Oscar your birthday is tomorrow, you would have been 6!! I can't even believe I have to write this and you're not here to give me your head kisses, and tell me it is time for your treats!! Sammy, Toby, Missy and Aurora will all have Tuna to remember you tomorrow baby!! I miss you Oscar, and wish I could be with you right now!! Somedays I feel your forgiveness for what happened, other days the lonliness and guilt are overwhelming!! Chewey misses you rubbing him, that great big dog!! You were just the runt when Ruben brought you home in England, and we were inseperable ever since!! You have tolerated the moves and all the animals and you just kept loving me unwavering it was!! Baby my heart and life are empty without you and I only pray that you are safe now and no harm can come to you!! My office is not the same without my papers out the window each morning.. I feel incomplete without you Oscar!! I love you..