by Jennifer Collie
Always
I wonder how it felt to go.
I wonder if you knew.
I wonder if you felt any pain.
I wonder if you knew your life was through.
These things I wonder
Always
What was the last thought that went through your mind?
Were you thinking of me as your breathing began to slow?
Were you thinking of the times we played?
Did you wonder where I was and why I did not come to see you go?
These questions I ask myself
Always
I wish I had been by your side.
I wish I could have said goodbye.
I wish I had spent more time with you.
I wish someone besides me would cry.
These things I wish
Always
I know what's done is done.
I know what's through is through.
I know my love will never die.
I know that I will Always love you.