by Kelly C
Tiki,
I know you are sick and your life is coming to an end, but these past 3 years with went by so fast. I want so much for a miracle to happen over night, so we went have to make that ride to the vet tomorrow; but I know that will never happen. I want whats best for you. I don't want to lose you, but my heart is telling me that its the only way that you will be well again. I cannot accept that in a few short hours, I will never see your piercing blue eyes, hear your distinctive meow, feel your purr when I pet you. All the times I pushed you away when I was too busy chatting with friends on the internet and all you wanted was to be held. I wish I could take those days back if I we to know that this day would come so soon. I feel so helpless, not being able to help you now. I had always imagined you coming with me when I left for college. I love you so much, you have no idea. I'll never forget your distinctive character. I will always remember when you hid at the top of the stairs and greeted me when I came home from school. When I would wake up in the morning to find you sleeping near my head, or under my arm. I know you looked up to me as your mother. I was your safety and security, and I always will be. God sometimes works in myterious ways. Its your turn to leave. Its hard for me because I just attended the funeral of a friend today, and now saying goodbye to you tomorrow. God took him suddenly also, but it was also his time to go.
Thank you so much, Tiki for all the joy you brought to my life. I love you, and I will never forget you. My heart and home will be empty without you. Please remember me and all the play times we had together. We may be apart physically, but emotionally and mentally we will always be together. No other cat will ever replace you. I will think of you always,
Mommy