Seamus, The hardest part is not knowing. Are you cold, scared, lonely? I never wanted you to feel those things. If something's happened, I hope so much that there was no pain. Maybe you're at the rainbow bridge. My baby, my angel - we miss you so... You always have a home, here and in my heart. I miss smiling at you, holding you, talking with you. You are special, little man - I love you