Marley, I'm so sorry i left that day, i should have known better than to leave you alone, i know you hate it. you would be so mad a t me when i came home, but you would always forgive me. I hope you forgive me this time. When i found you like that my heart stopped, i wish i would have gotten there sooner. thank you for holding on till i got there, thank you for letting me be with you. if i could have done anything els but what i did i wouldnt be so sad all the time. you were the reason i woke up everyday. you were my child, my angel. words cannot express how much i miss you its been almost 2 months and the days just keep getting harder and harder. I have Ziggy now and i know i need to be strong for him, i tell him about you, and how if you were here you would love him so much, and i know you would. Cordell misses you he walkes around the house looking for you, and i start crying because i find myself looking for you to. i love you unconditionally, and will never forget you. please dont forget me, and i want to see you at the gates when i get there. i love you sooooo much. Valerie