12/1/23: Today is 3 weeks you've been gone from my side Tank. Life is just not the same without my buddy, Mommy misses you very, very much and cries everyday thinking about you! I know you are watching me because I feel it in certain things I do. You made me have a purpose in life, my whole life revolved around you and now I have no purpose.

12/14/23: It still hurts, more than my heart can handle. I love and miss you with every breath I take and long for your stinky licks, I miss you licking my toes when I get out of the shower. I miss you sitting next to me in the truck, I just MISS YOU BUDDY!!!

12/31/23: This is the last day of the worst year of my life. After losing you to the Rainbow Bridge, it just doesn't seem fair. I had so much more planned for us. My heart is broken yet, Overflowing with love for you and I miss you so much. I can't imagine furbaby moms and dads going through such pain. I just want to hold you and talk to you and be with you. You were taken away from me, Way too fast and too soon. I so want to be with you right now more than anything in the world.

2/10/24: Hello my sweet boy.... I haven't checked in since last year. It's been a struggle really really hard without you here. I can't imagine how fast 13 and 1/2 years flew by.... It seems like yesterday that I picked you up from the rescue at 4 months old. You and your sister Mo bonded immediately and boy did she Love you too. I'm sure she was there. Waiting for you with open paws. There's not a minute in the day that goes by that I don't think of you. You're everywhere for me and nowhere at the same time. I love you tank. I hope you're running free chasing fish at a beautiful brook, chasing squirrels and being a beautiful goofball...❤️💜❤️🐾🐾

2/14/24 Happy Valentine's Day to the best guy I've ever met. I love you!!!!

3/10/24 I lost you 4 months ago today and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and love you and miss you so so much.

3/25/24 Happy Heavenly Birthday my sweet boy❤️ You would of been 14 today.Mommy misses you very, very much. I love you!

Easter Sunday 2024: Missing you, still crying, thinking we would be heading to our fishing spot so you could swim with the mullet, hang out in your boggie board and run up and down the beach. Life just isn't the same Tank💔 Love, your Mommy forever.

4/10/24:5 months since you were taken from me. Every day is a struggle without my best friend, shadow, love of my life, my purpose. Gosh, I miss and love you so much Tank.

5/10/24: My sweet sweet boy, I miss your goofy run down the sidewalk with your stuffed animal flopping in your mouth, I miss you chasing lizards and squirrels. I cant bring myself to go to "OUR" spot at the river, the windshield in the truck still has your beautiful nose prints on it. There's sooo much I miss and long for with you. I just dont understand why you were taken from me so soon, you should still be here...I should still be hugging you! furever in my heart and on my mind. I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL BOY!

5/21/24 Well today is my birthday and WE should be clebrating but we are not. I know you would have those beautiful kisses for me and tilt your head lovingly when I say "Lets go for a ride buddy." Missing you more every single day til we meet again!!! My furever soul mate!!!

5/25/24: Happy Birthday my beautiful boy, today you would of been 14, but instead you are at the Rainbow Bridge and not with me. My head knows your in a great place but my heart is full of pain, sadness and totally empty without you. I love you furever Tank!❤️🐾

7/3/24: Hello my beautiful boy, I hope the fireworks don't both you at the bridge today, tomorrow and the rest of the weekend, I know how much you disliked them. You would run around and bark at the floor and windows. You are missed beyond words my buddy. Mommy' s heart truly will never ever be the same without you... Loving and missing you EVERY SINGLE DAY❤️

8/28/24: Hello my beautiful boy, Mommy is missing you something bad as usual. I hope it's everything beautiful at the Rainbow Bridge because it sure is miserable here without you...I love and miss you beyond words💔

11/10/24: Well buddy, it's been a whole year since you left my side and I still feel the pain of your absence. Nothing will ever fill the emptiness in my heart and soul like you did. There's not a second that goes by that I don't see you in my mind, memories of us on Facebook come up all the time, what great times we had together, I miss EVERYTHING about you. People that I haven't seen in ages, ask about you and then when I tell them they are so sad and so sorry. You made a huge impression on everyone!!!! I will love you forever and ever. Love your Furmommy ❤️🩵💜🐾🐾

11/28/24: Happy Thanksgiving my beautiful boy. This is the second Thanksgiving that you've missed having turkey with me that I didn't even bother having turkey this year. I would do anything in the world to bring you back. I miss you so so much. When it's my time to go, will you promise to meet me at heaven's gate???? That's all I want in the world now. 💔💔