MUFFIN
by Joan
I LOST MUFFIN MY LITTLE GIRL POMERANIUM THE LAST OF MAY. SHE WAS A TREASURE TO MY HUSBAND AND I. I GOT MUFFIN AS A BABY IN 1987. SHE WAS RUN OVER BY A TRUCK WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 1 1/2 YEARS OLD AND DEVELOPED SCARRING ON HER BRAIN FROM A HEAD INJURY AND STARTED HAVING SEIZURES. SHE HAD TO BE BUT ON PHENOBARBITAL DAILY. I LOVED AND CARED FOR HER UNCONDITIONALLY. WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 6 YEARS OLD SHE HAD TO HAVE A FEMALE OPERATION AND THEY FOUND OUT SHE WAS A SEVERE DIABETIC. SO SHE HAD TO GO ON INSULIN TWICE A DAY. MUFFIN CONTINUED TO GO DOWN HILL AND EVENTUALLY WENT BLIND SHE COULD NOT GO OUT ANYMORE BY HERSELF SO I PUT HUGGIES DIAPERS ON MUFFIN. SHE ADAPTED SO GOOD. SHE NEVER ONCE TRIED TO TAKE THEM OFF. EVERYONE THAT SAW MUFFIN COULD NOT GET OVER THE FACT THAT SHE WOULD WEAR THE DIAPERS. SHE HAD TO WEAR A SIZE 2. ON THE BACK SIDE OF THE DIAPER I WOULD CUT A TRIANGLE SHAPE OUT TO PULL HER FLUFFY TAIL OUT SO SHE WOULD NOT HAVE TO POO POO IN THE DIAPER JUST WET BECAUSE HER URINARY PROBLEM WAS OUT OF CONTROL.MUFFIN WORE DIAPERS UNTILL SHE DIED. SHE ALSO WOULD NOT EAT ANYTHING BUT CHEF BOY AR DEE STEW BEEF LITTLE BUCKET DINNERS SHE WOULD WANT TWO OR THREE A DAY. SHE GOT VERY EXPENSIVE WITH MEDICINE DIAPERS AND FOOD. BUT SHE WAS WORTH EVEY DOLLAR I SPENT.AND WOULD GO BACK AND DO IT AGAIN IF I COULD HAVE HER BACK. EVERYONE WOULD SAY PUT HER TO SLEEP BUT THERE WAS NO WAY. ONLY GOD KNEW WHEN TO TAKE MUFFIN.SHE GAVE US SO MUCH LOVE RIGHT UP TO HER LAST DAY. I ENTERED MUFFIN IN THE SPOOKY POUCH CONTEST EVERY HALLOWEEN FOR A WHILE AND SHE WOULD ALWAYS WALK AWAY WITH BLUE RIBBONS OR FIRST PLACE.WHEN EVER I LEFT HOME SHE WOULD ALWAYS WAIT BY THE DOOR I WENT OUT OF UNTILL I RETURNED. EVEN THOUGH MUFFIN WAS BLIND SHE KNEW EVERY SPOT IN THE HOUSE SHE NEVER BUMPED INTO ANYTHING.KNEW WHERE HER FOOD AND WATER WAS .AND HOW TO GET TO JUST WHWERE SHE WANTED TO GO. MUFFIN WAS A TRAMATIC LOSS TO MY HUSBAND AND I I AM NOW FIXING A PET CEMETARY FOR ALL OF OUR PETS AND OTHER FAMILY MEMEMBER PETS IN MY BACK YARD. ONE DAY ABOUT A WEEK AGO ONE OF MY CO WORKERS AT AFFORDABLE DENTURES IN KINSTON N.C. TOLD ME SHE HAD SOMETHING FOR ME TO READ. IT WAS RAINBOWS BRIDGE POEM. I STOOD THERE AND CRIED. I BROUGHT IT HOME TO MY HUBAND AND HE ALSO CRIED. IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL. AND PLAN TO GIVE COPIES TO OTHER PEOPLE AS THEY LOOSE A PET. THANK YOU FOR CREATING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL WEB SITE AND I DO PLAN TO ENTER MUFFIN SOON. GOD BLESS PET LOVERS EVERWHERE. AND ESPECIALLY RAINBOWSBRIDGE.
Comments would be appreciated by the author, Joan