To my baby Gizmo. It has been just over a month since you left me and I find that the nights are the hardest- I feel for you on the pillow by my head to find it empty. My heart longs for you and I know how selfish that must sound- you were such a courageous boy and great fighter for so long. I find myself looking for you at your favorite spots- I'm sure some must think me mad- but then they know not our love and bond. I know you watch over me as I can feel you, now I need you to help me quite hurting so much as tears fill my eyes and my heart. I know you are well now and can run like the wind once again. You will always be my boy- I miss you so. Mommy loves you always. XOXO