by Alison Didier
Farewell Dizzy
A delicate thread connected you
to a world growing dimmer and more muffled,
with its confusion of steps,
its slippery floors and uneven surfaces,
its hidden bumps all conspiring against
a spine growing rigid
hips without give
muscles so weak youd fall at your water bowl.
That delicate thread connected you to us,
your admirers,
your guardians,
helplessly watching you move
hunched over
dragging your sagging hips,
our hearts breaking at the sound
of your whimpering, your crying out,
your pleas for something - if only we knew what.
That delicate thread was broken at last
by gentle hands that loved you dearly.
Our hands held you
and stroked you
and carefully relinquished our hold
on that fragile,
mysterious,
oh-so-cherished thread
that bound you to us.
Released from your mortal tether
you passed swiftly through our hands
calmly and without fear.
When it was over
we sobbed for our loss
and cradled your soft, still body for comfort.
We untied the thread to end your suffering,
accepting our own sharp pain
of missing you so much.
Now memory alone binds you to us,
always,
our sweet and beautiful Dizzy.
Sunny Didier
June 2001