by LINDA
10-09-03
MY BEST FRIEND LAID HER HEAD IN MY LAP TODAY AND WENT TO SLEEP. A FEW SECONDS LATER SHE WENT LIMP. I JUST KEPT PETTING HER AS I CRIED AND TOLD HER OVER AND OVER HOW MUCH I LOVED HER. I CANT REMEMBER A SINGLE MOMENT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE THAT DEVESTATED, SADDENED, AND HURT ME TO MY CORE LIKE IT DID TODAY WHEN TERROR DIED. YESTERDAY WAS HER 16TH BIRTHDAY. I WILL MISS HER LIKE I WOULD MY OWN SKIN,SHE WAS MY OTHER HALF. RIGHT NOW I WISH I WOULD HAVE WAITED ANOTHER WEEK OR EVEN JUST ONE MORE DAY! BUT SHES NOT IN PAIN ANY MORE. I AM,, YET I KNOW WITH TIME MY PAIN AND HEARTACHE WILL EASE. THE YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND COMFORT THAT SHE GAVE ME WILL LAST MY WHOLE LIFE. I LOVE YOU TERROR! THANKS FOR LOVING ME BACK.
P.S.
DEAR GOD,
THIS IS TERROR. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF HER TILL I GET THERE.
LOVE, LINDA