank you for the feather Sadie. When the time is right and it is my time to come Home, I pray God will allow us to be together for all eternity. I love you so very much Sadie.

October 11, 2024 Hi Sadie It is early morning Sweet Girl. I miss you so very much Sadie. Another month has gone by; another month closer to you. You are My SoulMate Sweet Girl. I wish I could hold you, but I know you are with Jesus and are ok. I pray for the day when we are together again for all eternity. I hope you are getting lots of toys and treats, especially those greenies you just love. "Run Like The Wind" Sadie. I love you Sadie with every part of my being.

October 21, 2024 Hi Sadie. I just want to tell you I love you and miss you so very much. Look for the light tonight Sweet Girl as it is the candle ceremony. Wait for me.

October 31, 2024 Hi Sadie Happy Halloween Sadie Girl. I love you so very much. I miss you more than I know how to put into words. I hope you are playing with your sisters and brothers and friends. I pray for the day when we can be together and have a glorious reunion. I love you so much Sadie.

November 4, 2024 Hi Sadie It is Monday night and a candle ceremony. Sweet Baby, I hope you could see all of the light from the candles. I love you so much Sadie. I miss you so much!

November 12, 2024 Hi Sadie Another month has gone by. I am getting closer to you and that is good. I miss you Pretty Girl so very much. Sometimes I wonder how I have gone this long without picking you up. Sadie, I love you more than anything. You are everything to me and I pray to God everyday to hold you in my arms when it is my time to come Home. I hope you are "Running Like The Wind" Sadie and playing with your brothers and sisters and friends. Today I heard the "You Are My Sunshine" song and I knew it was a sign from you. Thank you Sweet Girl. I love you Sadie.

November 28, 2024 Hi Sadie. Happy Thanksgiving My Sweet Girl. I miss you so very much. I pray you and Schatzie, Hans, Lily, Greta, Bertha and Fritz are together. I love you so very much. Please come to see me when you can. Sadie you are everything to me, my Soulbaby. "Run Like The Wind" Sweet Girl. I love you.

December 3, 2024 Hi Sadie I just want to tell you I miss you so very much Sweet Girl. I love you more than I can put into words. I wish I could visit you, but I have to wait. I send you kisses for all eternity. You are My Beautiful Girl.

December 11, 2024 Hi Sadie Another month has passed by My Sweet Girl. I love you so very much Sadie. I wish I could visit, but I have to wait. I miss you so much. You are My Souldog Sadie. I pray you and Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz are together. When you can, please send me a sign. I know I am another week closer to you. I love you so very much. Christmas is almost here.