The Holidays Without You by Tammy Killingbeck

The Holidays Without You

by Tammy Killingbeck

Well Barney we are through the holiday season. Sure did not seem the same with out you. Jimmy was just remarking how when we take down the decorations..he was always to tell you that we were moving. Oh how sad that made you. Your tail would go between your legs ...you hated moving. I would then have to get onto Jimmers for teasing you. He then would proceed to tell you in a whisper that we were moving. After I just got done telling you that we were not. I could always tell when Jimmy would tell you that one phrase.....you would act so differtly. And Jimmy would start to smirk when I seen you in that state of mind.....that would always give him away. :) Just little things we miss about you. You brought so much joy to those that you met ......you were just an awesome little boy!!! This year for Christmas I got a sign from you. Kim..bought me a pom puppy figure....laying on a rug. It looks so much like you. Brought tears to my eyes as soon as I seen it. Just knew that you were there with me.....letting me know that you love me. Things like that happen just at the right moments. Barn....god how I miss you. I am doing a little better, but I still have my moments. I am so thankful for Kim buying the little figurine.....she is a great friend to me. She knows how much I miss you. Well Barney...little by little I am letting others know about your special ways. I will continue to write ....little bits to let others know more about you. Just hard at times ...want to keep you to myself still. I still have things around the house that were just "YOURS" in the same spots. Won't let anyone move them just yet. LOVE YOU LOTS and MISSING YOU------LOVE MOMMY

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