Dear Casey Bear, Good Morning my precious angel. Mommy is writing this letter to you because you have been on my mind so much lately. I never thought I could ever miss anyone as much as I miss you. You were always the light of my life. Since you left Mommy and went to the bridge, the light keeps getting dimmer. What I wouldn't give to hold you in my arms again. Kodi Bear still lives here with Mommy & Daddy. We love him and we forgive him for what he did to you, but sweetheart, we can never forget what he did. Brandi Bear is now attacking your newest little sister Skylar who is only 3 years old, and I am afraid that I will have to go through another tragedy like I did with you. Mommy has to keep them seperated like I did with you and Kodi. But I am afraid they will sooner or later get together like you and Kodi did. My whole existance is spent switching them back and forth from the house to the yard without them seeing each other. Remember I had to do that with you and Kodi? Were you with us the night of Hurricane Floyd? I think you were. At 4:30 in the morning, Daddy accidently left the bedroom door open and Brandi Bear and Skylar got together. There was a terrible fight. it was all we could do to get them seperated. We had an oil lamp on because we had no electricity and they knocked it over on the couch. It was on the end table. There should have been a fire. But for some strange reason, there wasn't. Not even the beginnings of a fire. I think you were with us that night and kept the oil from igniting the couch. Casey Bear, do you know how much Mommy loves you? I hope you remember your Mommy. Remember Daddy always used to call you Skippy? he misses you too, but men seem to hide their grief. I visit you many times a day at your Rainbow Residency. I feel like you are close to me when I am at your Residency. I have met so many wonderful people who have lost their babies like I have lost you. They miss them terribly. I hope you have made friends with all the precious babies there at the Bridge, especially, FiFi, Bo, Emily & Winston, Ariel, Heidie Bear, Hobie, Peaches, Fergie, Kaya and all the other precious babies at the bridge. Have you found your sister April. I know how much you loved her. You remember her don't you. She was the Calico kitty with 3 legs? Please tell her Mommy loves her too and I am going get her a residency too. You and April were always together. She loved you as much as you loved her. And Mommy & Daddy love you both. Take care of her Casey Bear my angel. I'll bet she has 4 legs now since she went to the bridge. Please find her for Mommy and tell her I miss and love her too. I love you so much my baby. I have never shed so many tears in my life. May Jesus hold you and April in His loving arms until the day I can come and get you both. I love you my angel. Until next time, God Bless you honey. Love and kisses, Your Mommy.XXXX OOOO