Well Pookie, it has been 2 months since you left me. I think about you every day. The pain I felt so much when you first left me has subsided some. There are still days that no matter what I do, I break down and cry because I miss you so. The healing proccess has begun for me. Although there are less tears today than 2 months ago, that doesn't mean I miss you any less. You can never imagine how much I loved you. I can actually tell people about you and how you died. Before, all I could do is cry. No matter what I do, I still can't bring myself to get rid of your food dish. Not just yet, though. When I feel stronger, maybe I will. I just wanted to tell you how much I still miss you and always will. You were a huge part of me - I feel so alone without you. I miss you coming up to me when I was sad and sitting on my lap and purring. But I try to remember those times now. Sometimes, I even smile when I think about you. I love you Pookie.