by Kim Brandau
To Tara:
You are gone now, gone to a happy place of running and jumping, swimming and playing. I miss you. I cry because my life seems so empty without your sweet face nuzzling me. I miss your silky soft ears that I could run my fingers over when I was sad or stressed. I miss your sweet kisses that just made me feel better no matter what. And that wonderful Tara doggy-breath that we just couldnt seem to fix no matter what.
You were so much fun. Nicholas and I loved playing soccer and basketball with you. I have never seen a dog get so much enjoyment out of a game. I loved how you taught yourself how to do a somersault. You were amazing. We had fun running in the woods at the Falls and swimming in the river. In my minds eye I can see you now, running through the woods loving life, your beautiful coat glistening in the sun.
I am sorry that Joey will not remember you outside of pictures, but be sure we will share you with him. Tipper misses you and is sleeping in your bed and on your blanket. I know that will be okay with you. I will make sure she is okay.
Thank you for bringing so much joy into my life for so many years. It was so hard for me to let you go, but I knew. I knew when you wouldnt share your kisses anymore that life was not good for you. And yesterday when with your last breath you gave me a kiss, I knew you were thanking me for being strong and for letting you go.
I love you Tara. And I will hold you in my heart until we meet again and I can hold you in my arms.
Mom