by Diane
Here it is another month gone by since my beloved Poppie (Jan. 2002 and Heidi (Feb. 2002) have passed on. I saw a picture of a kitten while surfing online today, it looked like Poppie as a kitten and I cried. How I miss that sweet cat, his furry face rubbing against mine. I looked out the window of my kitchen and see the graves of my beloved ones gone, and I cry. Will this pain ever end? Every thing reminds me of all the pets who have gone, 4 cats and 3 dogs, each one has a special place in my heart. I try to think of good things, good memories, it can be so hard to do, because it ends up with thinking of their passing instead and more pain. I find a toy mouse Heidi used to play with, and I cry. I miss Poppie lying in my arms, purring so loudly. I miss Heidi's soft silky fur, miss her sitting on top of the recliner while I read. Every time I think of them, my heart hurts. How I long to be with them again.